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My Life

WARNING: THERE WILL BE NO VULGARITIES NOR SWEAR LANGUAGE IN THIS POST BECAUSE IM TALKING ABOUT SERIOUS SHIT HERE!

stop assuming. stop jumping to conclusion. stop whatever u think its true now because its not. whats with the overreaction. all u have to do is ask for gawd sake. i even explained. but u choose believe wad u think is right.

u call this betrayal? lies?
i didnt say anything because nothing really happened and u tot i've been keeping this from u.
come on.. u call this :'friendship'? we have done our part by telling the truth. wad about u? as a friend? wheres the trust on your part? there should be trust among us. i trust wad u said. and u shuld too. we are all equal. did i become so petty when i realise u no more like him, but once u do and i wasnt informed. in this case, its not that i dun want to inform the girls but theres really nothing to tell. nothing happened. even if there is, arent u suppose to be happy for me?? i didnt react the way u do when i realise im the only one didnt know about who u like.. so now when it happen to u, u turn so petty.. we still love u because, if not we alrdy put u asiden we didnt bother to talk to u.. but we still care.. get it?.. this tym round its u who dun bother how we felt.. most of US cant sleep well at night thinking and worrying for our friendship. and u? did u?
wad she told u is the truth.. wad i told u is the truth. u shuld trust us better than him in the first place. u shuld ask me first if u really care. if u think u shuldnt ask and im the one hu's suppose to tell u, fine.. did i tell u anything? if not, that means nothg happened.. dun have to take it that u noe and its true. i never kept anything from u ppl.. come on.. if u think that i have a boyfriend without telling u, thats so not me. the only reason that i didnt tell u is because i dun have a boyfriend. really..

im here not to talk bad about u or trying to lie or trying to make u feel bad.. but could u please reflect.. im not angry although u maybe cursing me at your seat ryte now or has been calling me a liar.. im sad. really sad. coz i tot i have ppl to trust me. n u dun..

if its about the meeting, im sorry.. n i did inform u ppl that i'll be coming abit later at 2 at 1pm,the tym we were suppose to meet. and im suppose to come straight there to be there for the meeting without asking to wait at public places for hours. i was told not to come about 140.and its just minutes okay.. im not partying or wad. im just accompanying another friend of urs in the LIBRARY.. not in the garden or sth.. its true i was with them but just to accompany her. not him or him. being with them or him, it doesnt mean that i'll abandon the meeting. i was rushing n worrying for the meeting. u can ask them. this is the truth.

u dun even bother to ask me.. u can even scold me ryte into my face or being 'talked' thru the phone coz i dun mind being waken up by a FRIEND. and maybe i'll change for the better. but now.. assume assume assume.. im sad..

look, im not sick of giving in to you coz u're my friend and i understands ur personality like. moody. but i always give in.. honestly im not sick of doing tis thing thinking its for the best for our frienship.

no matter wad,no matter if u dun like me or wad, u're still OUR friend.
we all still care. if u dun anymore, we dun mind if u are happier this way. we just want u to reflect and know the truth. really.
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/18/2008 04:07:00 PM