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My Life

just so sorry. im not gonna blog here that often. i'll be blogging on another blog of mine.
but i'll still visit this blog. so u can still tag me here for any queries or to keep in touch. or rather just add me up im msn. yarh

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7/14/2008 07:07:00 PM

grr.. my OLEVEL MT oral is on tuesday.. im now in library. farah and my other mates are in the hall now.. they're having theirs. omg omg omg. im so scared.. nerrrrvouss.. olvl leh... im so hoping i will do good. pls la..haizzz...
just now had youth day celebration. my legs hurt thnx to the events. actually i didnt particpate in any but anyway its still hurt. watching the ppl got dunk are really nice. but the kazarrm<- is really hypocrite. hypocrite face. eww.. urggh. the ppl playing captain's ball are cool esp my dear 4E5 and shannon+4E1!!woots..alot of ppl gone bonkers today..haha..^^like someone saw someone(hinting keeteng)^^ryte tengteng?..
3 days to settle some stuff are have enuf rest. this first week of sch has been hard on me. im reallyy too weak.. weekends:recover and reserve my voice for oral, settle work owed, and rest rest.. NADHIRAH IS A STRONG GROWN UP GIRL.. YAYY!!hoping..
yesterday i went home from sch at 830. i really cant stand the squeezing brainn..thnx peeps for settling some stuffs for me. went home, mama make me a burger,did some work and then sleep.rest mah. at 530 i went to sch to do art..bonker-ing.. then homed to granny's home. at clementi. alot of the places changed siaaa..so paisey. i tot of goin to mac skali the mac gone liao.. haha.. walked slowly. then had dinner at clementi there. my family, aunty uncle and beloved nyai n yayi.. went up to their house to eat durian.. hoho..delicious sia..
listened to their stories of catching crabs.. i wanna catch crabs too. last week they caught crabs.. damn nice siaa..
just now i read a post on canibalism on someones blog. and now i felt lyk puking..,omg
my fingers are too cold to type siaa.. daa~~~
HAPPY YOUTH DAY darling.....

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7/04/2008 02:58:00 PM

do u believe that.. i painted my wall..painted a booterrflyy

omgg.. one week of moodling.

btw, happy belated bday to teng teng ah.......!

keeteng ah.....

sorry i cant make it to that celebration hor.

1 week of moodle-ing is hurting my eyes and butt. finally. some work are just ewww.. so too bad.. abandoned them.some, i did! unbelieveable. holidays are over.. and. im worried for my already-did-mothertongue-olvl-paper-one-and-two. i really think i screwed up. its haunting me.

holidays are soccer mania for me. watched soccer and sleep really EARLY-in the morning. haha. germany-spain.. podolski honey...germany germany...!!!lukaspodolskilukaspodolski is love..

yah, 4e5 bbq's cool..

just that that was a memorable time where my voice incredibly hide somewhere idk..

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6/28/2008 06:38:00 AM

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A : pay back time!!hohoho..nah..

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : 9-12 for Os, DIMAS BECK, to study n live in jakarta (with ppl as hot as my boyfey all arnd my neighbourhood and sch there)..im serious.

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : alwayss. like always.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : yea.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : is there even anything wrong with me when that person loved me for who i am? ryte dimas?haha

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : being loved by dimas beck, taufik, wentwortmiller, ben joshua, podolski..ooops, too much.

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : what for wait? i dont wait.err, really

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : i'll be the third party.. hehee.

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : some irritating stuff. im calm tho.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : butterflies arent that bad. the worst thing is that i will shriek happily. really. dont have to be around him. just by saying his name, i'll scream.. try me.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : yeah. once..no, twice..err trice? i dont know. i admit, always. and he is .

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : nadhirah. family duh.. and dimas beck and my bimbo

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : i can. who says i couldnt.i'll just have to travel to indonesia.:)

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A : that makes me happy. hapy fighting. happy quarelling.. so nice....

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : uh huh.. yah.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : dont think so

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?ORthe better one?
A : can i have both? omg!

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : friends who is being a friend. get it? trust..

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A :confidence. i need a confidence booster. if anyone know any hot confidence booster, call me.. haha

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A : i'll see if he's as cute as dimas beck. if not, next...

nadhirah.....

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6/17/2008 12:06:00 AM

i love him-->>

dimas beck

uglyy siaaa

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6/12/2008 09:55:00 PM

happy birthday to SHIMA!! i didnt get to wish her every year haix.. i feel so bad..

today, came late. english lesson was fine.
jinming new cheer:
nadhirah:hey JM!
JM:wad?!!
nad: introduce yourself!!
JM: huh?!!
nad:introduce yourself!!!
JM:huh??

haha
joke sia.
got cheer traing.today, weds, fri....
gosh, my neck hurts doing the forward roll. i kneed my own cheek. shuck!
my arms getting weaker when doing handstand. why is she so bis. she never look or see my effort.grr. im so pissed. no 'good!' 'well done nadhirah!'

i wont talk to HER. she's not that innocent

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5/27/2008 09:08:00 PM

wad the hell. what u think im that stupid? im sure i can even do it better then u'll do. its not that i dont know how. i knew. what i said was just an act. u noe, ACTING? what u think i'll say wad i said then if i were to say on the actual thing? of course not la. im not all-bimbo-and-stupid. i just dont want to be an all-boring freak like you. i can do wad u do. but can u do wad i did? NO. u cant. i can be smart. but can u be bitchy or all-talented.im not saying that im talented or wad coz im not. i cant see that u could either. wad u did are all cliche thingys. cliche... i dont do wad is cliche. i am me. even if it looks and sound dumb to you. at least im not like u or other ppl. u are such an all-boring-asshole that i've ever met. nothing about you that makes me go WOW. even ure acting sucks. u went all stiff acting on stage that makes me wanna puke. u may think its well-like. its so not. musically talented? and u have a f!ing bad taste, bitch. ure trying so hard to deny that u agree or interested in the things i said, do or like. hypocrite.

my mama dont agree with tcher. when tcher said im into my appearance, i was like, huh?omg!wth. mama told me she's okay with growing teenagers to be self conscious without neglecting studies of course. but tcher was like i dropped due to my self-consciousness to my appearance.. ha. ha.*forcing myself to laugh*

he msg-ed leh..awww.. he's doing well, good for u.. i'll try. thnx for those advice and words..*flying to n thru the clouds*

*i walked i ran i jumped i flew, right off the ground to float to you, there's no gravity to hold me down for real*-singing-

btw, happy birthday to HAFIDZ!!
babe, happy birthday!!!

my bimbo got a boyfriend in 5 days. at least she had one even if i dont. im cool. she's got an expected weight, nice rich boyfriend, a job and she looks gorgeous. im happy for her. im not a hypocrite or sadist like someone that hates others to be happy.

all mentioned up there is not my sister, she's someone else. i think she's a sadist.

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5/24/2008 11:07:00 PM

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.

You know how to steal the spotlight...

And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.

But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.

Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Your Elf Name Is...

Trixie Ho-Ho-Ho

Your Elf Name Is...

Minty Twinkle Wink

What's" Your Elf Name?

nerator/">What's" Your Elf Name?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 30% Naughty, 70% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Are 80% Angry

You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.

But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.

All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.

And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help.

How Angry Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love

You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.

You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time.

Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath

I hope it lasts"

In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay?

And that red purse is divalicious!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible

A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Your Karaoke Theme Song is "YMCA"

You're the type of person who can't have fun unless everyone else is right there with you having a blast.

You have an amazing knack for figuring out what people want, and you don't mind going the extra mile to make them happy.

The spotlight is something you enjoy on occasion, but you prefer that not all the attention is on you.

If you've gotten people to sing or dance along with you, then you're song is a success.

You might also sing: "Macarena," "Hot, Hot, Hot" or "Stayin' Alive"

Stay away from people who sing: "The Greatest Love of All"

What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Your Birthdate: February 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.

Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.

You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.

An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Nadhirah Means

N is for Nerdy

A is for Alert

D is for Dorky

H is for Honorable

I is for Ideal

R is for Radiant

A is for Animated

H is for Healthy

What Does Your Name Mean?

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5/22/2008 02:44:00 PM

What Nadhirah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wad the hell??? not all true sia.

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5/22/2008 02:36:00 PM

yesterday i had cheerleading training. wth! i got elbowed on the mouth.GUESS WHAT, I DIDNT CRY!!*APPLAUSE* at first its just sore and soon the swell is gone. this morning i found out that thre's a little blue black on my upper lips. now theres a freaking big patch of blueblack there as if i have a blue moustache.THIS TIME, I CRIED, OTW OUT oF SCH.. thnkx to the big shosk and discovery of the big ugly bruise! f! grrr. hope it'll gone soon. its really as if i just got hit during a gang fight. riot. i dont riot yet i have this bruise on my face. embarrassing......

*singing*:'im abarbie girl, lives in barbie world........lalala..imagination...'
there'll be a "funfair" ryte in front of my door.pasar malam maybe. there will soon be all-time-favourite-classics funfair song like'"aiaiai im a little butterfly..."

more and more mother tongue lesson. im getting worst at it. f! hhaixxxx.

have a lot of pictures yet to upload.

guess wad!! my bimbo has leveled up!! my mission in this lvel is to find a boyfriend coz ive been invited to a party and i have to brg a boyfriend!! im not kidding. my bimbo needs a boyfriend. if i achieve this last goal, i'll level up again!!i want to level up to lvl3!!and a boyfriend. so hard to frind a byfriend seyy...

A VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FADHIL!!!!

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5/21/2008 04:23:00 PM

N	Neat
A	Ambitious
D	Delightful
H	Honest
I	Intelligent
R	Revolutionary
A	Astounding
H	Hardworking

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

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5/18/2008 07:31:00 PM

look at the acronyms for my name. hahaha..
neat?hell yeah...*sarcastic*
astounding?haha
gawd! is that INTELLIGENT??! woah.thats SO true.[wth?]
wow! im revolutionary.lollollollollollollol.joke!

lonely.

friday.
skipped sch.coz i got sthg on. then went for cheerleadg. yeah! handstand! first time sia. games, many more.
slacked with waisiong, shikin, lier, fadli, ratna n np peeps.
funny...
didnt get resultsss. i noe i sucked. i had this feeling that i failed all the subjects. but dunno yet. haixxx. results?grrrr
body aching, arms,wrist aching, legs aching. cry to sleep. cant tahan the pain. sobs...

sat.
kenduri.aka. family gathering.
went fishing at changi before the gathering.
abt 7pm.reached aunty's house. met cuzzies..
help in the kicthen. aching EVRYWHERE.
went home but none of us brought keys. wth. so papa drove to yaya's workplace to get keys from her. otw, listened to ghost story through radio. that damn aunty's story bloody scary can. all of us, papa,mama,me screamed. haha, i twisted my neck. f! luckily my bros are asleep. haha.

today.
all out. alone-ing. later maybe revising. yaya working, the rest went fishing till about after midnight then got home. yaya'll be back tmr. sobs..

yaya noes i secretly used her laptop. but its only twice and i use it for like less then 20mins. wth!

btw, i got a bimbo! missbimbo-ing is damn fun. its like a neopet.but its a bimbo. i love it!!
but im not a bimbo..errm. yarh. im not. ryte?err.. wadever. im confused. bimbo?

Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.

Benjamin Franklin

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Love is threads, hundreds of tiny threads, which sew people together through the years.

Simone Signoret

dhiira_____

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5/18/2008 07:30:00 PM

didnt bathe the face..ooops

[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
oh ya. i love taufiq.
[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
hehe
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
shuttup!!!
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
haha

grrrr..haha

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5/18/2008 07:29:00 PM

mama's day[11may]. mama's bday[10may] n loads more.
art paper over.its the start of slacking week.
watched spaghetti. its an another indonesia movie. so cute. so sweet. why singapore doesnt haf that kinda things happen.
farah and xulan..grrr.. hahaha. they're mine lor. haha. +++++++ and taufik.. haha. i dont want to meet him lar.. paiseyy.. i dun like twentyone.*denying*hehe..really, i dont like him..*lying*
btw its him who msged me first out of sudden sia.. wads he thinking that makes him msg me suddenly. freaky.hehe.

btw, ppl, theres a cheerleading competition at ngee ann city on the 31stMay. its the semis. support siren!

my art sucks. the girl's face doesnt look like a face. it looks like pancake.. haha
slack slack train train cheer cheer!!!

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5/14/2008 02:27:00 PM

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5/13/2008 07:43:00 PM

Dress Up Games, Doll Makers and Cartoon Dolls @ The Doll Palace

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5/05/2008 06:49:00 PM

super sad cann. wahlau. shit. its not that im being evil or selfish that im sad because my beloved friends get to see him.but im sad cause i didnt get to see him. suay sia.
when they say they say 20, i screamed. u noe scream. dun believe ask farah la. haha. shit. shuck! u noe its damn rare that u get to see him. then on weds they saw him. the rest of my friends saw him. even olga hu's not with them, saw him. i didnt. why? because i went home during recess. i knew i shouldnt went home. i missed something that happened that day. SOMETHING. someone.
why am i making such a big fuss over this? who cares. just hoped he gets "that girl" he's longing for. which is like nt me. i dun care. i dun like him. i dun like him. nadhirah, stop denying!!nabei!
wadehell. malay paper1 sucks. i didnt manage to stress on the point that the question asked for. not enough time sia. ouhkay whatever. i dunnoe how am i goin to pass my science, maths and poa. pray hard i can. i still have to finish my prep work.
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
see, theres 20 shuck. u noe wads shuck ryte?but maybe now its 21. hu cares. i love 20 or 21. its the same.
daaa~~~

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5/02/2008 05:14:00 PM

'you you i dont like your girlfren. no way no way i think u need a new one.'hahA

Song lyrics Fall For You lyrics

i borrowed this book from mama. its super cool. yaya bought this for mama last 2yrs.:)

Happy labour day!!
damn pissed. altho its labour day, i cant skip work today. so i have to do it the whole day. my job is WATCHING TV!!hahahahahaha. love this job.
alone at home again.
planning to study.
eh wth!i forgot to brg home my malay file. shit!
yesterday i went home during recess.

ouhkay ouhkay..daaa~~

hewasnt.
There's not much going on today
I'm really bored, it's getting late
What happened to my Saturday? (Saturday...)
mondays coming the day I hate, -aaate

Sitting on the bed alone (bed alone...)
Staring at the phone(the phone...)

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought, no
He wouldn't even open up that door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This is when I start to bite my nails
And clean my room when all else fails
I think its time for me to bail yeah (time to bail)
This point of view is getting stale,-ale

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5/01/2008 06:04:00 PM

wah seyy. i look damn happy. why the hell . whats up with the big grin of mine. sharks!

nice cake sia. COOKIES N CREAM!! loves.
shoots!dying. haha. lame. im gonna be alone for this weekend. at home. studying and eating. yaya gonna be out i guess. parents and bro having HOLIDAY! me, studying. bloody hell. pissed wif phy. studied also fail. motherfuck! miracle, pls do happen.
art. damn stressing. painted for three hours and i see no difference in the painting.
. .. haha
eh, i passed my 2.4 leh. my first ever 2.4 run this year.altho its 14.++sec which is B, im happy. but wadehell my calf are aching.shiittss

next week photo taking. i hate photo taking. i'll destroy the pictures of my friends. i have to be positive. nadhirah is going to brg wonderful colours to the photo. shit! i think my nose just gets longer.haha

OneRepublic Lyrics
shit. just now was english paper one and two. damn. was okay but i think im not able to complete the questions. lame. malay got loads of hmwk. hate hate.
nadhirah is going to change.for the sake of myself. not much tho. but slap me please. haha.

nadhirahzainal.is.nobody.always.

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4/25/2008 09:09:00 PM

oii. bloooody hell. my previous post was suppose to be much much longer. suddenly cut into half and other half of it is gone. shit.
im pampering myself. im trying to convince myself that im a big girl. gosh. im no acting like a child. im me. but too bad what i am is too childish to my friends. sorry. i'll try to be a big girl if thats for my own good. but just cant help it. i'll try. i must.

stressed with art canvas thingy. left four bloody days to complete it. fell like crying.

heyy.. im sorry. i dun want to love anone yet. cant yet. or maybe not you. so sorry. im trying to love myself and i cant probably love someone else besides myself. im trying to show it out. im sure u can figure it out.
nyra loves herself for the time being..she cant afford to take all this pressure at the same time. she's too little, too young, too weak and her magic aint helping her in any ways.

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4/21/2008 10:45:00 PM

ouhkay. its been years since i blogged.. thnx to yaya's laptop i got to blog this time. she turns out to be more kind tonight coz hady mirza waved at her just now. dotts. can..

sports day was nice. but i lost my umbrella. i lend it to firdaus then i forgot to take back.so i dunno if its left at the stadium. cheerleadg performance wasnt my best i would say. i cant really hear the song so im 'late'. haha. telematch was nice but not the time limit. it sucked can? so little time so much to do!

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4/20/2008 12:58:00 AM

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4/14/2008 03:08:00 PM