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My Life

the malaysia trip was sooooper niice!!! imagine.. an adventure camp- staying in air-conditioned-plus-hot-bath resort, dipped in swimming pool, 3 great meals a day, shopping for food, pillow fight, went to waterfall.. its heaven!! went for a dangerous hiking to a waterfall, climbing roots, crossing fast-flowing-and-deep river, climbing cliffs, walking on slimy rocks.. i felt like im DORA the EXPLORER!! watched fire flies. doing things that i never tought i would survive doing. its my first school-based overseas trip n it was GREAT!! waiting for mr tan to upload the photos. then i'll elaborate more. only the 10 of us plus 3 teachers will noe how thankful we are to do those stuff n spending time together.

we really bonded lurh.. nightwalk was scary.. to those ppl whose hands were grabbed, haha.. thanks for the helping hand from all of u.. plus, the motivation. how little mermaid turned into happy feet, lion king become mojo jojo.. haha.. mr tkw, ur heavy, u nearly break my leg into pieces when playing laps it. hahaha..

i love this overseas trip.. wooohooo!!!

im going for my cheerleading practice..i mean training.. then after lunch, maybe going ice-skating. soooo till next time...__happy me
doraTHEexplorer___daaa~~~
haha
della___daaa~~~

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11/29/2007 08:47:00 AM

im mourning.. my grandmum passed away yesterday. 23nov about 930am lyk dat. omg.. i just cant blif.. she always said that she wont live long. she's been saying it since 10 yrs ago. so this time when she said she'll be going, im not that convinced. the next day, she left. i dunno how to describe. altho she's not my favourite grandmom, i still felt her absence. haix.. i felt rilly guilty. i didnt even get to visit her at the hospital cos i'm busy with the camps. the last tym i saw her alive was during first day of hari raya. n the next tym i saw was when she was lying in the bed. no, in my aunt's living room with her face covered with white cloth. i didnt even get to send her to the grave. but at least i got the chance to kiss her forehad for the last tym. n i just cant blif, the night before she left, before i sleep, ive said some prayers n i told god that i hope she forgive all my mistakes n sins to her and i said ive kept no more grudge towards her. cos i know when she was still alive, i didnt got along well with her. ive always got into quarells with my dad involving her. but now, i have no more grudge towards her. may god place her with the religious, nice n good ppl. and may she be resting in peace. i cried watching my dad touching her face knowing she was dead. my youngest aunt cant accept the fact that her mom has left. she planned to sleep with her mom that night so accompany her for her last breath. but sadly, she doesnt get the chance. she left too early. my another aunt was ,.. i dunno.. in the evening, she sat alone in the kitchen sitting opposite my late grandmom's favourite sit. my aunt was talking as if she was talking and forcing my grandmom to drink and end up crying out loud. i was so stunned. speechless.. my late grandmom passed away after 10 years her late husband who is my pure javanese late granddad passed away. he passed away when i was five. now its her turn to meet god. haixx.. tmr there will be another gathering/kenduri. i hope i can go despite i have to leave early for camp the next morning.
oh ya. ive watched princess diaries 2. ive now started to rent vcds n dvds. cos i realise its more worth it. i've target to rent john tucker must die. its more safe than watching on the net and much worthful than watch movies or buy the movies.
still mourning.. no mood to enjoy myself. i may not be online tmr cos i'll be busy packing my stuff for camp. a camp again. but its overseas. i'll be back on wednesday. dats wen i'll be back to blog and online [if ive got enuf rest]. on thursday i'll be having cheerleading practice. haixx. busy november.
della___daaa~~~ ~_+

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11/24/2007 02:16:00 PM

yesterday didnt get to go to sentosa with them):
neh mind.. yesterdae had debrief for my overseas trip camp. damn excited.. cant wait.. maybe the 10 of us sleeping in resorts.. yayy!! im enthu..
then went for police heritage centre.. nice place.. got one old photo there, a picture of a guy who really look like knife.. haha.. no joke..
just now im late for the painting project at pap. 9plus, reached. i tried to find the pap on my own since i dun want to disturb lier since i tot she has started painting. reached there, i found noone. then, i received a msg saying that todays painting cancelled.. wad fark. then i have to find my way back to the bustop. the ppl who came yesterday knew.. but didnt tell.. he even laughed.. its lyk so-not-funny. finefine..
im soo excited dat ive decided to pack my camping stuff now.. ohh and btw, the camping is at kota tinggi resort. nice mann.. theres me, nadz, su, amalina, jon, bearbear, kaywee, fadli, nigel, hongkeng.. yayy!!
ohh, just now i met amalina and atiqah? is it how it spells? nvrmind. they said they attend the berita harian camp and met BY DEFination and ALIFFaziz!! cool.. but not as cool as the tym i met JDI~screams~.. but im sure missed meeting aliff.. haha..
my cousin has ben stayig at my house since sunday.. he sure keeps my bros accompanied n happy((:
cant blif its going to be 1 week since my annual camp.. tym passes really fast..the next thing i noe, i'll be leaving for camp on monday..~ FYI, im enthu coz this is my first tym im having oversea trip with schoolmates..heheheeeeee...only 3days2night hope it'll be fun..
melissa is off to~~ gonna miss~~..
i heard today is the release of psle results.. all the best ppl..
della___daa~~~

im not showing but it doesnt mean dat...ehemm... wadever..
stupid cupid stop pickin' on me((:!!STUPID CUPID!!!! Heheeeee

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11/22/2007 12:35:00 PM

sembunyi by misha n andy

my song((:

sad.. cant go sentosa with them)):
but hope they enjoy..(:

i wont hate, i promise.. currently, i dun give a flying fuck in those kinda things arent i?? arghh.. who cares..ryte?
della___daaa~~~

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11/21/2007 06:52:00 PM

still loads of pics.. lazyy to upload lurh.
here i goo.. 1st day,
came sch at 7.. with our fat bags. den aftre some debrief, they continued with bunk in and pt. then games. cn see some teamwork. glad they happy lurh. me n nigel go get walkietalkie. den had knots n lashing n drills. we practise fancy too. then lunch. eateateat. got campfire prep too. minesweeper next. wahlao. i cannot play coz i nvr change n no tym mah. but fateh go pour water on me.. shit laa. i wear white shirt le. can see thru. felt so insecure. dinner tym! den nightwalk. so fun.. got jacksparrow, fieldcake.. i had fun tickling them with broom, make eerie sounds n sitting back to back with them. look so dumb, blindfolded ma. i cant imagine how i look lyk last tym.haha. then treasure hunt. i hide with nadz. the clue to us is 2N4A1Z2D3H2R1E. haha. had firedrill twice. sleepy ler..
2nd day. got open house. did fancy. so pissed wen got some ugly motivation. but good tho. then i slept with uniform on for two hours in log room. tired lah.me, acc run here n there. got pop for sir kelvi.. sad lurh. gonna miss him.. campfire prep i did with grp 1 n 2. goodjob! campfire was nice. then sleep..
3rd day. got probs but solved. i did area cleaning with grp 1. goodjob!!
lazyy to talk much. sooo, WELL DONE TO NCOS N CAMPERS..!!CHEERS!!((:
della___daaa~~

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11/19/2007 03:41:00 PM

hynp annual camp.. ncos tired lurh.. but fun! now no mood to update alott even tho i have loads to say laa.. im tired. next tym when i get the pics of us at the camp, i'll post it up.. the starting of the camp quite tired run up and down the school.. the walkie talkies.. campfire,area cleaning, firedrills, fancy drills, bathing tym[hehe], night walk.. aiyah loads of things to say.. next tym then update.. thnx to the ppl who say, me, being the ACC means the assistant c*** commandant.. lol.. and thnx to batch 7(sec 2) ppl who cant stop calling me 'short hair', 'short stuff'.. haha.. but nice camp altho alot of conflict here and there..hmmm..
della___daaa~~~

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11/18/2007 01:37:00 PM

yesterday,
had fancy drill training[again]. end up nice.. ideas andd iideas eqqualss to great achievements.. tadaaa... but tiring tho.. tried with songss.. via phone of course.. lunch at banquet.. bonding session..duhh.. then had to do open house poster.. if not, we've got no time.. spent our bloodyy time till 6pm at shop to finish the posters. little materials, yet good work done..(:
today,
tired lurh.. came before 9. they reached before me.. before lunch, we were busy polishing our badges. ncc had their camp today. then went to buy rations at jw shengs. wad the hell, first tym in my life, bought so many of the same things. only left 7 curry chicken.. sobs): and theres no stock of maggie curry)):.. went to brg rations to log room, then went to eat tomyam maggie at shop with shikin and nadzz.. it rained so... then when the sun is back,[when theres sunshine we'll shine to gether, told u i'll b there forever] haha.. we had rifle drill and fancydrill..
did with songs.. cool..hahaha(((:
tmr till sunday have camp lurhh.. dotss...
will be away.. below are the song they addicted to..hehe
della___daa~~~

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11/15/2007 08:08:00 PM

1) Li eR
2) farah
3) olga
4) nadz
5) shann
6) keeteng
7) surianah
8) knife
9) melissa
10) ark
blah. i took five minutes to squeeze out these names lah!
(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
[KEETENG]me..! duhh...hehe(:
(Is no.9 a male or female?)
[melissa]female..girl lar(:
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
[surianah&ark]?good? how would i noe.(:
(What is no.2 studying about?)
[farah]now?her sc stuffs?i dunno coz now she kinda busy n no chance to ask(:
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
[olga]chat?its been long coz now its a holiday(:
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
[knife]err..not sure(:
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
[li er]yup.an older bro.innocent one(:
(Will you woo no.3 =)?)
[olga]of course.always.(:
(How about no.7?)
[surianah]woo her?she woo me..but im never felt wooed by her..haha
(Is no.4 single?)
[nadz]guess so(:
(What's the surname of no.5?)
[shann]Lee({
(What's the name of no.10?)
[ark]syafik?ark?(:
What's the hobby of no.4?)
[nadz]saying 'angkat gambar'(:
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
[shann&melissa]maybe.if im not wrong they're from d same pri sch and they both once went to hongkong together(:
(Where is no.2 studying at?)
[farah]her room? my sch? why?(:
(Say something casual about no.1)
[li er]she ROARed..rilly..lyk this:RAWRR!lol(:
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)
[knife]knife?no..he wouldnt like it either.. haha(:
(Where does no.9 live?)
[melissa]near my sch(:
(What color does no.4 like?)
[nadz]urmm..loads lar..bt actually she dun mind, any colour u give, she will take(:
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
[shann&lier}best?friends lar(:
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
[surianah&farah]yeahh(:
(How did you get to know no.2?)
[farah]same class mah.in sec 1(:
(Does no.1 have any pets?)
[li er]yes.a lion.lol(:
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
[surianah]no but she sure have nice ****. she's not!i am hahaha(:

bleargh..today no fancy drill practice..):

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11/13/2007 12:52:00 PM

these are the ones im looking for..
i am rilly in love with dealova the movie.how? wad do ppl in love do?i mean ppl in love with a 'suuper sad,sweet story/movie' do? sobs.. btw, his name is benjamin joshua, as dira, and evan sanders as ibel..lurh.. i love the movie.. if only i could explain everything about that story in this blog. maybe i could. videos?..hehe(:
just now had fancy drill practice.. started at 2++pm.. actually reached sch at 9.. then slack2 in np room.. watching melissa performing for her 'concert'. haha. then 10++ went to have breakfast at mcD.. its raining raining ooh baby its raining raining come in to me come in to me now its raining more than ever. under my umbrella ella ella eh[oops, nt under my umbrella but under lier's umbrella]lol.. btw THNX Li eR!!for sharing your mickey umbrella ella ella eh.haha there's me,lier,melissa,jonathan,siyi,n fadli. haha. super fun playing in the rain. reached back to sch, slacked in np room again coz its raining so cannot do fancy drill. then tym for debrief. camp debrief. they think im a joke ah? wad the fark! so wad!im gonna make ur life *********. haha. even tho im not a sadist. shut up!of coz i wont lurh.. nadhirah is a good girl..duhh..(:
woahkays..during fancy drill paractice alot of things happened.. some cant balance, some could, some joke arnd while practising, new songs, nise drills, got some scoldings and many more.. haha.. 5days to actual day, 4 more days to practice. camp have loads of things planned.on the 16th, 17th, 18th..
later im watching HEROES.. haha.. yay.. 2hours of tv.. now yaya at chalet.. 3days 2night.. sobs, evryone else got class gathering xcept for mine. noe y? becoz, wen i just asked for $two class fund, i took them months to pay up. so imagine if they were told to pay more than that eg $ten for outing or gathering? maybe the fund will be collected completely when i've grown 10inch of armpit hair which equals to NEVER!lol..heee.. im gonna have a hole in my pocket since we'll be having practice [i mean the money to eat lunch] evryday this week plus ration money..urgh..sad..
off to watch heroes..tmr n tmr tmr will be a loonnngggg dayy..
della___daaa~~~(:

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11/12/2007 08:23:00 PM

just finish kareoke-ing.. just bathe...
oh ya..yesterday i watched yhe movie DEALOVA.sweet lar.. but why dat guy have to die.. and why must both of them love the same girl. end up ibel gets karra after dira died.. so sweet.. he try not to love her as he knew he will die sooner or later.. but the girl's attention gave him the spirit to live life to the fullest.. and so on.. i heard the movie is based on a novel.. no matter wad, i'll find that novel..

dats it.. im tired trying to explain about the movie.
woahkays..gotta go.my aunty coming over..
the whole of next week from monday to sunday..maybe wont get to updtae often..((:
della___daaa~~
wait!!
SOMEONE,
SOMEWHERE,
IS MADE FOR YOU.-diltopagalhai
wondering where is the someone who is made for me..hehe
della___daaa~~((:

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11/11/2007 03:58:00 PM

heyy..i aint no saddist u noe. i dun smile when ppl cry..n i dun cry when ppl smile.. im wont jeer at ppl's happiness.. come on, for god sake.. i dun smile being heard someone's heart crack, u noe.. im not a saddist..really..n i dun look like one either.
im fine(:
today had fancy drill training.. fun larr.. i learnt a lott..thnxx ppl.. the fancy drill was fancy..duhh...hahaha..its for open house..it'll turn out great and nice.. ouh by the way.. our annual camp will be from 16nov to 18nov.. im sure it'll turn out well..
november ssoooopper busy.. then hope have tym to study in december.
woahkay..today's post quite borringg coz itz my boorrinnggg mood.
DELLA___daaaa~~~

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11/10/2007 06:43:00 PM

i cried when i decided to cut my hair some more dat day. coz, my sis said i my hair look like princess mia in princess diaries.i regretted so much.

but after i saw this book yeterday at tampines mall, i sreamed happily since i will still look lyk princess mia.[look at this picture below] we have the same hair.wooooooTTTSS!!!!!! im happy.. same hair, same hair colour..YAAyyyssss!!im happy. im not regretting having this soooper short hair..im a princess!!

just add a little tiara on it and push my hair a little back, it'll look the same..hahahahahahahahaha...
yesterday family not at home..so me n yaya did sth to our hair..then travel all the way to the east again..to tm..reached home about 11pm. yesterday was deepavali n the train was packed with...we were so dizzy dat we FIGHT for seats..haha.. this week my yaya is busy with job interviews.if she get the job, this means,..hehehe..
kk..dats all..tell the other stories tmr..
btw i have a personal blog somewhere..some stories might be there..shhh...
i have a busy november..
della__daaa~~~

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11/09/2007 01:27:00 PM

nadhirah may explode without warning

M
EXPLOSIVE

From Go-Quiz.com
haha..just found this website which help to do your own warning signs..cool

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11/06/2007 11:46:00 AM

watch the 51st sec.favourite siah.ngomong sama tangan!lol(:
not a girl not yet a woman.

im not missing you

jangan bilang tidak.

raffi ahmad n ayushita.he's so cute.

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11/04/2007 06:53:00 PM

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
what guys?shut up!how am i suppose to noe!but it looks cute in one of d shows i love(:
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
short party dress.princess will look nice in anything.lol.its nt a must for a princess to wear a big poofy dress..ryte,me?haha(:

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
read?duh..-_-
4. Group dates or single dates?
hmm..nvr tot of dat.but group better.coz im not good one on one(:
5. Do you hate it when guys act differently around their friends?
yah.its dumb.and i hate it(:
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
no.dun think so.im a girl.but who's diamond.i never had a bestfreind called diamonds.haha(:

7. Is your hair up or down today?
down.duh..up?lame larh(:
8. Do you straighten your hair?
shut up!i did.but dat was once upon a time before my hair was cut off(:
9. Favorite mascara?
my mum's.haha(:
10. Do you get your nails done?
polishes.but i've dcided not anymore.who would want to look at my fingernails?i dun even have a boyfren to look at it.for toenails,they are in the shoes.so wad for?noone could see if i did anything to them(:
11. Small or large purses?
small.i will carry large purses on one condition.i must have loads of cash and creditcards.but for now, i dont.understand?(:
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
ezlink,cash,plasters.atm card?chickyclub card?haha(:
13. Jeans or sweats?
jeans.sweats?im waiting for a cardigan uniform for cheerleading(:
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
no. at least, most of the time, not.
15. Do you text message a lot?
nope.really(:
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
i would be busy visiting the library.researching for d best baby name(:
17. What’s your favorite color?
hmm.pink.green.blue.purple.red.black.white.shut up!im an art student.i have to love all colours.no favourism(:
18. Heels or flats?
im fine with both.no joke(:
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
duh.im very emotional.actually i cried in every romantic movie i could remmbr.lyk,'love is cinta','heart','a walk to rmmbr' and all..i can even cry watching a comedy.lol(:
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
duhh.almost all the time(:
21. Walmart or Target?
i dun visit online retails(:
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
sometimes.why?bothering you meh?(:
23. Do you like preppy boys?
depends how preppy.n whether siuts their looks larh(:
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
hmm..maybe.but it depends, wad brand of lip gloss.some lip gloss will spoil ur lips.i dun wear lip gloss all the time(:
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope.but my sis do n its kinda nice u noe(:
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
plus morning bath, at least an hour. or maybe less =D
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
nooo. but im fine with it. if i have to.
28. Do you like skater boys?
"he was a skater boi i said see ya later boy,i'll be backstage after the show.."~singing avril's song~(:

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
yah.wished to change somethings(:
30. Gold or silver?
silver.usually my mama n my grandma wear gold stuff.i wouldnt want to look lyk them.lol(:

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11/04/2007 06:35:00 PM

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
for now.no.wad shuld i do with flowers?(:
32. Do you like surfer boys?
hmmm..only the one who looks lyk them in baywatch.haha.do they hve SIX pack?if yes, then i'll say yes.lol..jokin(:
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
to where?(:
34. Do you like to wear dresses?
dunno.maybe.wait!i have to like to wear dress.im a princess, remember?(:
35.on a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
6.7985.lol(:
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
my bro.hung up?im not a bat!(:
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
no.im short enuf.cant imagine if he's shorter than me(:
38. Do you like to hold hands?
depends if my bro wanted to.im talking bout my bro here.if my sis, i would want to(:
39. What is the youngest you would date?
hmmmm...i dun want to be called a paedophile(:
40. What is the oldest you would date?
i dun want him to be called a paedophile either(:
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
i would notice that im dumb all of a sudden(:
42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
they sweat cos its hot..or coz im hot.haha.dun puke.honestly,i dunno.lyk real.haha(:
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
should i say??nah..next tym(:
44. Do you like making eye contact?
with?(:
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
nope.unless theres another alternatives like SWEETS!(:
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
dammn.whos that dumb?NO!dun mind if im ugly.your lost!(:
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10 10 10(:
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
always(:
50. Do you yell a lot?
nope.HAHAHAHAHA!I DUN YELL.I SCREAM!lol(:
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pyjamas to school/work?
do u think i would?i wear trackpants to npcc tho.haha(:
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
nah..if he's not impressed with hu i am.his lost!(:
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no.swear(:
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
none?i've just prove it.im still alive, typing here without any makeup on(:
55. Do you fall in love easily?
nope.never easy.all my life ive only love my hearthrob hubby.do i even have one?(:
56. Do you have cramps?
every month.hahaha(:
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
dunno(:

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11/04/2007 06:34:00 PM

♥ Tested and True ♥

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?

Are we fading?

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

Now you've had your chance
So lets try my way, it's my day
To show you what you're missing, turn around
And feel the winds of change upon your face again
The warm breath of your closest friend
I'm waiting, I'm waiting

Are we fading?

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

I'm scared we'll fall apart tonight
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
I'm scared we'll never make it right
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
Take my hand and hold it tight
Hold it tight

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

i noe this song kinda old..but super nice.. memories..
anywae..daaa~
~dhira~

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11/01/2007 07:13:00 PM