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My Life

today was okay.. not late for sch.. malay was alright. art was err.. dots.. use tablet pc but then it hanged halfway and my layout gone. wtf! but tablet pc was nice lurh. wish i had one. recess was funny. cme was hahaha.. the most charMING person in our grp is jinMING.. rhymes huh..hahaha.. then poa.. i failed lah wth! but he said if i redo it at home then i'll get 10 more marks which i will pass.. haha.. then maths test.. i lend my CALCULATOR to e6 girl since she having the maths test. but when mine started, her test is not over yet so i have to borrow other ppl's calculator. shitoes. i dont have the tym to finish it. i left the last question part b and c and the first question which i tot if i skipped, i'll have enuf tym to complete the rest. but too bad. motherfuck! i did study la fuck. wth. and then it was ss test consecutively. when starting i was damn sleepy so i put my head on table.. halfway thru i woke up and try to redo since my draft was untidy. rush rush rush. end up i didnt elaborate the third factor.. and there i go again.. dissappointed with myself.
after sch when to take measurements for our CHEERLEADING UNIFORM!! woots.. the sample was cool.. then waited in canteen with ratna and fren.. talked about alot of things. i didnt go for cheerleading. the i saw the mgs cheergirls from the champion cheer team and i brought them to our cheerpractice they were frenly. fuck it i cant join them. what the fuck! they seem so nice. went for guard of honour thingy.. wad shit. i was burnt la.. motherfuck. then still got training.. what the hell..
while doing drills, i saw the other cheerleaders train and i was like crying coz it looks so fun.. missed it man.. they still like say 'wah u miss it sey.. today was damn fun la..bla bla'. wth i noe la.. no need to say la... im so sad.. my tears was waiting to roll down my cheek. grr.sobs.. but i have to look on the brighter side of life. sial la. where's the bright side? 'some ppl told me the grass is much greener on the other side.'.. which other side?

2more days to competition. brrr.... tmr more practice!!and training!!
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/28/2008 07:25:00 PM

still in vacation mood..
but tmr got TWO tests.
ss essay test and maths common test..
motherfuck.

got alot of my pretty photo[ehem..] that i have yet to upload. shit! haha.. have to find some other tym then upload.. coz now not so free.. so must wait.. i noe u ppl cant wait ryte? hahaaha

campcraft competition coming up!! jia you!! first day time my new gadget.. damn nervous.. but we can do it!!

della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/27/2008 08:19:00 PM

went genting in the middle of school term is lyk wth.. the most memorable part was on the first day,23/02/08, 2plus to10 plus like dat.

i was pissed by my sis coz when we checked in, she straight away sleep.. i was like excited to play with cuzzies cos its been long since we went genting together. i was like crying lurh thinking i missed the chance to play on the first day. while crying, i brave myself to call my cousins. luckily they fine with it and decided to meet and start the adventure!! wooots!! we met and the first thing we went for was the motion masters. haha.. front seat. hoho.its actually better than the second one that we went. then, CYCLONE.. haha.. sounds scary huh.. but we ride it three times. than the spinner/swing thingy and flying dragon thingy.. at 3plus, while queueing for the water flume ride, i had my first boyfriend!! haha.. actually he's my cousin la but the agreed on being my boyfriend of the day which he had to be my boyfriend for the whole day.. fun huh.. so for that whole day, he aint my cousin but my BOYFRIEND. finally i decided to have a boyfriend. dunno why. so thru the flume ride, we three went thru wet and dry times together.sounds wrong huh? the day was SOOOPER cold and i guess i nearly had frost bite on my fingers. luckily theres a 'boyfriend' to rely on. haha. i had a boyfriend to warm my hand and stuff like dat. and thanx to his hoodie pocket. im like stuffing my hand in his pocket while walking. haha.. so sorry for the trouble boyfey cause im feeling damn cold and i cant help it but to do dat. haha.

i have something to announce!! we did take the solero/space shot thingy and we are proud of it. we confessed alot. my other cousin confessed lyk ' before anything happen to me, i wanna say that i love ...'.. that was when we were at the peak. my boyfey and i was like 'i love you i love you i love you'.. haha. so cool.. free fall for a few sec. then we took cyclone again coz i had SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS. i frgt how it feels like.

we took alot of rides la. the rolling mine train, viking ship[which was damn "tummy squeezing"] we were all like hugging each other. nad posing for the camera. haha.. we had our lunchner [lunch+dinner] at kfc. then went back to play outdoor to take more rides and plus the pirate train/haunted house which was dotts.. only my boyfey and i went in but i swear theres nothg inside except for this one fake man lying down.

then GO KART. first ever go kart-ing. i was lucky that im 3cm higher than the max height. haha then played indoor. bumper car which i wasnt bumped out of my car. haha. this shows im not that pathetic. haha.. and of course.. the euro express.. haha. our last couple ride.. haha. then i followed thwm back to their hotel rooms and they sent me back to my room.. thnx guys. all of us was like so tired that our plan to chat till midnight was called off. we all slept. haha..

the second day, my family went to get the all parks ticket. we palyed and played.. about 3, we went to sent off my boyfey family.. ahaha. i mean my cousins' family. my family had to spent one more day there. so its time 'we' officially break up..since its been 24hrs attached. hahaha..

on the third day, our bus was delayed till 330pm.wth.. so i reached spore about 0000hrs. shit. was fucking tired. luckily i wasnt late for sch this morning.

after sch today had to learn new gadget. haix.. brains squeezing.. not enuf sleep... still have loads of hmwks.. wtf!!

to hear my cousin's part of story, click this.

http://zhafriday.blogspot.com/

love,

della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/26/2008 06:42:00 PM

so lets start from scratch.
nothing happened.

superly busy. new topicS.. new projects. new assignments. everythings up.. irritated by schedule.

whatever lah eh..tired lurh.
wads the commotion in sch.. im not with him.. if dun believe, ask him. im not with him.. get that..?

gtg..
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/21/2008 09:03:00 PM

WARNING: THERE WILL BE NO VULGARITIES NOR SWEAR LANGUAGE IN THIS POST BECAUSE IM TALKING ABOUT SERIOUS SHIT HERE!

stop assuming. stop jumping to conclusion. stop whatever u think its true now because its not. whats with the overreaction. all u have to do is ask for gawd sake. i even explained. but u choose believe wad u think is right.

u call this betrayal? lies?
i didnt say anything because nothing really happened and u tot i've been keeping this from u.
come on.. u call this :'friendship'? we have done our part by telling the truth. wad about u? as a friend? wheres the trust on your part? there should be trust among us. i trust wad u said. and u shuld too. we are all equal. did i become so petty when i realise u no more like him, but once u do and i wasnt informed. in this case, its not that i dun want to inform the girls but theres really nothing to tell. nothing happened. even if there is, arent u suppose to be happy for me?? i didnt react the way u do when i realise im the only one didnt know about who u like.. so now when it happen to u, u turn so petty.. we still love u because, if not we alrdy put u asiden we didnt bother to talk to u.. but we still care.. get it?.. this tym round its u who dun bother how we felt.. most of US cant sleep well at night thinking and worrying for our friendship. and u? did u?
wad she told u is the truth.. wad i told u is the truth. u shuld trust us better than him in the first place. u shuld ask me first if u really care. if u think u shuldnt ask and im the one hu's suppose to tell u, fine.. did i tell u anything? if not, that means nothg happened.. dun have to take it that u noe and its true. i never kept anything from u ppl.. come on.. if u think that i have a boyfriend without telling u, thats so not me. the only reason that i didnt tell u is because i dun have a boyfriend. really..

im here not to talk bad about u or trying to lie or trying to make u feel bad.. but could u please reflect.. im not angry although u maybe cursing me at your seat ryte now or has been calling me a liar.. im sad. really sad. coz i tot i have ppl to trust me. n u dun..

if its about the meeting, im sorry.. n i did inform u ppl that i'll be coming abit later at 2 at 1pm,the tym we were suppose to meet. and im suppose to come straight there to be there for the meeting without asking to wait at public places for hours. i was told not to come about 140.and its just minutes okay.. im not partying or wad. im just accompanying another friend of urs in the LIBRARY.. not in the garden or sth.. its true i was with them but just to accompany her. not him or him. being with them or him, it doesnt mean that i'll abandon the meeting. i was rushing n worrying for the meeting. u can ask them. this is the truth.

u dun even bother to ask me.. u can even scold me ryte into my face or being 'talked' thru the phone coz i dun mind being waken up by a FRIEND. and maybe i'll change for the better. but now.. assume assume assume.. im sad..

look, im not sick of giving in to you coz u're my friend and i understands ur personality like. moody. but i always give in.. honestly im not sick of doing tis thing thinking its for the best for our frienship.

no matter wad,no matter if u dun like me or wad, u're still OUR friend.
we all still care. if u dun anymore, we dun mind if u are happier this way. we just want u to reflect and know the truth. really.
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/18/2008 04:07:00 PM

valentine reminds me of my late pet rabbit.. thats his name.. today is a very tiring but interesting day!!

VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
16TIMESFOR16YEARSOLDPRINCESS.

I'LL NOT SAY ANYTHING!!I AM NOT SAYING ANYTHING!!HAHAHAHAHA
DELLA___DAAA~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/14/2008 11:25:00 PM

giggle.
giggles.
more giggles.
much more giggles.
much much more giggles.

i dun laugh. i giggle. i chuckle.
here i go again.. brains squeezing thnx to phy.. grrr...

hahaha.. ooops.. cute..
im absent from sch. shit! i slept at 3 then cant wake up the next morning.. shitty shit.
missed alot of lessons. didnt get to go training. blueks.. felt so guilty leaving brina to handle the team.. sorry..

do you feel that tingly feeling? if u do, i think u're right about wad u say on wad u feel.hehexx..
wad am i suppose to say more about it.
i'll go with the flow. NO FLOW, NO GO!! haha
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/12/2008 10:43:00 PM

loads of stuff are driving me crazy this few days..
1. NADHIRAHmyself
-im freaking clumsy nowadays.
-just now i purposely didnt brg my np belt thinking half-u no need wear belt. thnx girls for helping me find belt while i went to buy socks.shit!
-i forgot to take my skirt from the toilet while rushing for rehearsal. thnx susu!
-thnx to syameera and amalina for enduring with my clumsiness misplacing everything everywhere
-cheerleading thingy training every TUESDAY and THURSDAYS. more days and hours of practice.
-clashes of schedule!!!
-rehearsals!!
-online hmwk!!
-tests.wtf!
-ART PREP WORK!!
-physics!!
-valentines day!!jokingjoking
bla bla bla.. sorry if my clumsiness irritates anyone.. hohoho..

iwannabelieveineverythingdatusaycozitsoundssogoodbutifureallywantmemoveslowtheres thingsaboutmeigotutonoesometimesirunsometimessometimeihidesometimesimscaredofu.. crapps..
notimenomore
della___daa~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/11/2008 10:18:00 PM

thnx ppl for the surprise birthday celebration which is really SURPRISING indeed!! i think if i got heart problem im surely gone.
how can u people did that to me? so embarrassing.. sobs. i look damn FUGLY lurh. to those dont know wad happen, this is how it happened..
-i was sleeping on the bed[i was singing to myself when i fell asleep]
-i woke up when i saw 'everyone' around my bed and singing bday song
-i was lyk rubbing my eyes. my vision was kinda blur although had my specs on while sleeping.
-i woke up with a crumpled face, broken smile, messy hair, freaky reaction.FREAKED OUT!!
-cant believe my family was 'with' them.
actually i went home from sch thinking my bday i had with my friends ends in sch with only wishes. thinking this year theres no celebration which im okay with. reached home everyone was lyk cleaning the house. i did wad my mama n sissy told me to do lyk clean up my room, wipe the mirrors and stuff lyk that. wen i ask them why are we cleaning the house, my mama said papa was angry and we will get it from him if he return and found out the house is messy. dumb me tot we also have to clean up coz my grandparents will be coming as usual.bla bla bla..i slept. my mama said i slept even tho my bros were shouting wen ppl came, pizza guy delivered the pizzas and even when she pulled my skirt down before ppl came since it was half lifted up. and there i go sleeping lyk pig and not lyk a princess. trying to act positive, i said thats how a princess sleep.. which is like dotss-_-".
blew candles. then ate the swensens icecream cake. camwhored.pcds gave me a shoe at first. really shoe and not a pair of shoes. haha. then kareoke-d and hey, nice voice. sorry if u guys got bored coz we only sang malay songs. sorry. kareoke kareoke kareoke then farah, keeteng, shannon, noreen and olga had to go off coz most of them had to go for reunion dinner.. thnx ppl for coming even tho u girls got reunion dinner in the evening..thats when i got my another side of the shoe. then camwhored again. i dunno why dat day i like to take pics even tho i have that crumpled face on.. haha. then continue kareoke-ing. about 6plus then we stopped kareoke-ing and proceed to games. plus truth or dare. cant tell u guys the details. too much confessions involved. bluecks. the cutest part is when su did the pole dance and nadz act like a cat. then abt 745pm, me and yaya send them to the busstop. after that its presents party! haha.. i mean opening up the presents!

yaya had so much fun spending tym with my friends and i think she thinks she's just one of us. haha..
shannon, keeteng, noreen, nadzierah, surianah, olga, farah, hasif, asyraf, fadhil, hafidz, thanks ya.. sorry if i didnt get to treat my guests well. but i hope u guys enjoy yourself! thnks alot for the surprise party! it really works. just forget how i look lyk with that just-woke-up face. i look so fugly! and its so nice of the pcds to never miss to celebrate my birthday and they never failed to sabo me on my birthday. from sec1 sia.. let me tell you wad happen for my bday every year since sec 1.
sec1: waterbomb at jurong west there. im just done with ipw project wen they brg me to i dunno the place in jw and started to throw water in plastic bags at me.
sec2: i was told that there is npcc meeting and i have to change to pe shirt. just when i step out of the cubicle, they drench me. with water.
sec3: it was one day after crosscountry and luckily i still have extra pe tshirt in my bag. i tot it was just a celebration with cake. but i had free facial treatment with cream as in cake's cream. and i had to eat 1/4 of the cake.hoho
sec4:the super duperly SURPRISE party!
thnx eh. and so dumb of me to be tricked every year.

happy belated CNY!!
wah such a long post.
theres alot of SWEET moments with u ppl during the party itself.. thnx. I LOVE YOU PCDs!
im ready to reboot my comp. everything gonna be gone. and i cant go online untill i installed msn back.. so, endure okay.. hahaha
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/08/2008 09:45:00 PM

i didnt get to blog all thanks to that freaky virus.. CB! i had to delete my MSN, what the fuck[really spelling it out!]!! i was so naive to accept the file.. fuck.. its like autosend to everyone online. wah bloody hell! so embarassing.

now thinking that the virus only affect my MSN, and i've deleted my msn, fine!im wrong. now, my antivirus said that its been detected but the quarantine was unsuccesful. im suppose to delete it manually.. but i cant! it is said to be under a diff publisher and so i CANT DELETE IT!! bloody shit! i fucking hate it man! now all my family members was like cursing me! and WHAT THE HELL! im blamed.. fine.. it was me.. but its not on purpose la what the fuck. everyone was lyk, "pa, i cant use the computeer cause nadhirah put a virus in it!" laaa,, fuck! thanks ah.. the stupid naive was supposed to be blamed.. but they dont know wads my reaction and how i felt when i got that virus. i was so shock and scared.. they only know how to curse and blame. try to understand how i felt la fuck. when i tot that its been deleted and that it doesnt affect my comp, im bloody wrong. two days back i found out that its a trojan virus. and bloody fuck it cant be deleted! i cant bear to reformat my comp and let everything gone just like that. but maybe i shuld. wah heartpain sia.. so, now here i am using the library's comp. fuck.

motherfuck! i missed msn-ing. fine, i shall go home that reformat it. shuld i? few days to my birthday and it sucks. i cant stop thinking about this freaky thingy. so stressed. tests, birthday, cheerleading practice clashes with campcraft competition, campcraft competition, malay project, science project, presentation, organizing malay workshop.

altho, i want a boyfriend for my birthday[haha, my friends noe.. kidding2], ive changed my mind. now, for my birthday, i want everything goes well and this fucking bloody trojan virus can F>O>A>D[fuck off and die!]. shit!

my paternal relatives did a little little celebrations for my cousins birthday. and i fished. i caught about ten fishes.. hey, i can really fish okay..

worried me.

della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

2/04/2008 02:10:00 PM