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My Life

happy birthday to SHIMA!! i didnt get to wish her every year haix.. i feel so bad..

today, came late. english lesson was fine.
jinming new cheer:
nadhirah:hey JM!
JM:wad?!!
nad: introduce yourself!!
JM: huh?!!
nad:introduce yourself!!!
JM:huh??

haha
joke sia.
got cheer traing.today, weds, fri....
gosh, my neck hurts doing the forward roll. i kneed my own cheek. shuck!
my arms getting weaker when doing handstand. why is she so bis. she never look or see my effort.grr. im so pissed. no 'good!' 'well done nadhirah!'

i wont talk to HER. she's not that innocent

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5/27/2008 09:08:00 PM

wad the hell. what u think im that stupid? im sure i can even do it better then u'll do. its not that i dont know how. i knew. what i said was just an act. u noe, ACTING? what u think i'll say wad i said then if i were to say on the actual thing? of course not la. im not all-bimbo-and-stupid. i just dont want to be an all-boring freak like you. i can do wad u do. but can u do wad i did? NO. u cant. i can be smart. but can u be bitchy or all-talented.im not saying that im talented or wad coz im not. i cant see that u could either. wad u did are all cliche thingys. cliche... i dont do wad is cliche. i am me. even if it looks and sound dumb to you. at least im not like u or other ppl. u are such an all-boring-asshole that i've ever met. nothing about you that makes me go WOW. even ure acting sucks. u went all stiff acting on stage that makes me wanna puke. u may think its well-like. its so not. musically talented? and u have a f!ing bad taste, bitch. ure trying so hard to deny that u agree or interested in the things i said, do or like. hypocrite.

my mama dont agree with tcher. when tcher said im into my appearance, i was like, huh?omg!wth. mama told me she's okay with growing teenagers to be self conscious without neglecting studies of course. but tcher was like i dropped due to my self-consciousness to my appearance.. ha. ha.*forcing myself to laugh*

he msg-ed leh..awww.. he's doing well, good for u.. i'll try. thnx for those advice and words..*flying to n thru the clouds*

*i walked i ran i jumped i flew, right off the ground to float to you, there's no gravity to hold me down for real*-singing-

btw, happy birthday to HAFIDZ!!
babe, happy birthday!!!

my bimbo got a boyfriend in 5 days. at least she had one even if i dont. im cool. she's got an expected weight, nice rich boyfriend, a job and she looks gorgeous. im happy for her. im not a hypocrite or sadist like someone that hates others to be happy.

all mentioned up there is not my sister, she's someone else. i think she's a sadist.

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5/24/2008 11:07:00 PM

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.

You know how to steal the spotlight...

And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.

But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.

Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Your Elf Name Is...

Trixie Ho-Ho-Ho

Your Elf Name Is...

Minty Twinkle Wink

What's" Your Elf Name?

nerator/">What's" Your Elf Name?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 30% Naughty, 70% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Are 80% Angry

You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.

But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.

All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.

And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help.

How Angry Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love

You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.

You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time.

Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath

I hope it lasts"

In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay?

And that red purse is divalicious!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible

A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Your Karaoke Theme Song is "YMCA"

You're the type of person who can't have fun unless everyone else is right there with you having a blast.

You have an amazing knack for figuring out what people want, and you don't mind going the extra mile to make them happy.

The spotlight is something you enjoy on occasion, but you prefer that not all the attention is on you.

If you've gotten people to sing or dance along with you, then you're song is a success.

You might also sing: "Macarena," "Hot, Hot, Hot" or "Stayin' Alive"

Stay away from people who sing: "The Greatest Love of All"

What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Your Birthdate: February 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.

Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.

You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.

An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Nadhirah Means

N is for Nerdy

A is for Alert

D is for Dorky

H is for Honorable

I is for Ideal

R is for Radiant

A is for Animated

H is for Healthy

What Does Your Name Mean?

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5/22/2008 02:44:00 PM

What Nadhirah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wad the hell??? not all true sia.

no entry for love..hehex

5/22/2008 02:36:00 PM

yesterday i had cheerleading training. wth! i got elbowed on the mouth.GUESS WHAT, I DIDNT CRY!!*APPLAUSE* at first its just sore and soon the swell is gone. this morning i found out that thre's a little blue black on my upper lips. now theres a freaking big patch of blueblack there as if i have a blue moustache.THIS TIME, I CRIED, OTW OUT oF SCH.. thnkx to the big shosk and discovery of the big ugly bruise! f! grrr. hope it'll gone soon. its really as if i just got hit during a gang fight. riot. i dont riot yet i have this bruise on my face. embarrassing......

*singing*:'im abarbie girl, lives in barbie world........lalala..imagination...'
there'll be a "funfair" ryte in front of my door.pasar malam maybe. there will soon be all-time-favourite-classics funfair song like'"aiaiai im a little butterfly..."

more and more mother tongue lesson. im getting worst at it. f! hhaixxxx.

have a lot of pictures yet to upload.

guess wad!! my bimbo has leveled up!! my mission in this lvel is to find a boyfriend coz ive been invited to a party and i have to brg a boyfriend!! im not kidding. my bimbo needs a boyfriend. if i achieve this last goal, i'll level up again!!i want to level up to lvl3!!and a boyfriend. so hard to frind a byfriend seyy...

A VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FADHIL!!!!

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5/21/2008 04:23:00 PM

N	Neat
A	Ambitious
D	Delightful
H	Honest
I	Intelligent
R	Revolutionary
A	Astounding
H	Hardworking

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

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5/18/2008 07:31:00 PM

look at the acronyms for my name. hahaha..
neat?hell yeah...*sarcastic*
astounding?haha
gawd! is that INTELLIGENT??! woah.thats SO true.[wth?]
wow! im revolutionary.lollollollollollollol.joke!

lonely.

friday.
skipped sch.coz i got sthg on. then went for cheerleadg. yeah! handstand! first time sia. games, many more.
slacked with waisiong, shikin, lier, fadli, ratna n np peeps.
funny...
didnt get resultsss. i noe i sucked. i had this feeling that i failed all the subjects. but dunno yet. haixxx. results?grrrr
body aching, arms,wrist aching, legs aching. cry to sleep. cant tahan the pain. sobs...

sat.
kenduri.aka. family gathering.
went fishing at changi before the gathering.
abt 7pm.reached aunty's house. met cuzzies..
help in the kicthen. aching EVRYWHERE.
went home but none of us brought keys. wth. so papa drove to yaya's workplace to get keys from her. otw, listened to ghost story through radio. that damn aunty's story bloody scary can. all of us, papa,mama,me screamed. haha, i twisted my neck. f! luckily my bros are asleep. haha.

today.
all out. alone-ing. later maybe revising. yaya working, the rest went fishing till about after midnight then got home. yaya'll be back tmr. sobs..

yaya noes i secretly used her laptop. but its only twice and i use it for like less then 20mins. wth!

btw, i got a bimbo! missbimbo-ing is damn fun. its like a neopet.but its a bimbo. i love it!!
but im not a bimbo..errm. yarh. im not. ryte?err.. wadever. im confused. bimbo?

Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.

Benjamin Franklin

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Love is threads, hundreds of tiny threads, which sew people together through the years.

Simone Signoret

dhiira_____

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5/18/2008 07:30:00 PM

didnt bathe the face..ooops

[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
oh ya. i love taufiq.
[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
hehe
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
shuttup!!!
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
haha

grrrr..haha

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5/18/2008 07:29:00 PM

mama's day[11may]. mama's bday[10may] n loads more.
art paper over.its the start of slacking week.
watched spaghetti. its an another indonesia movie. so cute. so sweet. why singapore doesnt haf that kinda things happen.
farah and xulan..grrr.. hahaha. they're mine lor. haha. +++++++ and taufik.. haha. i dont want to meet him lar.. paiseyy.. i dun like twentyone.*denying*hehe..really, i dont like him..*lying*
btw its him who msged me first out of sudden sia.. wads he thinking that makes him msg me suddenly. freaky.hehe.

btw, ppl, theres a cheerleading competition at ngee ann city on the 31stMay. its the semis. support siren!

my art sucks. the girl's face doesnt look like a face. it looks like pancake.. haha
slack slack train train cheer cheer!!!

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5/14/2008 02:27:00 PM

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5/13/2008 07:43:00 PM

Dress Up Games, Doll Makers and Cartoon Dolls @ The Doll Palace

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5/05/2008 06:49:00 PM

super sad cann. wahlau. shit. its not that im being evil or selfish that im sad because my beloved friends get to see him.but im sad cause i didnt get to see him. suay sia.
when they say they say 20, i screamed. u noe scream. dun believe ask farah la. haha. shit. shuck! u noe its damn rare that u get to see him. then on weds they saw him. the rest of my friends saw him. even olga hu's not with them, saw him. i didnt. why? because i went home during recess. i knew i shouldnt went home. i missed something that happened that day. SOMETHING. someone.
why am i making such a big fuss over this? who cares. just hoped he gets "that girl" he's longing for. which is like nt me. i dun care. i dun like him. i dun like him. nadhirah, stop denying!!nabei!
wadehell. malay paper1 sucks. i didnt manage to stress on the point that the question asked for. not enough time sia. ouhkay whatever. i dunnoe how am i goin to pass my science, maths and poa. pray hard i can. i still have to finish my prep work.
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
see, theres 20 shuck. u noe wads shuck ryte?but maybe now its 21. hu cares. i love 20 or 21. its the same.
daaa~~~

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5/02/2008 05:14:00 PM

'you you i dont like your girlfren. no way no way i think u need a new one.'hahA

Song lyrics Fall For You lyrics

i borrowed this book from mama. its super cool. yaya bought this for mama last 2yrs.:)

Happy labour day!!
damn pissed. altho its labour day, i cant skip work today. so i have to do it the whole day. my job is WATCHING TV!!hahahahahaha. love this job.
alone at home again.
planning to study.
eh wth!i forgot to brg home my malay file. shit!
yesterday i went home during recess.

ouhkay ouhkay..daaa~~

hewasnt.
There's not much going on today
I'm really bored, it's getting late
What happened to my Saturday? (Saturday...)
mondays coming the day I hate, -aaate

Sitting on the bed alone (bed alone...)
Staring at the phone(the phone...)

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought, no
He wouldn't even open up that door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This is when I start to bite my nails
And clean my room when all else fails
I think its time for me to bail yeah (time to bail)
This point of view is getting stale,-ale

no entry for love..hehex

5/01/2008 06:04:00 PM