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My Life

sial lah.. yesterday had to much physical training liao [ cheertraining and PE!].. morning woke up late since too tired.. then my other family members except my sis and i, went to malaysia. they'll be back tmr i mean today. then sis went library to do reserch on her future.. haha.. im alone at home, KAREOKE-ing alone.. hahaha.. who cares.. i think i improved since my voice gone deeper thnx to my previous sorethroat. hehehee.. then msg-ed sis to meet out for dinner.. i off my kareoke set and quickly bathe and straighted my hair and rushed out of the house.. meet her at long john and crapped.. the interesting and freak-iest thing is that both of us WALKED FROM JURONG EAST INTERCHANGE TO MY HOME DOORSTEP WHICH IS AT TAMAN JURONG.. about 16 busstops.. sounded lyk near right but shit la the distance between each busstop is freaking far can.. usually i can even feel lyk puking taking 98 there, i finally feel the same route,BYWALKING.. fuck sey.. from 915 to 12am.. its like my leg is fuckingly cramp and my feet full of blisters thnx to my shoe.. otw, sang, gossip and stuff lyk dat.. walked pass evan.. wah, now i think my muscles arent moving much.. wonder how i will feel later in the morning..haha

have been abandoning my art. sialah. i think i loss my specialisation in art.. haha.. i cant even draw using grid. wtf! i have to train more often.. A1 for art!! jiayou!!

love all this effects..and this is not even that short fyi!
he's still not talking!wtf!this is what i hate about love.
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/27/2008 01:02:00 AM

omg! im so happy dat my sis is eligible for JC!! her L1R4=14, L1R5=17. this means the point she got for her worst subject is B3. its so not bad laa.. come on, she's from NA and she got that kinda result.. she's the only one, among her friends, that is eligible for JC la. i insist that she must go JC. gawd, it means, i have to get better result than her since im from express.. dotts.. im so happy for her tho!
cheerleading was fun!! new and nice coach.. learnt new stuffs.. reached home, FEVER!
had PE.. nice.. height and weight.. im 2kg lighter.. this sucks.. im too skinny.. i cant possibly loose more weight.. thnx to my appetite and health since the past two weeks.. today cca fair.. was tiring.. piggy back.. hop.. ive nvr piggyback my schmate before.. and just now i have to.. it was nice.. waited for npcc peeps.. im having FEVER AGAIN!!
dotts.. he's not talking.. wtf.. bullshit.. my life is empty now..
della___daa~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/25/2008 08:21:00 PM

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1/24/2008 06:46:00 PM

so sweetened..

just now had cc training.. was okay.. this cc training thingy really destroying my beautiful fingers.. ehem ehem.. im so gonna pamper my fingers after the competition..

went home then get ready to go grandmama's house coz its her bday.. we ordered pizzas.. i cant believe i nearly slept while singing bday song.. too tired liao..

omg.. he said sth while im not yet online.. im stunned.. not sure what he's trying to say.. havent got the chance to ask.. scarry..but i have to be prepared for the worst..

tmr phy test.. honestly, nothing about 'light' get into my bloody brain lurh..
dotss..
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/23/2008 01:17:00 AM

omg.. now then i can talk about HRC.. im trying to calm myself.. i cant stop smiling and cant stop thinking about sth.. ppl think im mad coz im smiling non-stop.
HRC, reached sch at about 7. 7.30 then we move.. alight at changi to have breakfast before took ferry to ubin. camwhored in the ferry.. walk in and out.. then, took van to campsite thnx to the heavy ass.i think she's too lazy coz she have saggy ass and tummy. in the van, we were laughing at ppl who have to walk to campsite.. than saw him.. he waved and smiled.. it was lyk aww.. reached, still continued to crap.. saw him again. he smiled and waved.. and again and again.. if dun believe, ask surianah.. she witnessed it.. i felt uncomfortable.. coz he kept smiling lurh.. and i'll have to smile backk.. first was flying fox.. partner with melissa.. while waiting, crap alot.. thnx to james laa.. ff was damn fun!! me and melissa didnt ps each other..its 25m above ground u noe.. next was the pamperpole.. its the one where we have to climb and stand on a pole, then jump and grab the metal bar.. i did it sia.. i have to do it.. he's watching.. he isnt with his friends but standing down there, smiling.. gawd.. im was blushing.. then was lunch.. he still smile.. he even sat somewhere where can see each other faces.. he will sit up straight and smile.. i cant not smile.. i have to.. then we played this ladder made up of log wherethe distance between each is about our height.. my partner was yanlong. james with amalina.. james was bloody sweet.. he kneeled down and let amalina step on his thigh. he did that for every level.. we were lyk shouting down there.. we never tot he is that sweet.. wahliao.. then me and yanlong also did till the top.. yayy!!! then was waiting for saggy mons to go in the tunnel then at last we didnt get to go in.. excuses.. then we gathered, he still smile. the sad thing is that i didnt get to say bubbye coz that saggy mons is so kanchiong.. usually atc, i'll say bubbye.. than last yr the atc, i got give him half of my biscuit somemore.. hahahaha.. the in the bus, we were pissed by her laa..
reached home, he added me.. eeyerh to much to say.. nehmind, i'll keep it to myself and pcds only.. to much to say.. im so happy!!!! HRC rocks!!!

oh and just now, amirulhafidz has left for newzealand.. for training lurh..
yah thats all..
della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/21/2008 04:04:00 PM

the sweet pig.

my flyingfox partner and me.

gosh.. im think im dying! cant control myself anymore..!! that guy added me!! ahhh...!!!

cant believe he made the effort.. im super flattered.. cant breathe properly..cant talk much.. breatheless..! and he still rmmbr.. cute sia..

della___daa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/19/2008 09:31:00 PM

lets just say im sooper busy this few days. i cant even visit my blog for nearly a week.
we are starting on a brand new chapters. for maths, ss.. n im still the financial controller. planning wad number is on my class jersey, paying 25bucks for it. campcraft training, coach farewell card, olvl prep work.. bla blaa..
hoho.. brina is d new cheerleading captain, ME the vice-captain, gh still d treasurer and fyka our QM. i passed my role to her. sth sad, coach is leaving us!! gonna miss him alot. he taught us alot la.. he's strong!! we love him!!! i heard our new coach is a girl.. omg!!

i may seem unapproachable but its just to the boys who dun have the rights to make a girl lyk me wanna hop in and roll.. im the kind of girl that girls dont like.!

omg! i just rmmberd. tons of hmwk are to be handed in tmr!! ahh!!!
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/17/2008 07:19:00 PM

1. What is the status of you and the
last person you texted?
we are sisters. she's my bitchy elder sister.
2. What is wrong with you right now?
im not right. thats the wrong thing.
3. Do you miss your first love?
yes. since the show has ended since im in pri sch.hey, im talking about the anime guy..!!
4. When did you last cry?
a week ago. at hospital when my papa fetch me late.
5. Who do you hate?
that female weirdo. the one i'll see her racist face 4days a week.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
better future..
7. Are you happy?
yeah. i can say that im happy.
9. What do you smell like?
toblerone chocolate!
10. Drinking?
hell no.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
a man. haha. no.. d ans is myself! i need the bed. not the teddy bear nor the pillow. its me!!
13. What do you wear to bed?
tshirt/singlet and shorts
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no. why would i. i would've troubled myself if i do.
15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from?
she's sooper dooper bitchy. guess who.
16. Are you friends with all of your exes?
i get what u mean but do i even have any ex?? this is sad.
26. Whose house did you go to last night?
mine??
27. What about the night before that?
mine!!
28. Do you like anyone right now?
hehe. should i even say?? hehehee.*blushing*
29. Are you bored?
very! im alone at home right now but i dun feel like talking. thats why even tho im bored, i put my msn status as busy.
30. What is the last movie you watched?
cant recall.. im blur right now.
32. What are you excited about?
meeting my new cheerleading coach!!
34. Who was last to touch your butt?
heh? omg! i cant rmmbr, too many hands on it already.. haha jk. i think im the last to touch my butt.. i just went out of the toilet.. haha
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
nah..
36. What’s on your mind right now?
new outfits my sis bought. she just called and said she bought 8clothings that cost her $63..hoho
37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
papa!
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A."
andhika!! my beloved dwi andhika. he's so talented. i love him. he acts very well. he's indonesian. the first tym i met him was on TV! ooops!
39. Do you care what others think about you?
actually, ya. im self-conscious. i have low self-esteem. thats the only thing that makes me unsexy. coz i heard guys thinks a girl is sexy when she's confident and have high self-esteem:(
41. Do you trust people easily?
it depends.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
nah.. i dun even have a boyfriend right now. i not atractive enough, how d hell then i'll find a husband. anyone wants to be my husband?? haha..
43. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yeah. it's easy to kiss him. his always and forever stays in the book. he's an anime guy in this 'how to draw book" he's cute.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
having all my grades improve by at least 2 grades.
45. Who was the last person you called?
mama. but noone answered. when i met mama, she said she didnt brg along the phone. was so pissed off. i waste 50cents to use public phone laa..
46. Who was the last missed call?
acep.
47. What's your ring tone?
beautiful girl-jojo
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
yes!!! yes please. to indonesia. i love indonesia. but ive got no one there..:((
49. What were you doing at 5pm last Friday night?
sleeping coz i was sick.
50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
released for recess but end up starving and completing my math hmwk at the library.
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/17/2008 07:12:00 PM

1. Who knows the real you?
[] my mama.surprisingly, not me.
2. When was the last time you went out?
[] just now. to buy nadz and su's prezzies.
3.If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
[] hehe..the kissable him.
4 . What song are you listening to?
[] menerima kau pergi by acha septriasa
5. who does it reminds you of?
[] irwansyah??haha
6. Last movie you watched?
[] legally blonde2. last night
7. Which of your friends live closest
to you?
[] closest? none of my frens live anywhere near:(
8. What is your favourite shirt?
[] my concord pri PEshirt. hoho. since me and my sis studied there together for quite smtime, i got loads of them. i wear it everyday..
9. Do you drive?
[] yep. drive my frens crazy.hehe
10 . What did you do yesterday?
[] watch tv. doodle, doodles and more doodling.
11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
[] glasses..o.O
12. Do you trust your friends?
[] yeah. trusting does not harm. even tho i may be too naive most of the tym. that'll be last year.
13.Who was the last person to call
you?
[] yaya. calling my name in her sleep.
14.What annoys you?
[] insulting jokes. sometimes, myself.
15. Do you want multiple piercing?
[] sure why not. on my eyebrow, ear..
16 . Your fav song in your player?
[] im not missing you
17. Last time you went to the mall?
[] its been long. cant rmmbr. thnx to my "good" health laa.
18 . What was the last thing you ate?
[] choc oreo. no no! doughnut. ehk, i think rice. i ate alot but still nthg's happening to my body.
19 . Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
[] pcds. haha.. we nvr tried sleepover. but i bet it'll be nice coz it's been 3yrs and counting since we are pcds.
20. Last thing you purchased?
[] some grocerries.
21. Last vacation you were in?
[] vacation? shut up! no holiday for me:P
22. Do people ever spell your name
wrongly?
[] yep. even some of my classmate dunno how to spell my name. i think im invisible
23 . What's the last compliment you
received?
[] 'u're strong'! i was like: shut up!
24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
[] ??cant rmmbr.
25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?
[] john tucker.
26. What's next on your wishlist?
[] i wish i'll make a good wish on my bdae!!
27. Which band's concert would you
want to go to?
[]his. and simple plan's. hehe
28. What colour are your nails?
[] 6 of my toenails are red.
29. Date down a special day for you?
[] 6th feb 2010! i'll be legal for everything.^^ and my wedding day!! hoho. no lar, it'll be d day im sure i'm a single pointer for olvl.. hoping and trying.. haha i noe its fat hope
30. In just one word, describe
yourself.
[] sick

see no.27. i cant help being so proud of you.
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/13/2008 07:43:00 PM

lameshit.. medicines are driving me crazy.. driving my tummy crazy. grr..
thursday..
spent art lesson to do research for olvl art. and bla bla bla.. it was NADZIERAH's birthday!! after sch went to shop to buy sth.. i cant tahan.. my head was brains was kinda squashed.. went up to do notice board. by the time i sat, it wasnt that bad.. i still managed to cut a paper gingerbread girl.. haha.. time to go home.. plan to walk slowly coz i was sick then suddenly it rained super heavily.. me, yanlin and keeteng.. we were freaking drenched.. took bus with keeteng. got home.. i cant do anything. i got a high fever.. i didnt wake up the whole evening.. felt so sick
yesterday
went polyclinic to see doctor. got mc. im excused for any physical training this whole week..
i missed today's campcraft training. grr..
cant think straight. spent most tym in bed..
felt so hopeless, useless and weak..
altho not feeling well still online-ing to do research for olvl art..
and happy belated bday for surianah.

and i forgot to say thnx for asking. you've never asked me out like dat. i noe it does not sound like 'asking out' but its so sweet.. and i noe u're struggling, but i'll struggle with u, im in the same situation too, so ,all the best for you, "darling"..
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/12/2008 03:45:00 PM

1. Are you serious when it comes to
relationships?
[] urmm.. yeah..
2. Are you afraid of commitments?
[] usually.
3. Are you a risk taker?
[] hell no....
4. What can you say about long
distance relation ships?
[] shut up.
5. Can you love a person who doesn't
love you?
[] why not.
6. How can you say that a person loves
you?
[] when that person acts like my mama (coz my mama loves me and i noe)
7. Are you good in handling
relationships?
[] relationships?seldom..
8. Willing to give everything?
[] nah..
9. Best thing you have learned from
loving?
[] err..
10. Do you demand your loved one to
change into someone you like to?
[] i wont. but if its for___own good, why not..
11. Would you let go of some 1 you
love?
[] i hope i wont.
12. Is sex important in a relationship?
[] WTF!those who agrees with this question can F.O.A.D!!
13. What is the major reason of a
break up?
[] break dance.. haha.. jkjk
14. Most important ingredient/s in a
relationship?
[] trust, respect, love, me and you
15. Ever regret loving someone?
[] hoho..yep i guess..i regret loving my late pet fish.. he died in the end..
16. One thing you hate about love?
[] it turns love into hatred.
17. One thing you like about love?
[] love is cinta.. fuck.. what am i crapping..
18. Worst thing you did to a loved one?
[] is to love them.
19. Are you in love?
[] real love? no.. actually yes.. right TAUFIK???
20. What do you feel right now?
[] scared and lonely
21. Do you flirt?
[] i dont think so.. i dun flirt, they just got flirted. thats all..
22. Cheated/have been cheated on??
[] nahh..
23. Does the person you love knows that
you love him/her so much?
[] no.. hheeheee..
24. Have you been caught red handed?
[] doing what?
25. What attracts you most?
[] charming indon guys in the movies.. plus, JOHN TUCKER's killing looks.

my brother, asyraf was hospitalized today.. was warded. he has been having high fever since new year.. just now whe i reached home, only yaya and akmal was at home. then we changed then take cab to hospital. bla bla bla.. got problem coz no one gonn atake care of akmal coz yaya has to go her class chalet, papa working at night, mama taking care of asyraf at hosp, i have to go sch and akmal doesnt want to stay with nyai.. in the end akmal agreed to follow yaya to chalet. so now im left alone at home.. sobs.. neh mind..((:

supp test was not bad. but i still left few parts of questions unanswered but with some attempts.. mt lesson was like my lower sec mt lesson life.. more criticism coming since he's here.. have to be prepared..

della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/07/2008 11:42:00 PM

credits for KEETENG and OLGA for the pics. im so unwell.. temp 38degrees. cant breathe. haf to breathe thru mouth. wth.. felt so weak. felt so hot..hehe.. still have to study for supp tests.. omg.. oh god.

hey, thnx for the speedy recovery wishes.(:

menerima kau pergi OST andai ku tahu

ku punya rasa
tak terungkapkan
hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
berat menerima kau pergi
tanpa alasan juga kau buat aku bertanya

beribu senandung
yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya suka ku
kata termanis hanya untuk dia kekasih sepanjang hidup
ku masih merindukannya

apakah ku amat
berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi ku sendiri

beribu senandung
yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara
dahaga sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk kekasihku
ku masih merindukannya

apakah ku amat
berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi ku sendiri

namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi
aku sendiri
acha septriasa n IRWANSYAH!!

no entry for love..hehex

1/05/2008 04:49:00 PM

okay.

now lets talk about 1st jan 2008.

ermm, nthg much.

went to kenduri. had fun spending tym with cousins. then went to IMM to buy my school bag. ended up spending more time at the park there. "I" played at the playground. [who cares coz im not wearing baju kurung, im wearing jeans to kenduri]. i was the only one, not my younger cousins and brothers but was me who got wet playing with water. lol. me, brothers and cousins took on the stage and cant stop singing.. oh, theres a stage btw. we tookit as ours. haha.. who cares..reached home about 11plus then pack up sch stuff and uniform then slept about ~0200hrs.

now lets talk about 2nd jan 2008.

waited for bus for 20mins. like WTF. then reached school. i was so SQUARE with my NEW and BIG uniform. long skirt. to me its long ah. then went up the hall. there speech and nagging on stage. then there was attire and hair check. those caught was sent home. i tot my hair colour wasnt that obvious because during the holiday i didnt get to compare my hair with any black hair. luckily i wasnt caught. when reached the classroom,

tcher: nadhirah, now then i can see ur hair colour.

i: err...

tcher: did you dyed ur hair?

i: mmm, ya.. b..b..but i planned to dye back my hair liao.

tcher: by when can you do that?

i: by this week.. this week..

tcher: ah..by today can?..

i: aiyah.. okaylah.. hmm yaa..

dottssss... WTH la.

saw sec2 peeps in long pants. cute..

after school theres campcraft training. was okay. theres some conflict goin on ystd. i oso dunno wad happened coz i dun understand. i dun understand things other than bahasa indonesia, malay and english..haha so, i dun understand.. went home, bought food and buy henna. sis wasnt at home so i have to wait for her to come back home. while waiting for her, i did my hmwk on the bed= doze off. i woke up to realise that my sis already sleep beside me.. grrr.. damn pissed off.. so i quickly make the paste and piak on my hair.. boohoo.. bathe at 12plus am.. freezing.

lastly lets talk about today.

woke up to bathe again even tho i've bathe 5hours earlier. waited for bus. i cant believe i really moved when blown by the strong wind. aiyah.. at sch, i was telling everyone that my hair is black! hoho. i realised only the seen part of my hair is black but the unseen hair where u can see only when the hair is flipped, is still the same colour. i cant imagine the next tym when i tie my hair. diff side of my hair will haf diff colour. haixx.. had career planning programme and we got back the results for our profiling survey. i got high S.. not high ass..

my strength

click for clearer view.

hmm..

della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/03/2008 05:28:00 PM

omg.. im busy now..
i'll update soon about first day of sec4..
about the enrichment programme we had just now and many more if i got the chance to update next time...
for now..
della___daaa~~~

no entry for love..hehex

1/03/2008 04:07:00 PM