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My Life

QUIZZ..
Q1. Are you a mothertongue or english freak?
A1. mothertongue.ive been working on malay compo..the weird thing is i've never studied hard for my mt..but i did succed in my mt(:
Q2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
A2. sing?or watch loads of indon movies.coz ive to understand my roots.hahaha(:
Q3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
A3. playpool..wet is better..u wont perspire in playpool lyk u do at playground(:
Q4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
A4. i dun gossipped.i wont talk abt ppl rom their back.n how would i noe if ppl gossipped bout me??=_=
Q5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
A5. Simple.i cant handle complicated stuff.im too young to handle complicated stuff, bt maybe i shuld try sometyms(:
Q6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets???
A6. Alphabets(:
Q7. What makes you pissed off?
A7. loads of stuff.eg.my dad's unreasonable nagging,plus..myself,my patheticness(:
Q8. How's your childhood?
A8. fun.i was pampered coz my sis n i were treated lyk princesses until i turn 8, i gt a bro..life started to change.but nw,my life is still considered as childhood ryte??(:
Q9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
A9. no.(:
Q10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
A10. too long..or maybe just nice..dats y god set up this 24hrs a day(:
Q11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
A11. Who would i be lying if i said no? Of course yes,but only for the first impression.to me, i would try to get to noe better n would nt stick to the first impressioni had on someone(:
Q12. What is attractive in your eyes?
A12. my ideas r attractive to my eyes.even tho its ugly n nonsensicle, to me,its the best, most unique n most attractive(:
Q13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?
A13. Night. i absorb my studies more at night.its scary tho..but peace(:
Q14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
A14. i treasure stuff that i own,alot.dats why my rrom can be called a storeroom with my baby stuff still in.i have my pri sch worksheets in my room.i cant throw them out.i will find n browse thru them every now n then.even tho bullshits(:
Q15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved;how will you react?
A15. cry.wad else i shud do?smile?(:
Q16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
A16. miracles.it sounds fun.bt miracle dun usually happen to me.why?(:
Q17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
A17. trying lah.im d kinda person hard to forget the past.but i'll forget the new stuffs that i just did.but after sometime,i'll remmbr and end up remmbring them forever(:
Q18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
A18. driving lessons.if not drivers cant possibly noe which is the green n red light. n if ppl said its to add colours in ur life,thats bullshit(:
Q19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
A19. no.unless in the situation im hurt too.but i do pity them(:
Q20. Describe yourself as in attitude.
A20. p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c
Q21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
A21. shut up.wad u think im emo?(:
Q22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
A22. happy family.BEAUTIFUL brain.to live life.
Q23. What is your ambition in life?
A23. to be a daughter that my family would proud of((:
Q24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
A24. sometimes(:
Q25. Describe music in your life.
A25. la la la la la...(:
Q26. Which country you would like to go; when you can afford it?
A26. indonesia, as in d beautiful bandung.to meet my hubby.but this is for dis short period of tym.but i'll travel further if i can afford more wen i grow up(:
Q27. What do you think blogging is about?
A27. talking.typing--NONSTOP!!haha(:
Q28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off??
A28. style?who cares about style?as long as i am me.and no one else lyk me(:
Q29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
A29. keep quiet.wad do u xpect?saying-'heyy!look.wanna noe sth?IVE FAILED!!woohoo!!' of coz not larh..

qm jangan ngacok yah.ngaca dulu bisa nggak..
so busy.i'll study..hoping i'll not give up.
daaa....~dhira~

no entry for love..hehex

10/31/2007 02:47:00 PM

now my hair left 1/3 of it.fuck seyy.. hope it grow faster.. now it looks so weird.. too short liaoz..that hairdresser shave my hair..stupid..begok banget tu anak..
will my hair grow fast enuf?? i miss my hair loads.. my frens noe how long my hair is during hari raya wen its straightened n let down.. i regret having super short hair.. even my bro have longer hair..fuckkk.. i dun feel lyk stepping out of my house wif this kind of hair.. dis killing my self-esteem.. i've became more self-conscious.. fuckkk..
yayy!!watched ku t'lah jatuh cinta till volume 10..thnx banget ya su!!seru banget dech!! aq sayang banget ama raditt!! yayy!!!
just now chem remedial.. experiments were fun.. we broke d evaporating dish..haha..sorry froggy..
fuckk..loads of my holiday activities clashes with each other..
i miss my hair..kangen ama rambut q.. im disgusted by my own hair tauu.. pray hard that i'll grow my hair soon..pls dong..bantuin gue..
sobs..crying..misssing my hair so much..~della~

no entry for love..hehex

10/29/2007 08:10:00 PM

pics taken from ark/++'s blog..thnks ark/++..

in a lift..LIFT live to the fullest..hahaha ooops...live live to the fullest..
raye outing was ok.. but the bus trip was ****y.. first of all, i would like to apologize for arriving late at the mrt station.. the bus was much later than me.. haha.. its lyk we spent 15 mins at a house but end up spending 25 mins for the trip.. the bus driver wasnt sure the way of the road most of the tym. lyk wth! but..for the first tym in my life, hari raya trip feels like excursion..lol...
reached home at +-12am..olga's parents sent me home..was damn sleepy but cant sleep..end up sleep really late.. body was aching, feet was tired.. i slept without even bathing.. but hu cares..
fri i didnt go to sch..body was aching lyk crazy.. didnt get to take report book and holiday homework..
today, bear2 woke me up at 835am saying got meeting at 9..i rush le.. reached there gl havent come.. talked about loads of stuff.. i just got to know bout annual camp n chalet.. at 1130, mama came to my sch.. we take the report book liaos.. wah sian ah..
i have to take a revision test and im one of the 12..but i found out i wasnt the bottom 12, so why must take dat test??haiyah..dun understnd ler.. results sux but im abit happy for some subjects..lyk humans, i improve by 2 grades..d rest i improve by 1 grade..haha.. but overall, honestly, i dun want to retain.. who would? i wanna make sure i pass my revision test..god, pls help me..
dats all.. im bored..
atcelli, my hubby's show will start today, at 8.30..heheheheeeeee..

no entry for love..hehex

10/27/2007 06:52:00 PM

1. What color is your bra?
- as in now?pink..with a bunny face on..haha cute huh?(:

2. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
- dark haired can?(:

3. Are you currently single?
- uh huh!yup.single and unavailable(:

4. How many things in the past do you regret?
- 1,2,3,4...still counting.haha!(:

5. Do you have a best friend?
- hehe..have..(:

6. Who was/is the best guy you ever dated?
- shut up!none.im nvr on a date..):

7. Who was the last person you hugged?
- akmal..my BIG LITTLE bro..(:

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- heart broken?using hammer?haha(:

9. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
- nope.im ugly n so what.my hubby is satisfied with wad i've got..ryte hubby?(:

10. Do you like your life?
- currently,nt so.next decade, maybe.haha!(:

11. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
- if its gonna happen, i wont scold my fren bt i'll scold my boyfren..WHY IN D HELL HE'LL GET EASILY FLIRTED??fuck!ROARR..(:

12. Has a friend ever stabbed you in the back ?
- u mean with a knife or stabbed with an innocent little pen?haha!!even if its yes, i cant remmbr..(:

13. Did you forgive them?
- yup..nadhirah is a nice girl u noe..hehex(:

14. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- hmm.. not just girls n boys..les oso have..maybe more of that.haha(:

15. Have you ever skipped school?
- nope..kiddin..pon loads of days..but if d truancy kinda stuff,NVR..(:

16. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
- i slapped my darl rueyjer..that tym i was playing this kinda lame thing..haha!(:

17. Once upon a timeeee....
- im five, not fifteen..haha!!(:

18. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
- yup!alot..esp my dear enormous arwana fish..ooops..wait!u mean anyone is a person?hahahaha):

19. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- loads of tym..my sis love it when i woke the next morning n said i have chinese' eyes..coz it swells n make my eyes looks puffy n small.wth!(:

20. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
- can i say everyone..i seem to have visual image of everyone i met since i was born, n i cant get rid of them..freaky!(:

21. Do you believe in the saying "once cheater, always a cheater"?
- nope!ppl do change u see(:

22. So far, do you like this survey?
- okaylurh..since this makes d gears in my head working.n i got loads to say..(:

23. Have you ever had a good feeling and it turned out to be right?
- maybe.about 1 out of 10000 tyms..i got jinx i guess(:

24. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- yup..but i bet it wont happen..maybe famous for my uselessness.):

25. Are you currently missing someone?
- +singing im not missing you by stacie orrico+(:

just now i was starving. since i got workshop at jjc.i didnt have had breakfast or recess..fuck!n im unable to grow! mr blinkblink tot im a junior..n he ask the rest of the sec3 guys to take care of 'juniors' including me. wad the fuck! and i hate it wen this sec3 inno guy dun even noe that im sec3. that so emmbarrassing..i guess im invisible all this while.. he dun even noe i exist in his sec3 cohort.wth!
some says im sec 2.. im sec3 lurh FGS!!i cant be pasting a signboard on my forehead saying "im SEC3 lah!!"..knnbccb..i dun think i look that young..or even that small.. it so making me feel low..pulling down my bloody low self esteeem.. i cant say anything more. even tho is disheartening. shit head larh bloodymotherfuckers.. maybe next tym wen i said im taking olvl, ppl will tot im taking psle.. i guess im too adorable for a sec3..dun puke hor..blueks..
i fell asleep on the sofa afer watching d 3rd volume of ku tlah jatuh cinta..i have to watch another 10 volume!!woohoo..movie mania!!
ya udah la.gue udah cepek niih..gue makan dulu ya..lain kali aja ya..nggak lucu tauu..ngerti?? della rindu ama perek-perek yang lain sich..tata~

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10/23/2007 08:17:00 PM

btw..my honey has landed safely on earth!!im happy...
just now had financial talk,...den me,su,lier,keeteng,farah,angeline n anson went to bukom island..fun..ferry ride was okay..abit bumpy.. the oil refinery talk was..looong.. i slept..evil me...
but the place was interesting..overall was okay... brain was abit shaky..like shakira's ass...haha...
this fri den get report book..omg..im scared..wad if my dad dun wan to come n take d bk..or meet tcher..im scared.. 4 of 3e5 peeps gonna retain... but dat tym wen i ask tcher whether i retain not, she shook her head..but she talk to me seriously plus ask me whether im in a relationship...HAHAHA... like wad the hell... im not even experience..i've never ever had dat kinda stuff.. relationship wif family got lah.. i laughed in front of her.. cant stand it animore..hahahaha..damn funny... tmr im gonna have chairperson course at jjc...so long..9-12...
kk gtg..
-della-

no entry for love..hehex

10/22/2007 07:20:00 PM

Your 10 Favourites:
Favourite Colour-- pink(:
Favourite Food-- mama's cookings(:
Favourite Song-- i'm not missing you(:
Favourite Movie-- love is cinta(:
Favourite Sport-- cheerlead[can?](:
Favourite Season-- winter[haha,anyhow onli..](:
Favourite Day of the week-- any[if its d day i get my allowance]hehe(:
Favourite Ice-cream Flavour-- chocolate(:
Favourite Book-- kau kekasihku[coz' d character has d same name as me](:
Favourite anime/cartoon-- me?[cn?](:

9 currents:
Current mood-- hating[oops!](:
Current clothes-- without any..jk..comfortable one(:
Current desktop-- y do u care??(:
Current Toe-nail colour-- blue!not!!haha(:
Current Time-- 5:50 pm(:
Current Annoyance(s)-- you(:
Current thought-- why am i doing this survey??(:
Current boyfriend/ girlfriend-- dwi andhika,he's my future hubby too..u peeps cn try google his name..(:
Current book you are reading-- notebook can?(:

8 Firsts:
First Best Friend-- rohaziqah(:
First Crush-- him in K1.(:
First Movie-- hmm..power rangers i think(:
First Piercing-- somewhere...on my...hehe..EARS LA!!(:
First Lie-- im ugly((:
First Music-- it goes lyk this "go go power rangers!"(:
First Car-- limozine..not!(:
First School-- mama's tummy(:

Lasts:
Last Cigarette-- now!wait!cigarette?i aint no smoker(:
Last Drink-- saliva..yucks(:
Last Car Ride-- just now in my "hubby-to-be"'s car(:
Last Crush-- raditt(:
Last movie seen-- heart[again, just now](:
Last Phone Call-- shut up!!noone wanna call me!sobs(:
Last CD played-- fuck!cant rmmbr!(:

Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends-- kidding ryte?oh ya, not just one but 8 of them.PCDs(:
Have you ever broken the law-- law of love?(:
Have you ever been arrested-- once by my mama..another one is for stealing..attention((:
Have you ever skinny-dipped-- wad?(:
Have you ever been on TV-- yup2!(:
Have you ever kissed someone u didnt know-- yes..indeed i just did yesterday.at fire station.i gave my first kiss to a DUMMYmanikin.wth!(:

5 things you are wearing
1. jeans with belt(:
2. long-sleeve shirt(:
3. specs[shit!shuld i say d rest?](:
4. undergament top(:
5. undergarment bottom..dats all..swear..(:

4 things you've done today
1. sing.(:
2. eat(:
3. bathe(:
4. nap(:

3 Things you can hear rite now
1. "its been 9 days"..-my sis blabbering
2. click! click! click!
3. im way too cool for ya boy......

2 things you cant live without
1. mama n family..(:
2. clothes, i cant live naked(:

Things you do when you are bored
sing, dance,draw..but in sch my frens will noe,i'll either sleep or irritate them..haha(:

no entry for love..hehex

10/21/2007 05:37:00 PM

arghh..damn embarrassing lyk hell. i didnt expect my voice turn out lyk that.. if only it turn out to be lyk yesterdays' 2nd rehearsal or the laz tym one, it wont be this embarrassing.. my voice went off, voice was broken. CHAO SIA!!wad the hell.. so paisey, i think ppl were laughing at me down there.. i dunno why im have this super big stage fright..fuck lar.. im nt sad or embarrassed of losing BUT sad that im unable to prove of wad im capable of. n im so paisey of my voice that backfired me. wahliao...i cant face ppl anymore..imagine me walking and suddenly somebody said "heyy look at dat lousy singer".. okae2..i have all kinds of imagination of wad will happen.. maybe i shuld quit sch so dat ppl wont be embarrass nimore..haha..
bt im glad that i have the clues that i wont be staying back.. i hope i'll b able to go for the overseas trip to malaysia.if can, that will be my first overseas trip with the sch after 11 years of education..
oh ya..yesterdae for the second rehearsal, hongkeng went up to stage to give me a flower..hhaahha.. so surprised lar.. bt i tink just now, i can feel that ppl down there r talking bad bout me.. i noe sing sucks..super sucks..even i myself realise it.. bt to my frens who r not embarrass of my sucky voice, thanks alott...
holidays alot of plans..supp lessons, cheerleading training, npcc courses, n many more..
i've found my long lost frens from cocord!woohoo..miss them loads..
dats all..tata..

why u're so obsessed n weird??chill larh..so emo for wad??

no entry for love..hehex

10/19/2007 02:27:00 PM

no entry for love..hehex

10/17/2007 06:24:00 PM

we hv good tym spending half of our day together..n lunch together...PCD ROX

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10/16/2007 09:10:00 PM

RYTE NW IM CRYING RYTE INFRONT OF MY COM..LYK WHAT THE HELL LAH!! MY FUGLY DAD DELETED ALL MY HARI RAYA PICTURE!!JUST BCOZ HE DISLIKE SOME OF IT, HE DELETED ALL!!
YAYA WAS FUCKING STUPID NOT TO TRANSFER MY PICS[ONLY MY PICS]..SHE ONLY TRANSFER HER FUCKING UGLY PICS N FAMILY PICS.. IF ONLY SHE HAD TRANSFER THE PICS FOR ME TOO, IT WONT B DELETED..SELFISH BITCH.. NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? WAIT FOR THE NEXT HARI RAYA TO TAKE MY ALL SET UP FACE?? ITS LYK ONCE A YEAR DAT I COULD HAVE THOSE MAKE UP FACE!!! N STRAIGHT HAIR LA CIBAI..FUCK SIAH!! KNNBCCB!!!!
WASTE SIA.. I FEEL LYK DELETEING ALL MY SIS N PAPA FACE IN D COMP..WAD ABOUT DAT??
WAD WOULD THEY FEEL??
NOW IM FEEL REALLY DOWN..REALLY SAD..HMMMM...help.. im fucking dissappointed with them=..(((
this is what i get after helping alot for hari raya.. regreted.. wads wif him n my pictures??damn me huh??dun lyk me but dun have to deleted my pictures larh.. next hari raya, i'll have MY OWN cam, upload MY OWN photo, take only MY pictures n i wont let anione have a touch on MY camera!!understand?? I WANT TO TRY TO BE SELFISH FOR ONCE!!!

A GOOD HARI RAYA GONE BAD!!

MY HAIR STRAIGHT HUH?? DIS PIC WAS TAKEN TWO DAYS BEFORE MY ART PAPER..
btw, im working on my new cerpen..hope it goes well.. i dun wanna talk or think bout exams anymore..im scared..the results gonna make my heart burst..i noe..

___DELLA___is sad...

no entry for love..hehex

10/15/2007 12:53:00 PM

gt back frm geylang again about 12am..geylang was gawddamn crowded larh..im so scared..this tym onli me n luna..bus tripwas looong..abt 1hr+++..uncomfortable to sleep in bus..was giddy lar..before dat on d way frm grandmama's house to geylang..we had so much fun laughing at ppl in d train.. some ppl are just damn freaky.. ahahaaha..
i juz gt done hanging curtains in my room..aint i a good girl??..hehe..
imgine, i can reach d curtain railings...[of coz wif d help of chairs n tables larh..]i feel so tall. bt tm im gnna be taller.. i bought new high-heels whish d heels are high..wit..i saound stupid..bt hu cares..hehe..
today i'll sleep late..tmr for sure gt eyebags in my ugly face..aiyoo..pathetic lar..
hey,,miss u a lot too lar..

BIRTHDAY AKMAL 11/10/2007..HIS 50TH BDAY..OOPS I MEAN 5TH BDAY..WE ALWAYS CALL HIM LITTLE MAN..hehe.. HAPPIEST BOY OF D DAY..

MY FAV DIALOGUE, ASK ME TO SAY IT..I FEEL GOOD SAYING THIS..BT THE SONG KU T'LAH JATUH CINTA BY AGNES MONICA IS NICE..

HEHE

THESE ARE D PICS FRM DATS GIRLS DAY OUT!!

LUNA-GITA-DELLA

GITA-DELLA

MY HUNNIE BUNNIE ZUMI ZOLA aka RADITT.. HE'S CUTE.. NW I HATE ZAFUAN!!HE GOT BAD TASTE..HOW DARE HE DATED 11 YEARS OLDER WOMAN!!
I WANNA SAY TO DAT WOMAN:
HEH, GUE BILANGIN YA,
LHO NGGAK PANTAS SAMA ____!!
AQ YANG PANTAS!! NGERTI?!
URGHH..NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN!!
so how??im fierce enuf??hehe
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!! FOR THOSE READING THIS, I WANNA TAKE THIS HARI RAYA OPPORTUINITY TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM EVERYONE FOR ANYTHING SUCH AS MY IRRITATINGNESS, MY STUPIDITY, MY HARSH WORDS N ACTION..ANYTHING..FORGIVE ME...
IM SORRY.. HARI RAYA IS OUR EARNINGS AFTER A MONTH OF FASTING..
CANT WAIT TO GET GREEN PACKETS TMR!!MY HADS ITCHY LIAOS..
KAY LA..DATS ALL.. LOVE U... DAAA...
___DELLA___

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10/13/2007 02:32:00 AM

WAD D HELL.upload photo so slow..
doing art..now.. no one at home so i have to fetch amal frm sch. today i dun have any paper..bt tmr is art paper2..
theres this cat outside my house, under the plant pots.. it has been sleeping outside my house for FREE for a few days alrdy.. so amal n i fed him with full cream milk, rice n d cuttlefish snack.. it loves it.. i have yet to find out whether its a boy or girl..i mean a male or female.. later i'll check it out if it is still there..
hahaha..wanna continue with art ryte nw..WISH ME LUCK!!..bubbye..
love, ___DELLA___

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10/10/2007 03:06:00 PM

yesterday went geylang again, managed to buy mine, yaya n mama's hari raya clothes..
was tiring.. we breakfast there too.. i watched stomp the yard already..cool!!
dun wanna talk bout exams.. i think i did sucks.. i dun wan to retain..=[[[[[
plug in is comin' which is so scary.. just now i tried kareoke-ing..n guess wad, my voice sucks..it is damn sucky..so i quickly keep all d kareoke thingy n off the player.. i have to rush thru my art which is not even 1/4 done..
still waiting for the pics frm GITA..
yaya n i have been training acep to sing beautiful girl by seankingston, instead of helping him wif his SA2 which is around d corner..we evil sisters..haha
im still finding tym to send..wait k.. u r loving n missing someone else..

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...
[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...
[Chorus]

You know it's just too little too late [2x]
[Chorus]

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be suprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
its such a cool song

_____DELLA______

no entry for love..hehex

10/08/2007 01:22:00 PM

yesterday went out to meet iifa at orchard at 3.. gt lost wif mrt again.. haha.. den walk around town.. they cant stand their hunger so they ate n drink[breakfast].. i was like 'wad the hell!!'..so im the only one to continue my fasting..[see, im a good girl afterall..]..took a lots of pics at far east.. i'll update d pics nx tym coz im still waiting for d pics frm iifa..then we went to geylang..GEYLANG..we took bus 7.. wtf..so long.. it makes me dizzy larh esp wif my empty tummy.. tummy was growling.. bt i endured.. d bus trip was super long.. so we killed boredom by talking crap n try out indon language like..'NGOMONG AMA TANGAN' which means 'TALK TO MY HAND'.'QM PEREK SIH' which means 'U'RE A BITCH'..haha damn fun.. reached geylang n we start to goof around.. met alot of peeps.. my long-lost fren, iifa's frens, yaya's frens.. we den buy food for breakfast.. spent alot.. but we have trouble looking for a place to eat.. end up eating near a void-deck of blk145 geylang..we look so pathetic..
things we had for breakfast--2 burger RAMLY, 4 CHEESE HOTDOGS, 6 TOKOYAKI BALLS, 8 OTAH, 3 BOTTLED DRINKS..
ate cherryade ice sticks which taste salty.. rilly, SALTY..
went TKC, WAITED FOR MY PARENTS N BRO, for hours.. den my PAPA, ACEP, AMAL.. bought their hari raya clothes at my papa's fren shop.. me n yaya cant stand our tiredness after iifa went home, so we slept in d van..only 2 of us.. went home about 11++pm..
reached home bt i cant sleep so i painted d railing of d stairs in my house.. im a good girl..hehex..
now, my parents are at johor buying hari raya stuffs.. left us at home.. sobs..
iifa!!i want d pics!!quick!!
aidil??hehe
heyy, 1 more week to HARI RAYA!! happy 1 more week of fasting..hehe..
heyy, chill.. if i say i will, i would.. so just wait..in progress...k..

no entry for love..hehex

10/06/2007 02:57:00 PM

Your Personality Is Like Alcohol

You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester.

Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable.

You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem.
You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious.
However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it!

You get along well with: The Index Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are 53% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.
A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.
Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.
You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sakiko Masachika

What's your Japanese Name?

You Are 84% Shy

You are beyond shy - you are most likely have a social phobia.
Seek help, and you'll be able to enjoy life instead of fearing it.

How Shy Are You?

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind."

For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one.
You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun.

Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 5/10 questions right!
It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are You Stupid?

You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your Irish Name Is...

Ella Nolan

What's your Irish Name?

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Jessica and Ashlee

Beautiful, feminine, and stylish.
Who care's if you're a bit of a daddy's girl?

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Amandine Caledonia

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are Danishes

Indulgent and a bit greedy, you eat whatever you feel like eating... nutrition be damned.
You have a total sweet tooth, and you pretty much give into it whenever you feel like it.
While it treating yourself is nice occasionally, try eating a vegetable every once and a while.
Lay off the donuts and muffins, unless you want to be sporting a "muffin top" of your own!

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

You Are 56% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

How Girly Are You?

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

Your Monster Profile

War Vagabond

You Feast On: Peanut Butter

You Lurk Around In: Movie Theaters

You Especially Like to Torment: Hicks

What's Your Monster Name?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin"

You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay

"Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah they were all yellow"

You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

no entry for love..hehex

10/03/2007 12:37:00 PM