she's not her

tag me still

2008-07-14T19:07:00.002+08:00

just so sorry. im not gonna blog here that often. i'll be blogging on another blog of mine.
but i'll still visit this blog. so u can still tag me here for any queries or to keep in touch. or rather just add me up im msn. yarh

ZOMG...

2008-07-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

grr.. my OLEVEL MT oral is on tuesday.. im now in library. farah and my other mates are in the hall now.. they're having theirs. omg omg omg. im so scared.. nerrrrvouss.. olvl leh... im so hoping i will do good. pls la..haizzz...
just now had youth day celebration. my legs hurt thnx to the events. actually i didnt particpate in any but anyway its still hurt. watching the ppl got dunk are really nice. but the kazarrm<- is really hypocrite. hypocrite face. eww.. urggh. the ppl playing captain's ball are cool esp my dear 4E5 and shannon+4E1!!woots..alot of ppl gone bonkers today..haha..^^like someone saw someone(hinting keeteng)^^ryte tengteng?..
3 days to settle some stuff are have enuf rest. this first week of sch has been hard on me. im reallyy too weak.. weekends:recover and reserve my voice for oral, settle work owed, and rest rest.. NADHIRAH IS A STRONG GROWN UP GIRL.. YAYY!!hoping..
yesterday i went home from sch at 830. i really cant stand the squeezing brainn..thnx peeps for settling some stuffs for me. went home, mama make me a burger,did some work and then sleep.rest mah. at 530 i went to sch to do art..bonker-ing.. then homed to granny's home. at clementi. alot of the places changed siaaa..so paisey. i tot of goin to mac skali the mac gone liao.. haha.. walked slowly. then had dinner at clementi there. my family, aunty uncle and beloved nyai n yayi.. went up to their house to eat durian.. hoho..delicious sia..
listened to their stories of catching crabs.. i wanna catch crabs too. last week they caught crabs.. damn nice siaa..
just now i read a post on canibalism on someones blog. and now i felt lyk puking..,omg
my fingers are too cold to type siaa.. daa~~~
HAPPY YOUTH DAY darling.....

omg. my eyes hurt

2008-06-28T06:38:00.003+08:00

do u believe that.. i painted my wall..painted a booterrflyy

omgg.. one week of moodling.

btw, happy belated bday to teng teng ah.......!

keeteng ah.....

sorry i cant make it to that celebration hor.

1 week of moodle-ing is hurting my eyes and butt. finally. some work are just ewww.. so too bad.. abandoned them.some, i did! unbelieveable. holidays are over.. and. im worried for my already-did-mothertongue-olvl-paper-one-and-two. i really think i screwed up. its haunting me.

holidays are soccer mania for me. watched soccer and sleep really EARLY-in the morning. haha. germany-spain.. podolski honey...germany germany...!!!lukaspodolskilukaspodolski is love..

yah, 4e5 bbq's cool..

just that that was a memorable time where my voice incredibly hide somewhere idk..

questions?anyone?

2008-06-17T00:06:00.008+08:00

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A : pay back time!!hohoho..nah..

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : 9-12 for Os, DIMAS BECK, to study n live in jakarta (with ppl as hot as my boyfey all arnd my neighbourhood and sch there)..im serious.

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : alwayss. like always.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : yea.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : is there even anything wrong with me when that person loved me for who i am? ryte dimas?haha

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : being loved by dimas beck, taufik, wentwortmiller, ben joshua, podolski..ooops, too much.

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : what for wait? i dont wait.err, really

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : i'll be the third party.. hehee.

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : some irritating stuff. im calm tho.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : butterflies arent that bad. the worst thing is that i will shriek happily. really. dont have to be around him. just by saying his name, i'll scream.. try me.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : yeah. once..no, twice..err trice? i dont know. i admit, always. and he is .

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : nadhirah. family duh.. and dimas beck and my bimbo

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : i can. who says i couldnt.i'll just have to travel to indonesia.:)

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A : that makes me happy. hapy fighting. happy quarelling.. so nice....

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : uh huh.. yah.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : dont think so

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?ORthe better one?
A : can i have both? omg!

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : friends who is being a friend. get it? trust..

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A :confidence. i need a confidence booster. if anyone know any hot confidence booster, call me.. haha

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A : i'll see if he's as cute as dimas beck. if not, next...

nadhirah.....

..

2008-06-12T21:55:00.001+08:00

i love him-->>
dimas beck
uglyy siaaa

2008-05-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to SHIMA!! i didnt get to wish her every year haix.. i feel so bad..

today, came late. english lesson was fine.
jinming new cheer:
nadhirah:hey JM!
JM:wad?!!
nad: introduce yourself!!
JM: huh?!!
nad:introduce yourself!!!
JM:huh??

haha
joke sia.
got cheer traing.today, weds, fri....
gosh, my neck hurts doing the forward roll. i kneed my own cheek. shuck!
my arms getting weaker when doing handstand. why is she so bis. she never look or see my effort.grr. im so pissed. no 'good!' 'well done nadhirah!'

i wont talk to HER. she's not that innocent

sheeeshhh

2008-05-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

wad the hell. what u think im that stupid? im sure i can even do it better then u'll do. its not that i dont know how. i knew. what i said was just an act. u noe, ACTING? what u think i'll say wad i said then if i were to say on the actual thing? of course not la. im not all-bimbo-and-stupid. i just dont want to be an all-boring freak like you. i can do wad u do. but can u do wad i did? NO. u cant. i can be smart. but can u be bitchy or all-talented.im not saying that im talented or wad coz im not. i cant see that u could either. wad u did are all cliche thingys. cliche... i dont do wad is cliche. i am me. even if it looks and sound dumb to you. at least im not like u or other ppl. u are such an all-boring-asshole that i've ever met. nothing about you that makes me go WOW. even ure acting sucks. u went all stiff acting on stage that makes me wanna puke. u may think its well-like. its so not. musically talented? and u have a f!ing bad taste, bitch. ure trying so hard to deny that u agree or interested in the things i said, do or like. hypocrite.

my mama dont agree with tcher. when tcher said im into my appearance, i was like, huh?omg!wth. mama told me she's okay with growing teenagers to be self conscious without neglecting studies of course. but tcher was like i dropped due to my self-consciousness to my appearance.. ha. ha.*forcing myself to laugh*

he msg-ed leh..awww.. he's doing well, good for u.. i'll try. thnx for those advice and words..*flying to n thru the clouds*

*i walked i ran i jumped i flew, right off the ground to float to you, there's no gravity to hold me down for real*-singing-

btw, happy birthday to HAFIDZ!!
babe, happy birthday!!!

my bimbo got a boyfriend in 5 days. at least she had one even if i dont. im cool. she's got an expected weight, nice rich boyfriend, a job and she looks gorgeous. im happy for her. im not a hypocrite or sadist like someone that hates others to be happy.

all mentioned up there is not my sister, she's someone else. i think she's a sadist.

thingyys

2008-05-22T14:44:00.001+08:00

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.

You know how to steal the spotlight...

And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.

But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.

Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Your Elf Name Is...

Trixie Ho-Ho-Ho

Your Elf Name Is... Minty Twinkle Wink

What's" Your Elf Name?

nerator/">What's" Your Elf Name?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 30% Naughty, 70% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Are 80% Angry

You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.

But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.

All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.

And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help.

How Angry Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love

You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.

You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time.

Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath

I hope it lasts"

In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay?

And that red purse is divalicious!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible

A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Your Karaoke Theme Song is "YMCA"

You're the type of person who can't have fun unless everyone else is right there with you having a blast.

You have an amazing knack for figuring out what people want, and you don't mind going the extra mile to make them happy.

The spotlight is something you enjoy on occasion, but you prefer that not all the attention is on you.

If you've gotten people to sing or dance along with you, then you're song is a success.

You might also sing: "Macarena," "Hot, Hot, Hot" or "Stayin' Alive"

Stay away from people who sing: "The Greatest Love of All"

What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Your Birthdate: February 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.

Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.

You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.

An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Nadhirah Means

N is for Nerdy

A is for Alert

D is for Dorky

H is for Honorable

I is for Ideal

R is for Radiant

A is for Animated

H is for Healthy

What Does Your Name Mean?

nadhirah....

2008-05-22T14:36:00.003+08:00

What Nadhirah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wad the hell??? not all true sia.

this is sad

2008-05-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday i had cheerleading training. wth! i got elbowed on the mouth.GUESS WHAT, I DIDNT CRY!!*APPLAUSE* at first its just sore and soon the swell is gone. this morning i found out that thre's a little blue black on my upper lips. now theres a freaking big patch of blueblack there as if i have a blue moustache.THIS TIME, I CRIED, OTW OUT oF SCH.. thnkx to the big shosk and discovery of the big ugly bruise! f! grrr. hope it'll gone soon. its really as if i just got hit during a gang fight. riot. i dont riot yet i have this bruise on my face. embarrassing......

*singing*:'im abarbie girl, lives in barbie world........lalala..imagination...'
there'll be a "funfair" ryte in front of my door.pasar malam maybe. there will soon be all-time-favourite-classics funfair song like'"aiaiai im a little butterfly..."

more and more mother tongue lesson. im getting worst at it. f! hhaixxxx.

have a lot of pictures yet to upload.

guess wad!! my bimbo has leveled up!! my mission in this lvel is to find a boyfriend coz ive been invited to a party and i have to brg a boyfriend!! im not kidding. my bimbo needs a boyfriend. if i achieve this last goal, i'll level up again!!i want to level up to lvl3!!and a boyfriend. so hard to frind a byfriend seyy...

A VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FADHIL!!!!

n.a.d.h.i.r.a.h.

2008-05-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

N	Neat
A	Ambitious
D	Delightful
H	Honest
I	Intelligent
R	Revolutionary
A	Astounding
H	Hardworking

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

missbimbo-ing

2008-05-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

look at the acronyms for my name. hahaha..
neat?hell yeah...*sarcastic*
astounding?haha
gawd! is that INTELLIGENT??! woah.thats SO true.[wth?]
wow! im revolutionary.lollollollollollollol.joke!

lonely.

friday.
skipped sch.coz i got sthg on. then went for cheerleadg. yeah! handstand! first time sia. games, many more.
slacked with waisiong, shikin, lier, fadli, ratna n np peeps.
funny...
didnt get resultsss. i noe i sucked. i had this feeling that i failed all the subjects. but dunno yet. haixxx. results?grrrr
body aching, arms,wrist aching, legs aching. cry to sleep. cant tahan the pain. sobs...

sat.
kenduri.aka. family gathering.
went fishing at changi before the gathering.
abt 7pm.reached aunty's house. met cuzzies..
help in the kicthen. aching EVRYWHERE.
went home but none of us brought keys. wth. so papa drove to yaya's workplace to get keys from her. otw, listened to ghost story through radio. that damn aunty's story bloody scary can. all of us, papa,mama,me screamed. haha, i twisted my neck. f! luckily my bros are asleep. haha.

today.
all out. alone-ing. later maybe revising. yaya working, the rest went fishing till about after midnight then got home. yaya'll be back tmr. sobs..

yaya noes i secretly used her laptop. but its only twice and i use it for like less then 20mins. wth!

btw, i got a bimbo! missbimbo-ing is damn fun. its like a neopet.but its a bimbo. i love it!!
but im not a bimbo..errm. yarh. im not. ryte?err.. wadever. im confused. bimbo?

Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.

Benjamin Franklin

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Love is threads, hundreds of tiny threads, which sew people together through the years.

Simone Signoret

dhiira_____

2008-05-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

didnt bathe the face..ooops

[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
oh ya. i love taufiq.
[4thHYSC] FARAHblack. (: says:
hehe
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
shuttup!!!
.:heyNADHIRAH:. I hate the hoity-toity says:
haha

grrrr..haha

too many happennings..lazyy

2008-05-14T14:27:00.003+08:00

mama's day[11may]. mama's bday[10may] n loads more.
art paper over.its the start of slacking week.
watched spaghetti. its an another indonesia movie. so cute. so sweet. why singapore doesnt haf that kinda things happen.
farah and xulan..grrr.. hahaha. they're mine lor. haha. +++++++ and taufik.. haha. i dont want to meet him lar.. paiseyy.. i dun like twentyone.*denying*hehe..really, i dont like him..*lying*
btw its him who msged me first out of sudden sia.. wads he thinking that makes him msg me suddenly. freaky.hehe.

btw, ppl, theres a cheerleading competition at ngee ann city on the 31stMay. its the semis. support siren!

my art sucks. the girl's face doesnt look like a face. it looks like pancake.. haha
slack slack train train cheer cheer!!!

2008-05-13T19:43:00.003+08:00

me.

2008-05-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

SHUCK.

2008-05-02T17:14:00.002+08:00

super sad cann. wahlau. shit. its not that im being evil or selfish that im sad because my beloved friends get to see him.but im sad cause i didnt get to see him. suay sia.
when they say they say 20, i screamed. u noe scream. dun believe ask farah la. haha. shit. shuck! u noe its damn rare that u get to see him. then on weds they saw him. the rest of my friends saw him. even olga hu's not with them, saw him. i didnt. why? because i went home during recess. i knew i shouldnt went home. i missed something that happened that day. SOMETHING. someone.
why am i making such a big fuss over this? who cares. just hoped he gets "that girl" he's longing for. which is like nt me. i dun care. i dun like him. i dun like him. nadhirah, stop denying!!nabei!
wadehell. malay paper1 sucks. i didnt manage to stress on the point that the question asked for. not enough time sia. ouhkay whatever. i dunnoe how am i goin to pass my science, maths and poa. pray hard i can. i still have to finish my prep work.
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck shuck
see, theres 20 shuck. u noe wads shuck ryte?but maybe now its 21. hu cares. i love 20 or 21. its the same.
daaa~~~

hey hey

2008-05-01T18:04:00.005+08:00

'you you i dont like your girlfren. no way no way i think u need a new one.'hahA

Song lyrics Fall For You lyrics

i borrowed this book from mama. its super cool. yaya bought this for mama last 2yrs.:)

Happy labour day!!
damn pissed. altho its labour day, i cant skip work today. so i have to do it the whole day. my job is WATCHING TV!!hahahahahaha. love this job.
alone at home again.
planning to study.
eh wth!i forgot to brg home my malay file. shit!
yesterday i went home during recess.

ouhkay ouhkay..daaa~~

hewasnt.
There's not much going on today
I'm really bored, it's getting late
What happened to my Saturday? (Saturday...)
mondays coming the day I hate, -aaate

Sitting on the bed alone (bed alone...)
Staring at the phone(the phone...)

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought, no
He wouldn't even open up that door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This is when I start to bite my nails
And clean my room when all else fails
I think its time for me to bail yeah (time to bail)
This point of view is getting stale,-ale

smiles:)

2008-04-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

wah seyy. i look damn happy. why the hell . whats up with the big grin of mine. sharks!
nice cake sia. COOKIES N CREAM!! loves.
shoots!dying. haha. lame. im gonna be alone for this weekend. at home. studying and eating. yaya gonna be out i guess. parents and bro having HOLIDAY! me, studying. bloody hell. pissed wif phy. studied also fail. motherfuck! miracle, pls do happen.
art. damn stressing. painted for three hours and i see no difference in the painting.
. .. haha
eh, i passed my 2.4 leh. my first ever 2.4 run this year.altho its 14.++sec which is B, im happy. but wadehell my calf are aching.shiittss

next week photo taking. i hate photo taking. i'll destroy the pictures of my friends. i have to be positive. nadhirah is going to brg wonderful colours to the photo. shit! i think my nose just gets longer.haha

OneRepublic Lyrics
shit. just now was english paper one and two. damn. was okay but i think im not able to complete the questions. lame. malay got loads of hmwk. hate hate.
nadhirah is going to change.for the sake of myself. not much tho. but slap me please. haha.

nadhirahzainal.is.nobody.always.

emotional.

2008-04-21T22:45:00.006+08:00

oii. bloooody hell. my previous post was suppose to be much much longer. suddenly cut into half and other half of it is gone. shit.
im pampering myself. im trying to convince myself that im a big girl. gosh. im no acting like a child. im me. but too bad what i am is too childish to my friends. sorry. i'll try to be a big girl if thats for my own good. but just cant help it. i'll try. i must.

stressed with art canvas thingy. left four bloody days to complete it. fell like crying.

heyy.. im sorry. i dun want to love anone yet. cant yet. or maybe not you. so sorry. im trying to love myself and i cant probably love someone else besides myself. im trying to show it out. im sure u can figure it out.
nyra loves herself for the time being..she cant afford to take all this pressure at the same time. she's too little, too young, too weak and her magic aint helping her in any ways.

gosh.. im just so sorry.

2008-04-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

ouhkay. its been years since i blogged.. thnx to yaya's laptop i got to blog this time. she turns out to be more kind tonight coz hady mirza waved at her just now. dotts. can..

sports day was nice. but i lost my umbrella. i lend it to firdaus then i forgot to take back.so i dunno if its left at the stadium. cheerleadg performance wasnt my best i would say. i cant really hear the song so im 'late'. haha. telematch was nice but not the time limit. it sucked can? so little time so much to do!

photos only..

2008-04-14T15:08:00.002+08:00

:))))

2008-04-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

blogging in library again. damn sleepy can? yesterday watch videos till 1plus. had diper[dinner+supper] at 11.. haha..

today.. came to sch and ppl are sticking their faces in front of mine to see if i wear contactlens.. haha.. funny sia.. art-ed.. painted.. nice.. then mother tongue..dotts... geog was freaky.. english was ROFL.. 'i dont believe it! i dont belive it! the big mouth john brown didnt say a word..??' hahahaHAHAHA.

now .. keeteng..hafidz..farah.. xulan..li er.. in library..dotts... some slacking..blogging.. lj-ing.. reading..

going home soon.. yaya's laptop, here i come!!hehehe...

loads of love..

___nyra giggledust...

sick and pissed.

2008-03-31T14:47:00.002+08:00

what the hell.. didnt come to sch for 3 days.
felt so sick. tuesday had fever and went home. got home fever rise like hell..
had fever, diarrhoea and dunno wad. my upper tummy hurt lyk siao. i vomitted.. weds cant go clinic coz felt so sick. thursday then go polyclinic. got mc untill friday. forgot to tell dr to excuse me from activities.
friday stil felt so sick but i try to go for farah's bday partyyyy..
im her hamster's aunty aka fairygodmother.hahaha
today im back to sch!! see?
now feeling so pissed.. damn PISSED.. wth. its obvious that u dun want me in lurh.
FUCK!
no mood to blog further. my tummy hurts again.fuck!
hate it. hate him. hate-ing........

nyragiggledust___

good friday.

2008-03-21T16:28:00.003+08:00

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love, and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me, and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

(Chorus)
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Chorus

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba ba ba ba, ba ba-ba-ba ba ba ba... (as chorus)

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

O-o-o-oh
So happy together
O-o-o-oh
How is the weather
Ba, ba ba ba ba
So happy together
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba
We're happy together
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba
So happy together
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba

yesterday cant stop DANCING and SHAKING!! weee!!
brought home dowel poles to train at home.
tmr campcraft competition...brr...

happy belated birthady to chan ruey jer..
i love nyra giggledust.
della___daaa~~~

happy together..

2008-03-18T19:53:00.006+08:00

see, he looks cool WITH me. haha..
shit. i cant use comp at home coz its like totaly not working. im now in the library. jw lib. with su and nadz. bloody hell. i miss the chance to say the happenings during the holiday and the holiday trip.. anything go my cousins' blogs see wad they've to say. loads of things that happened.. my pool games. which sucks. but hey, i won the 2nd game hor. the BONDING SESSION. and many more..
gosh. just now i didnt come to sch i was bloody giddy from yesterday's oral. just now i came to sch coz i have to take my number one uni.. haha.. sad was that, i am the only one who creates trouble for the guy who contributes the uniform. my uni is smaller than surianah's. the guy cant find a size for me coz my shoulder's too small.. im too SMALL for my age until the guy doubt that im sec four.. im not that small, am i? whatever..

epi, sorry i grab the pic frm ur blog. hehe. n rmmbr the agreement hor. a few days to go..

hating this.
della___daaa~~~

this sucks.

2008-03-10T18:04:00.002+08:00

all this are just turning bad.. getting worst.

comp just lags worst than before when there's just too much to moodle.
i cant find the right way to reboot this comp on time.
ive got only 2 days left to moodle.
i still cant decide which is more worth of the sacrifies.

holiday=family or camps+workshop..
oh gawd. im in a very difficult position.
think!.. ive got to get thru this. shit...

dying for movie.

he got someone. someone in mind. i shall be supportive n be happy for him.
della___daaa~~~

happy holidays?

2008-03-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

wah sey. first day of holiday. i spent my first whole day of holiday just like this:
woke up 7plus. den remembered got poa class.. shit! get out of bed at 830 den rushed out with untied wet hair.. disgusting ryte. walk to sch with nnisa. reached sch got alot of freaks.. they gt camp. then take our class.. the poa class only 5ppl attended. me, nisa,2nisa's fren and haiqal only. damn sleepy can? got class on sat is sucky..
den went jp.. walk2.. bougt waffles.. nice
then watched the vcd keeteng lend me. the 'secret' the one got jay chou sad sia.. i cried lor.. they played piano damn pro.. bloody sad.. cried cried even tho i only read the subtitle but the way they talk make me sad le.. sobs....boohoooo.. i want to watch again.. damn sweet can...
wanted to kareoke but papa go change the wire connection thingy. i dunno how to fix it so i gave up and sleep till 7plus when i realise rj smsed.. i quickly woke up.. i miss him so much lurh.. smsed and still smsing now..hehe..
still cant decide..
della___daaa~~~

grinning.

2008-03-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

altho my result arent that fantastic, but im glad that ive improved.. i passed all my tests this month.. ss, MATHS, eng, POA.... wow.. i hope this improvement will continue to improve lurh..haha..
its been long since i posted anything la.. this week ive been a dracula.. slept in the evening but awake late at night. haha..
yesterday, had speech day rehearsal. reluctant to change into half u. coz 20mins later got chem lesson.. then went for chem lesson.. understand alot of things i never realised. mole concept and stuff.. then went for cheerleading. did nothing only help them take video. saw xulan, keeteng,farah in canteen.still raining so slacked and crapped with them and hafidz. we were like talk and encouraging them to confessed and stuff like that.. 630 then the sch closing alrdy so have to go home. WADS WITH ME.. I DIDNT EVEN REALISE AND I MISPLACED MY WALLET TWICE YESTERDAY..
today, went sch quite early then usual to make announcement. art.. i managed to come out with layout.. wah sey.. then cme got relief tcher.. joke-d. poa sucks.. i flung the paper this time which is like damn obvious. maths was okay.. ss too.. went for cheerleading, then npcc GOH then cheerleading again.. that jensen ego freak got a cut on is finger but refuse to let me wear for him the plaster.. he dun even want to wear the plaster... shitoes. then hafidz accompany me go fetch acep from sch.. still dunno why.. haha..
fairies glow to show their emotions. so do i..i do glow.. haha

dilemma. cant decide. i want to go holiday to cameron from thurs to sunday but thurs n fri i got nco camp and on fri i got malay workshop!! howw?? i want to go holiday with cousins but.... arghh..shit!!

della___daaa~~~

2008-03-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

motherfuck. waste my bloody tym to go there and u postpone it.. theres tension everywhere.. and u let us go home just like that.. fine its good that we have more tym to practice..since we are ready.. to those sch not ready, you cant bloody shut the fuck up and stop cheering when its postponed.. girls, lets go thru this together..

della___daaa~~~

im ugly.

2008-02-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

today was okay.. not late for sch.. malay was alright. art was err.. dots.. use tablet pc but then it hanged halfway and my layout gone. wtf! but tablet pc was nice lurh. wish i had one. recess was funny. cme was hahaha.. the most charMING person in our grp is jinMING.. rhymes huh..hahaha.. then poa.. i failed lah wth! but he said if i redo it at home then i'll get 10 more marks which i will pass.. haha.. then maths test.. i lend my CALCULATOR to e6 girl since she having the maths test. but when mine started, her test is not over yet so i have to borrow other ppl's calculator. shitoes. i dont have the tym to finish it. i left the last question part b and c and the first question which i tot if i skipped, i'll have enuf tym to complete the rest. but too bad. motherfuck! i did study la fuck. wth. and then it was ss test consecutively. when starting i was damn sleepy so i put my head on table.. halfway thru i woke up and try to redo since my draft was untidy. rush rush rush. end up i didnt elaborate the third factor.. and there i go again.. dissappointed with myself.
after sch when to take measurements for our CHEERLEADING UNIFORM!! woots.. the sample was cool.. then waited in canteen with ratna and fren.. talked about alot of things. i didnt go for cheerleading. the i saw the mgs cheergirls from the champion cheer team and i brought them to our cheerpractice they were frenly. fuck it i cant join them. what the fuck! they seem so nice. went for guard of honour thingy.. wad shit. i was burnt la.. motherfuck. then still got training.. what the hell..
while doing drills, i saw the other cheerleaders train and i was like crying coz it looks so fun.. missed it man.. they still like say 'wah u miss it sey.. today was damn fun la..bla bla'. wth i noe la.. no need to say la... im so sad.. my tears was waiting to roll down my cheek. grr.sobs.. but i have to look on the brighter side of life. sial la. where's the bright side? 'some ppl told me the grass is much greener on the other side.'.. which other side?

2more days to competition. brrr.... tmr more practice!!and training!!
della___daa~~~

grr..

2008-02-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

still in vacation mood..
but tmr got TWO tests.
ss essay test and maths common test..
motherfuck.

got alot of my pretty photo[ehem..] that i have yet to upload. shit! haha.. have to find some other tym then upload.. coz now not so free.. so must wait.. i noe u ppl cant wait ryte? hahaaha

campcraft competition coming up!! jia you!! first day time my new gadget.. damn nervous.. but we can do it!!

della___daaa~~~

girlfriend loves boyfriend. haha

2008-02-26T18:42:00.003+08:00

went genting in the middle of school term is lyk wth.. the most memorable part was on the first day,23/02/08, 2plus to10 plus like dat.

i was pissed by my sis coz when we checked in, she straight away sleep.. i was like excited to play with cuzzies cos its been long since we went genting together. i was like crying lurh thinking i missed the chance to play on the first day. while crying, i brave myself to call my cousins. luckily they fine with it and decided to meet and start the adventure!! wooots!! we met and the first thing we went for was the motion masters. haha.. front seat. hoho.its actually better than the second one that we went. then, CYCLONE.. haha.. sounds scary huh.. but we ride it three times. than the spinner/swing thingy and flying dragon thingy.. at 3plus, while queueing for the water flume ride, i had my first boyfriend!! haha.. actually he's my cousin la but the agreed on being my boyfriend of the day which he had to be my boyfriend for the whole day.. fun huh.. so for that whole day, he aint my cousin but my BOYFRIEND. finally i decided to have a boyfriend. dunno why. so thru the flume ride, we three went thru wet and dry times together.sounds wrong huh? the day was SOOOPER cold and i guess i nearly had frost bite on my fingers. luckily theres a 'boyfriend' to rely on. haha. i had a boyfriend to warm my hand and stuff like dat. and thanx to his hoodie pocket. im like stuffing my hand in his pocket while walking. haha.. so sorry for the trouble boyfey cause im feeling damn cold and i cant help it but to do dat. haha.

i have something to announce!! we did take the solero/space shot thingy and we are proud of it. we confessed alot. my other cousin confessed lyk ' before anything happen to me, i wanna say that i love ...'.. that was when we were at the peak. my boyfey and i was like 'i love you i love you i love you'.. haha. so cool.. free fall for a few sec. then we took cyclone again coz i had SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS. i frgt how it feels like.

we took alot of rides la. the rolling mine train, viking ship[which was damn "tummy squeezing"] we were all like hugging each other. nad posing for the camera. haha.. we had our lunchner [lunch+dinner] at kfc. then went back to play outdoor to take more rides and plus the pirate train/haunted house which was dotts.. only my boyfey and i went in but i swear theres nothg inside except for this one fake man lying down.

then GO KART. first ever go kart-ing. i was lucky that im 3cm higher than the max height. haha then played indoor. bumper car which i wasnt bumped out of my car. haha. this shows im not that pathetic. haha.. and of course.. the euro express.. haha. our last couple ride.. haha. then i followed thwm back to their hotel rooms and they sent me back to my room.. thnx guys. all of us was like so tired that our plan to chat till midnight was called off. we all slept. haha..

the second day, my family went to get the all parks ticket. we palyed and played.. about 3, we went to sent off my boyfey family.. ahaha. i mean my cousins' family. my family had to spent one more day there. so its time 'we' officially break up..since its been 24hrs attached. hahaha..

on the third day, our bus was delayed till 330pm.wth.. so i reached spore about 0000hrs. shit. was fucking tired. luckily i wasnt late for sch this morning.

after sch today had to learn new gadget. haix.. brains squeezing.. not enuf sleep... still have loads of hmwks.. wtf!!

to hear my cousin's part of story, click this.

http://zhafriday.blogspot.com/

love,

della___daaa~~~

freakin busy la wadehell..

2008-02-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

so lets start from scratch.
nothing happened.

superly busy. new topicS.. new projects. new assignments. everythings up.. irritated by schedule.

whatever lah eh..tired lurh.
wads the commotion in sch.. im not with him.. if dun believe, ask him. im not with him.. get that..?

gtg..
della___daaa~~~

the truth.. the trust?

2008-02-18T16:07:00.003+08:00

WARNING: THERE WILL BE NO VULGARITIES NOR SWEAR LANGUAGE IN THIS POST BECAUSE IM TALKING ABOUT SERIOUS SHIT HERE!

stop assuming. stop jumping to conclusion. stop whatever u think its true now because its not. whats with the overreaction. all u have to do is ask for gawd sake. i even explained. but u choose believe wad u think is right.

u call this betrayal? lies?
i didnt say anything because nothing really happened and u tot i've been keeping this from u.
come on.. u call this :'friendship'? we have done our part by telling the truth. wad about u? as a friend? wheres the trust on your part? there should be trust among us. i trust wad u said. and u shuld too. we are all equal. did i become so petty when i realise u no more like him, but once u do and i wasnt informed. in this case, its not that i dun want to inform the girls but theres really nothing to tell. nothing happened. even if there is, arent u suppose to be happy for me?? i didnt react the way u do when i realise im the only one didnt know about who u like.. so now when it happen to u, u turn so petty.. we still love u because, if not we alrdy put u asiden we didnt bother to talk to u.. but we still care.. get it?.. this tym round its u who dun bother how we felt.. most of US cant sleep well at night thinking and worrying for our friendship. and u? did u?
wad she told u is the truth.. wad i told u is the truth. u shuld trust us better than him in the first place. u shuld ask me first if u really care. if u think u shuldnt ask and im the one hu's suppose to tell u, fine.. did i tell u anything? if not, that means nothg happened.. dun have to take it that u noe and its true. i never kept anything from u ppl.. come on.. if u think that i have a boyfriend without telling u, thats so not me. the only reason that i didnt tell u is because i dun have a boyfriend. really..

im here not to talk bad about u or trying to lie or trying to make u feel bad.. but could u please reflect.. im not angry although u maybe cursing me at your seat ryte now or has been calling me a liar.. im sad. really sad. coz i tot i have ppl to trust me. n u dun..

if its about the meeting, im sorry.. n i did inform u ppl that i'll be coming abit later at 2 at 1pm,the tym we were suppose to meet. and im suppose to come straight there to be there for the meeting without asking to wait at public places for hours. i was told not to come about 140.and its just minutes okay.. im not partying or wad. im just accompanying another friend of urs in the LIBRARY.. not in the garden or sth.. its true i was with them but just to accompany her. not him or him. being with them or him, it doesnt mean that i'll abandon the meeting. i was rushing n worrying for the meeting. u can ask them. this is the truth.

u dun even bother to ask me.. u can even scold me ryte into my face or being 'talked' thru the phone coz i dun mind being waken up by a FRIEND. and maybe i'll change for the better. but now.. assume assume assume.. im sad..

look, im not sick of giving in to you coz u're my friend and i understands ur personality like. moody. but i always give in.. honestly im not sick of doing tis thing thinking its for the best for our frienship.

no matter wad,no matter if u dun like me or wad, u're still OUR friend.
we all still care. if u dun anymore, we dun mind if u are happier this way. we just want u to reflect and know the truth. really.
della___daaa~~~

valentines..HEHEHE.

2008-02-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

valentine reminds me of my late pet rabbit.. thats his name.. today is a very tiring but interesting day!!

VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
VALENTINE'S DAY.
16TIMESFOR16YEARSOLDPRINCESS.

I'LL NOT SAY ANYTHING!!I AM NOT SAYING ANYTHING!!HAHAHAHAHA
DELLA___DAAA~~~

giggling gigglers..

2008-02-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

giggle.
giggles.
more giggles.
much more giggles.
much much more giggles.

i dun laugh. i giggle. i chuckle.
here i go again.. brains squeezing thnx to phy.. grrr...

hahaha.. ooops.. cute..
im absent from sch. shit! i slept at 3 then cant wake up the next morning.. shitty shit.
missed alot of lessons. didnt get to go training. blueks.. felt so guilty leaving brina to handle the team.. sorry..

do you feel that tingly feeling? if u do, i think u're right about wad u say on wad u feel.hehexx..
wad am i suppose to say more about it.
i'll go with the flow. NO FLOW, NO GO!! haha
della___daa~~~

driving me NUTS.

2008-02-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

loads of stuff are driving me crazy this few days..
1. NADHIRAHmyself
-im freaking clumsy nowadays.
-just now i purposely didnt brg my np belt thinking half-u no need wear belt. thnx girls for helping me find belt while i went to buy socks.shit!
-i forgot to take my skirt from the toilet while rushing for rehearsal. thnx susu!
-thnx to syameera and amalina for enduring with my clumsiness misplacing everything everywhere
-cheerleading thingy training every TUESDAY and THURSDAYS. more days and hours of practice.
-clashes of schedule!!!
-rehearsals!!
-online hmwk!!
-tests.wtf!
-ART PREP WORK!!
-physics!!
-valentines day!!jokingjoking
bla bla bla.. sorry if my clumsiness irritates anyone.. hohoho..

iwannabelieveineverythingdatusaycozitsoundssogoodbutifureallywantmemoveslowtheres thingsaboutmeigotutonoesometimesirunsometimessometimeihidesometimesimscaredofu.. crapps..
notimenomore
della___daa~~

PSSST! imsixteen! hoho

2008-02-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

thnx ppl for the surprise birthday celebration which is really SURPRISING indeed!! i think if i got heart problem im surely gone.
how can u people did that to me? so embarrassing.. sobs. i look damn FUGLY lurh. to those dont know wad happen, this is how it happened..
-i was sleeping on the bed[i was singing to myself when i fell asleep]
-i woke up when i saw 'everyone' around my bed and singing bday song
-i was lyk rubbing my eyes. my vision was kinda blur although had my specs on while sleeping.
-i woke up with a crumpled face, broken smile, messy hair, freaky reaction.FREAKED OUT!!
-cant believe my family was 'with' them.
actually i went home from sch thinking my bday i had with my friends ends in sch with only wishes. thinking this year theres no celebration which im okay with. reached home everyone was lyk cleaning the house. i did wad my mama n sissy told me to do lyk clean up my room, wipe the mirrors and stuff lyk that. wen i ask them why are we cleaning the house, my mama said papa was angry and we will get it from him if he return and found out the house is messy. dumb me tot we also have to clean up coz my grandparents will be coming as usual.bla bla bla..i slept. my mama said i slept even tho my bros were shouting wen ppl came, pizza guy delivered the pizzas and even when she pulled my skirt down before ppl came since it was half lifted up. and there i go sleeping lyk pig and not lyk a princess. trying to act positive, i said thats how a princess sleep.. which is like dotss-_-".
blew candles. then ate the swensens icecream cake. camwhored.pcds gave me a shoe at first. really shoe and not a pair of shoes. haha. then kareoke-d and hey, nice voice. sorry if u guys got bored coz we only sang malay songs. sorry. kareoke kareoke kareoke then farah, keeteng, shannon, noreen and olga had to go off coz most of them had to go for reunion dinner.. thnx ppl for coming even tho u girls got reunion dinner in the evening..thats when i got my another side of the shoe. then camwhored again. i dunno why dat day i like to take pics even tho i have that crumpled face on.. haha. then continue kareoke-ing. about 6plus then we stopped kareoke-ing and proceed to games. plus truth or dare. cant tell u guys the details. too much confessions involved. bluecks. the cutest part is when su did the pole dance and nadz act like a cat. then abt 745pm, me and yaya send them to the busstop. after that its presents party! haha.. i mean opening up the presents!

yaya had so much fun spending tym with my friends and i think she thinks she's just one of us. haha..
shannon, keeteng, noreen, nadzierah, surianah, olga, farah, hasif, asyraf, fadhil, hafidz, thanks ya.. sorry if i didnt get to treat my guests well. but i hope u guys enjoy yourself! thnks alot for the surprise party! it really works. just forget how i look lyk with that just-woke-up face. i look so fugly! and its so nice of the pcds to never miss to celebrate my birthday and they never failed to sabo me on my birthday. from sec1 sia.. let me tell you wad happen for my bday every year since sec 1.
sec1: waterbomb at jurong west there. im just done with ipw project wen they brg me to i dunno the place in jw and started to throw water in plastic bags at me.
sec2: i was told that there is npcc meeting and i have to change to pe shirt. just when i step out of the cubicle, they drench me. with water.
sec3: it was one day after crosscountry and luckily i still have extra pe tshirt in my bag. i tot it was just a celebration with cake. but i had free facial treatment with cream as in cake's cream. and i had to eat 1/4 of the cake.hoho
sec4:the super duperly SURPRISE party!
thnx eh. and so dumb of me to be tricked every year.

happy belated CNY!!
wah such a long post.
theres alot of SWEET moments with u ppl during the party itself.. thnx. I LOVE YOU PCDs!
im ready to reboot my comp. everything gonna be gone. and i cant go online untill i installed msn back.. so, endure okay.. hahaha
della___daa~~~

fuckdamntrojanvirus.

2008-02-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

i didnt get to blog all thanks to that freaky virus.. CB! i had to delete my MSN, what the fuck[really spelling it out!]!! i was so naive to accept the file.. fuck.. its like autosend to everyone online. wah bloody hell! so embarassing.

now thinking that the virus only affect my MSN, and i've deleted my msn, fine!im wrong. now, my antivirus said that its been detected but the quarantine was unsuccesful. im suppose to delete it manually.. but i cant! it is said to be under a diff publisher and so i CANT DELETE IT!! bloody shit! i fucking hate it man! now all my family members was like cursing me! and WHAT THE HELL! im blamed.. fine.. it was me.. but its not on purpose la what the fuck. everyone was lyk, "pa, i cant use the computeer cause nadhirah put a virus in it!" laaa,, fuck! thanks ah.. the stupid naive was supposed to be blamed.. but they dont know wads my reaction and how i felt when i got that virus. i was so shock and scared.. they only know how to curse and blame. try to understand how i felt la fuck. when i tot that its been deleted and that it doesnt affect my comp, im bloody wrong. two days back i found out that its a trojan virus. and bloody fuck it cant be deleted! i cant bear to reformat my comp and let everything gone just like that. but maybe i shuld. wah heartpain sia.. so, now here i am using the library's comp. fuck.

motherfuck! i missed msn-ing. fine, i shall go home that reformat it. shuld i? few days to my birthday and it sucks. i cant stop thinking about this freaky thingy. so stressed. tests, birthday, cheerleading practice clashes with campcraft competition, campcraft competition, malay project, science project, presentation, organizing malay workshop.

altho, i want a boyfriend for my birthday[haha, my friends noe.. kidding2], ive changed my mind. now, for my birthday, i want everything goes well and this fucking bloody trojan virus can F>O>A>D[fuck off and die!]. shit!

my paternal relatives did a little little celebrations for my cousins birthday. and i fished. i caught about ten fishes.. hey, i can really fish okay..

worried me.

della___daa~~~

barely able to move.

2008-01-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

sial lah.. yesterday had to much physical training liao [ cheertraining and PE!].. morning woke up late since too tired.. then my other family members except my sis and i, went to malaysia. they'll be back tmr i mean today. then sis went library to do reserch on her future.. haha.. im alone at home, KAREOKE-ing alone.. hahaha.. who cares.. i think i improved since my voice gone deeper thnx to my previous sorethroat. hehehee.. then msg-ed sis to meet out for dinner.. i off my kareoke set and quickly bathe and straighted my hair and rushed out of the house.. meet her at long john and crapped.. the interesting and freak-iest thing is that both of us WALKED FROM JURONG EAST INTERCHANGE TO MY HOME DOORSTEP WHICH IS AT TAMAN JURONG.. about 16 busstops.. sounded lyk near right but shit la the distance between each busstop is freaking far can.. usually i can even feel lyk puking taking 98 there, i finally feel the same route,BYWALKING.. fuck sey.. from 915 to 12am.. its like my leg is fuckingly cramp and my feet full of blisters thnx to my shoe.. otw, sang, gossip and stuff lyk dat.. walked pass evan.. wah, now i think my muscles arent moving much.. wonder how i will feel later in the morning..haha

have been abandoning my art. sialah. i think i loss my specialisation in art.. haha.. i cant even draw using grid. wtf! i have to train more often.. A1 for art!! jiayou!!

love all this effects..and this is not even that short fyi!
he's still not talking!wtf!this is what i hate about love.
della___daa~~~

at last..

2008-01-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

omg! im so happy dat my sis is eligible for JC!! her L1R4=14, L1R5=17. this means the point she got for her worst subject is B3. its so not bad laa.. come on, she's from NA and she got that kinda result.. she's the only one, among her friends, that is eligible for JC la. i insist that she must go JC. gawd, it means, i have to get better result than her since im from express.. dotts.. im so happy for her tho!
cheerleading was fun!! new and nice coach.. learnt new stuffs.. reached home, FEVER!
had PE.. nice.. height and weight.. im 2kg lighter.. this sucks.. im too skinny.. i cant possibly loose more weight.. thnx to my appetite and health since the past two weeks.. today cca fair.. was tiring.. piggy back.. hop.. ive nvr piggyback my schmate before.. and just now i have to.. it was nice.. waited for npcc peeps.. im having FEVER AGAIN!!
dotts.. he's not talking.. wtf.. bullshit.. my life is empty now..
della___daa~~

wtf with my blog?? i cant view it.

2008-01-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

head over heels!!

2008-01-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

so sweetened..

just now had cc training.. was okay.. this cc training thingy really destroying my beautiful fingers.. ehem ehem.. im so gonna pamper my fingers after the competition..

went home then get ready to go grandmama's house coz its her bday.. we ordered pizzas.. i cant believe i nearly slept while singing bday song.. too tired liao..

omg.. he said sth while im not yet online.. im stunned.. not sure what he's trying to say.. havent got the chance to ask.. scarry..but i have to be prepared for the worst..

tmr phy test.. honestly, nothing about 'light' get into my bloody brain lurh..
dotss..
della___daa~~~

smiling...

2008-01-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

omg.. now then i can talk about HRC.. im trying to calm myself.. i cant stop smiling and cant stop thinking about sth.. ppl think im mad coz im smiling non-stop.
HRC, reached sch at about 7. 7.30 then we move.. alight at changi to have breakfast before took ferry to ubin. camwhored in the ferry.. walk in and out.. then, took van to campsite thnx to the heavy ass.i think she's too lazy coz she have saggy ass and tummy. in the van, we were laughing at ppl who have to walk to campsite.. than saw him.. he waved and smiled.. it was lyk aww.. reached, still continued to crap.. saw him again. he smiled and waved.. and again and again.. if dun believe, ask surianah.. she witnessed it.. i felt uncomfortable.. coz he kept smiling lurh.. and i'll have to smile backk.. first was flying fox.. partner with melissa.. while waiting, crap alot.. thnx to james laa.. ff was damn fun!! me and melissa didnt ps each other..its 25m above ground u noe.. next was the pamperpole.. its the one where we have to climb and stand on a pole, then jump and grab the metal bar.. i did it sia.. i have to do it.. he's watching.. he isnt with his friends but standing down there, smiling.. gawd.. im was blushing.. then was lunch.. he still smile.. he even sat somewhere where can see each other faces.. he will sit up straight and smile.. i cant not smile.. i have to.. then we played this ladder made up of log wherethe distance between each is about our height.. my partner was yanlong. james with amalina.. james was bloody sweet.. he kneeled down and let amalina step on his thigh. he did that for every level.. we were lyk shouting down there.. we never tot he is that sweet.. wahliao.. then me and yanlong also did till the top.. yayy!!! then was waiting for saggy mons to go in the tunnel then at last we didnt get to go in.. excuses.. then we gathered, he still smile. the sad thing is that i didnt get to say bubbye coz that saggy mons is so kanchiong.. usually atc, i'll say bubbye.. than last yr the atc, i got give him half of my biscuit somemore.. hahahaha.. the in the bus, we were pissed by her laa..
reached home, he added me.. eeyerh to much to say.. nehmind, i'll keep it to myself and pcds only.. to much to say.. im so happy!!!! HRC rocks!!!

oh and just now, amirulhafidz has left for newzealand.. for training lurh..
yah thats all..
della___daa~~~

so cute and sweet..

2008-01-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

the sweet pig.
my flyingfox partner and me.

gosh.. im think im dying! cant control myself anymore..!! that guy added me!! ahhh...!!!

cant believe he made the effort.. im super flattered.. cant breathe properly..cant talk much.. breatheless..! and he still rmmbr.. cute sia..

della___daa~~~

so little time so much to do/

2008-01-17T19:19:00.000+08:00

lets just say im sooper busy this few days. i cant even visit my blog for nearly a week.
we are starting on a brand new chapters. for maths, ss.. n im still the financial controller. planning wad number is on my class jersey, paying 25bucks for it. campcraft training, coach farewell card, olvl prep work.. bla blaa..
hoho.. brina is d new cheerleading captain, ME the vice-captain, gh still d treasurer and fyka our QM. i passed my role to her. sth sad, coach is leaving us!! gonna miss him alot. he taught us alot la.. he's strong!! we love him!!! i heard our new coach is a girl.. omg!!

i may seem unapproachable but its just to the boys who dun have the rights to make a girl lyk me wanna hop in and roll.. im the kind of girl that girls dont like.!

omg! i just rmmberd. tons of hmwk are to be handed in tmr!! ahh!!!
della___daaa~~~

FOADtoweirdos

2008-01-17T19:12:00.000+08:00

1. What is the status of you and the
last person you texted?
we are sisters. she's my bitchy elder sister.
2. What is wrong with you right now?
im not right. thats the wrong thing.
3. Do you miss your first love?
yes. since the show has ended since im in pri sch.hey, im talking about the anime guy..!!
4. When did you last cry?
a week ago. at hospital when my papa fetch me late.
5. Who do you hate?
that female weirdo. the one i'll see her racist face 4days a week.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
better future..
7. Are you happy?
yeah. i can say that im happy.
9. What do you smell like?
toblerone chocolate!
10. Drinking?
hell no.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
a man. haha. no.. d ans is myself! i need the bed. not the teddy bear nor the pillow. its me!!
13. What do you wear to bed?
tshirt/singlet and shorts
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no. why would i. i would've troubled myself if i do.
15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from?
she's sooper dooper bitchy. guess who.
16. Are you friends with all of your exes?
i get what u mean but do i even have any ex?? this is sad.
26. Whose house did you go to last night?
mine??
27. What about the night before that?
mine!!
28. Do you like anyone right now?
hehe. should i even say?? hehehee.*blushing*
29. Are you bored?
very! im alone at home right now but i dun feel like talking. thats why even tho im bored, i put my msn status as busy.
30. What is the last movie you watched?
cant recall.. im blur right now.
32. What are you excited about?
meeting my new cheerleading coach!!
34. Who was last to touch your butt?
heh? omg! i cant rmmbr, too many hands on it already.. haha jk. i think im the last to touch my butt.. i just went out of the toilet.. haha
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
nah..
36. What’s on your mind right now?
new outfits my sis bought. she just called and said she bought 8clothings that cost her $63..hoho
37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
papa!
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A."
andhika!! my beloved dwi andhika. he's so talented. i love him. he acts very well. he's indonesian. the first tym i met him was on TV! ooops!
39. Do you care what others think about you?
actually, ya. im self-conscious. i have low self-esteem. thats the only thing that makes me unsexy. coz i heard guys thinks a girl is sexy when she's confident and have high self-esteem:(
41. Do you trust people easily?
it depends.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
nah.. i dun even have a boyfriend right now. i not atractive enough, how d hell then i'll find a husband. anyone wants to be my husband?? haha..
43. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yeah. it's easy to kiss him. his always and forever stays in the book. he's an anime guy in this 'how to draw book" he's cute.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
having all my grades improve by at least 2 grades.
45. Who was the last person you called?
mama. but noone answered. when i met mama, she said she didnt brg along the phone. was so pissed off. i waste 50cents to use public phone laa..
46. Who was the last missed call?
acep.
47. What's your ring tone?
beautiful girl-jojo
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
yes!!! yes please. to indonesia. i love indonesia. but ive got no one there..:((
49. What were you doing at 5pm last Friday night?
sleeping coz i was sick.
50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
released for recess but end up starving and completing my math hmwk at the library.
della___daaa~~~

nadhirahissonaiveissolastyear.

2008-01-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

1. Who knows the real you?
[] my mama.surprisingly, not me.
2. When was the last time you went out?
[] just now. to buy nadz and su's prezzies.
3.If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
[] hehe..the kissable him.
4 . What song are you listening to?
[] menerima kau pergi by acha septriasa
5. who does it reminds you of?
[] irwansyah??haha
6. Last movie you watched?
[] legally blonde2. last night
7. Which of your friends live closest
to you?
[] closest? none of my frens live anywhere near:(
8. What is your favourite shirt?
[] my concord pri PEshirt. hoho. since me and my sis studied there together for quite smtime, i got loads of them. i wear it everyday..
9. Do you drive?
[] yep. drive my frens crazy.hehe
10 . What did you do yesterday?
[] watch tv. doodle, doodles and more doodling.
11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
[] glasses..o.O
12. Do you trust your friends?
[] yeah. trusting does not harm. even tho i may be too naive most of the tym. that'll be last year.
13.Who was the last person to call
you?
[] yaya. calling my name in her sleep.
14.What annoys you?
[] insulting jokes. sometimes, myself.
15. Do you want multiple piercing?
[] sure why not. on my eyebrow, ear..
16 . Your fav song in your player?
[] im not missing you
17. Last time you went to the mall?
[] its been long. cant rmmbr. thnx to my "good" health laa.
18 . What was the last thing you ate?
[] choc oreo. no no! doughnut. ehk, i think rice. i ate alot but still nthg's happening to my body.
19 . Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
[] pcds. haha.. we nvr tried sleepover. but i bet it'll be nice coz it's been 3yrs and counting since we are pcds.
20. Last thing you purchased?
[] some grocerries.
21. Last vacation you were in?
[] vacation? shut up! no holiday for me:P
22. Do people ever spell your name
wrongly?
[] yep. even some of my classmate dunno how to spell my name. i think im invisible
23 . What's the last compliment you
received?
[] 'u're strong'! i was like: shut up!
24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
[] ??cant rmmbr.
25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?
[] john tucker.
26. What's next on your wishlist?
[] i wish i'll make a good wish on my bdae!!
27. Which band's concert would you
want to go to?
[]his. and simple plan's. hehe
28. What colour are your nails?
[] 6 of my toenails are red.
29. Date down a special day for you?
[] 6th feb 2010! i'll be legal for everything.^^ and my wedding day!! hoho. no lar, it'll be d day im sure i'm a single pointer for olvl.. hoping and trying.. haha i noe its fat hope
30. In just one word, describe
yourself.
[] sick

see no.27. i cant help being so proud of you.
della___daaa~~~

cant u see?imafraid

2008-01-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

lameshit.. medicines are driving me crazy.. driving my tummy crazy. grr..
thursday..
spent art lesson to do research for olvl art. and bla bla bla.. it was NADZIERAH's birthday!! after sch went to shop to buy sth.. i cant tahan.. my head was brains was kinda squashed.. went up to do notice board. by the time i sat, it wasnt that bad.. i still managed to cut a paper gingerbread girl.. haha.. time to go home.. plan to walk slowly coz i was sick then suddenly it rained super heavily.. me, yanlin and keeteng.. we were freaking drenched.. took bus with keeteng. got home.. i cant do anything. i got a high fever.. i didnt wake up the whole evening.. felt so sick
yesterday
went polyclinic to see doctor. got mc. im excused for any physical training this whole week..
i missed today's campcraft training. grr..
cant think straight. spent most tym in bed..
felt so hopeless, useless and weak..
altho not feeling well still online-ing to do research for olvl art..
and happy belated bday for surianah.

and i forgot to say thnx for asking. you've never asked me out like dat. i noe it does not sound like 'asking out' but its so sweet.. and i noe u're struggling, but i'll struggle with u, im in the same situation too, so ,all the best for you, "darling"..
della___daaa~~~

hoho. alone..

2008-01-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

1. Are you serious when it comes to
relationships?
[] urmm.. yeah..
2. Are you afraid of commitments?
[] usually.
3. Are you a risk taker?
[] hell no....
4. What can you say about long
distance relation ships?
[] shut up.
5. Can you love a person who doesn't
love you?
[] why not.
6. How can you say that a person loves
you?
[] when that person acts like my mama (coz my mama loves me and i noe)
7. Are you good in handling
relationships?
[] relationships?seldom..
8. Willing to give everything?
[] nah..
9. Best thing you have learned from
loving?
[] err..
10. Do you demand your loved one to
change into someone you like to?
[] i wont. but if its for___own good, why not..
11. Would you let go of some 1 you
love?
[] i hope i wont.
12. Is sex important in a relationship?
[] WTF!those who agrees with this question can F.O.A.D!!
13. What is the major reason of a
break up?
[] break dance.. haha.. jkjk
14. Most important ingredient/s in a
relationship?
[] trust, respect, love, me and you
15. Ever regret loving someone?
[] hoho..yep i guess..i regret loving my late pet fish.. he died in the end..
16. One thing you hate about love?
[] it turns love into hatred.
17. One thing you like about love?
[] love is cinta.. fuck.. what am i crapping..
18. Worst thing you did to a loved one?
[] is to love them.
19. Are you in love?
[] real love? no.. actually yes.. right TAUFIK???
20. What do you feel right now?
[] scared and lonely
21. Do you flirt?
[] i dont think so.. i dun flirt, they just got flirted. thats all..
22. Cheated/have been cheated on??
[] nahh..
23. Does the person you love knows that
you love him/her so much?
[] no.. hheeheee..
24. Have you been caught red handed?
[] doing what?
25. What attracts you most?
[] charming indon guys in the movies.. plus, JOHN TUCKER's killing looks.

my brother, asyraf was hospitalized today.. was warded. he has been having high fever since new year.. just now whe i reached home, only yaya and akmal was at home. then we changed then take cab to hospital. bla bla bla.. got problem coz no one gonn atake care of akmal coz yaya has to go her class chalet, papa working at night, mama taking care of asyraf at hosp, i have to go sch and akmal doesnt want to stay with nyai.. in the end akmal agreed to follow yaya to chalet. so now im left alone at home.. sobs.. neh mind..((:

supp test was not bad. but i still left few parts of questions unanswered but with some attempts.. mt lesson was like my lower sec mt lesson life.. more criticism coming since he's here.. have to be prepared..

della___daaa~~~

brr..rrr..

2008-01-05T16:49:00.000+08:00

credits for KEETENG and OLGA for the pics. im so unwell.. temp 38degrees. cant breathe. haf to breathe thru mouth. wth.. felt so weak. felt so hot..hehe.. still have to study for supp tests.. omg.. oh god.

hey, thnx for the speedy recovery wishes.(:

menerima kau pergi OST andai ku tahu

ku punya rasa
tak terungkapkan
hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
berat menerima kau pergi
tanpa alasan juga kau buat aku bertanya

beribu senandung
yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya suka ku
kata termanis hanya untuk dia kekasih sepanjang hidup
ku masih merindukannya

apakah ku amat
berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi ku sendiri

beribu senandung
yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara
dahaga sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk kekasihku
ku masih merindukannya

apakah ku amat
berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi ku sendiri

namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi
aku sendiri
acha septriasa n IRWANSYAH!!

bye brown hair, hello black hair!!parttwo.

2008-01-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

okay.

now lets talk about 1st jan 2008.

ermm, nthg much.

went to kenduri. had fun spending tym with cousins. then went to IMM to buy my school bag. ended up spending more time at the park there. "I" played at the playground. [who cares coz im not wearing baju kurung, im wearing jeans to kenduri]. i was the only one, not my younger cousins and brothers but was me who got wet playing with water. lol. me, brothers and cousins took on the stage and cant stop singing.. oh, theres a stage btw. we tookit as ours. haha.. who cares..reached home about 11plus then pack up sch stuff and uniform then slept about ~0200hrs.

now lets talk about 2nd jan 2008.

waited for bus for 20mins. like WTF. then reached school. i was so SQUARE with my NEW and BIG uniform. long skirt. to me its long ah. then went up the hall. there speech and nagging on stage. then there was attire and hair check. those caught was sent home. i tot my hair colour wasnt that obvious because during the holiday i didnt get to compare my hair with any black hair. luckily i wasnt caught. when reached the classroom,

tcher: nadhirah, now then i can see ur hair colour.

i: err...

tcher: did you dyed ur hair?

i: mmm, ya.. b..b..but i planned to dye back my hair liao.

tcher: by when can you do that?

i: by this week.. this week..

tcher: ah..by today can?..

i: aiyah.. okaylah.. hmm yaa..

dottssss... WTH la.

saw sec2 peeps in long pants. cute..

after school theres campcraft training. was okay. theres some conflict goin on ystd. i oso dunno wad happened coz i dun understand. i dun understand things other than bahasa indonesia, malay and english..haha so, i dun understand.. went home, bought food and buy henna. sis wasnt at home so i have to wait for her to come back home. while waiting for her, i did my hmwk on the bed= doze off. i woke up to realise that my sis already sleep beside me.. grrr.. damn pissed off.. so i quickly make the paste and piak on my hair.. boohoo.. bathe at 12plus am.. freezing.

lastly lets talk about today.

woke up to bathe again even tho i've bathe 5hours earlier. waited for bus. i cant believe i really moved when blown by the strong wind. aiyah.. at sch, i was telling everyone that my hair is black! hoho. i realised only the seen part of my hair is black but the unseen hair where u can see only when the hair is flipped, is still the same colour. i cant imagine the next tym when i tie my hair. diff side of my hair will haf diff colour. haixx.. had career planning programme and we got back the results for our profiling survey. i got high S.. not high ass..

my strength

click for clearer view.

hmm..

della___daaa~~~

bye brown hair, hello black hair!!

2008-01-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

omg.. im busy now..
i'll update soon about first day of sec4..
about the enrichment programme we had just now and many more if i got the chance to update next time...
for now..
della___daaa~~~

bye2007..hello2008

2007-12-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

busyy..

2007-12-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

dots.... so long never post.. busy laa..

3days of first aid course.. which we all passed!!

a day of campcraft training.. which was tiring..

a day of walking in super high heels.. which is today, my cousins engagement day.. haha..

3days of first aid course was nice.. but everyday fork out money to eat lunch.

aiyah but.. good lah.. now i can save ur life!! i can do CPR liao.. so anytime u feel lyk drowning or fainting, call me..hahaha. we all passed.. yayy!!!!

campcraft training was pressurizing.. the gadget thingy.. haixx..

cousin's engagement was alright.. engaged for 2 years then get married.. haha.. when's my turn?? haha jokingjoking!!

della___daa~~~

hohoho.. merry xmas!!(:

2007-12-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

im good.. im nice.. ooops, i let him copied?? why the hell im that nice?o_O
busyy ppl.. hardworking ppl.. adorable person??
nice eh..
bt i look kinda weird..
copying machine.. haha
im not in the picture coz im busyy^_^
a perfect happy family.. haha jkjk..

titanic is it??

EIFFEL I'M IN LOVE!!

haha.. after so long, ive got the chance to watch the movie. heheee. i love this movie. btw its an indonesian movie. but i love dealova movie better and love is cinta best.. these movies are just so cute. although the boys in 'eiffel im in love' arent that cute (which is the reason i mostly watch indon movies), i still love it. these movies are just good enough to make your heart beats like.. hmm...i dunno.. u shuld watch it on ur own..damn interesting.. haixx..it is as if u are brought into the movie.. now im looking for anyone to tell how the story goes.. yeah.. here comes my sissy.. my first victim..yeah!!

btw, my parents arent at home, my sissy just came back from work so she slept just now so, i did a miracle.. i did the chores!! believe it??!!! i washed my toilet, washed the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, make my parents' bed, swept the floor make my own lunch meal.. and arranged the things.. hahaha!! im proud of me.. are u?? of course u are.. haha.. whoever u are.. so i cant be blamed for watching the indon movies.. coz ive did my part except to my own room which is still in a mess.. duh..

what i like about christmas is that the tv channel is filled with interesting programmes 24/7..

della___daa~~~

i cant feel my left arm! is it still working?!

2007-12-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

finally some pics of us at sentosa came. taken from farah's blog coz all the pics is in her hands..hehe.. still waiting for more..
trisome.ignore my tummy
nad and james. we listening to this old-and-antic-but-not-working radio. hahaha

omg..its true. i cant feel my left arm.. kinda numb and when the weather is cold, i'll feel some pain. im typing mostly with my right hand fingers.
it started after campcraft training yesterday.
~firstly, becoz i did pt after so long didnt train
~secondly, i carried some logistics
~thirdly, and the most obvious reason why my hand hurts so much is because of the gadget making.
i am the cutter cum gadget.
i have to cut the twines and measure.
i have to make a gadget within 7mins.
the gadget must be able to hold a mass tin filled with water 30cm above the ground.
the gadget must have moveable parts.
the gadget must be special.
AND, I HAVE TO MAKE THE GADGET ALONE!!
wah, our exnco BS n ZW plus sirGL keep pressurize me to do faster.
my first try was 11mins, then improved to 10mins, 9mins plus.
thnx to the exsirs[haha], GL, frens, amalina, ratna for stressing me..lol
i still have a lot of practice to do. my fingers have blisters thanks to the twines and the rush to complete the gadget. ALONE LE..

just now was asyraf's 7th birthday. we went to ecp to bbq. halfway, it rained.
we went back so early about 830pm..

i drew this for bdae boy. im a good sis-sy. i drew this together with other pics in an A3 size paper. the actual picture is 8times bigger..

my watch. no mater how many times its dipped in the pool, it'll not spoil coz its a watch filled with love bought by my mama.

della___daaa~~~

uh huh!

2007-12-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

yeah hady baby.
a complete heart of mine filled with hady.
u gotta tilt ur head. btw, i totally agree with this.
btw, this is wad it says: always write the name of ur loved ones in a circle because a circle flows on and on without breaks unlike heartshape. so there goes on ur love too.
now u have to tilt ur head 360degrees to read.LOL

so, are u?
nice drawing huh?hehe..
and him of course, my taufik darling.hehe!
this stuffs were drawn by me past few days!! during the holidays, i've been wasting ink and papers. ahahaha..:)))))))
just now i went to sch for np but halfway through, i went home coz tmr is hari raya haji aka hari raya korban aka hari raya aidiladha! i have to be good if not, the goat wont be the one get slaughter but it'll be me.!! ahaha. later i'll be goin to my nyai's how's to cook! me? cook? yeah! for tmr laa. this year i'll be visiting only one house since i only left with maternal grandparents unlike the past years.;((
ooh.. just now for np, only few turn up. i was un entangling the twine when si yi screamed!there was a COCKroach. she ran down to get baygon. haha. so cute. we were suffocated by the smell. i was like ehemm ehemm*cough**cough*. they end up cleaning the room. me jonny, shikin and evan still unentangle the twine. then i went home. on the way home, i saw fahmi and bingsheng. yarh whatever.
still walking beside the sch, suddenly amir from inside the sch shouting, "nadhirah! heyy! u bought ur books? orh horh, today last day.. u going home? oh okay.. bye.."
i was like," eh heyy!not yet. oh. ya. okay. bubbye..". hahaha
so now while waiting for my mama cutting the 7chickens, i'm updating my blog.
mind u, tmr is the encore telecast of ASIAN IDOL.yippeeee!!
selamat hari raya!
della___daa~~~

HADY!!!

2007-12-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

yeah! hady won!

see, my good-luck-flying-kisses-of-love really works! it even reached jakarta! its proven!in my previous previous post, i gave hady my flying kisses, and obviously he won! yeah! and mind u my kisses are precious!hahaha...

im so damn proud of him. my taufik will too cause hady sang his winning song which belongs to taufik! haha! thnx to ppl from other countries who chose hady as their second choice thinking he wont win! haha.. i saw an article saying hady got 28% votes, jac got 27%, abhijeet got 15%, mau got 12%, vy got 11% and mike got 7%.. the percentage seems quite close but out of millions of votes, its sure a big difference. ahh!!!

when the result was out, i shrieked without i myself realising it until my lil bro cried cause his ears hurts. i cant sleep well as im too happy!!
della___daaa~~~

VOTE FOR HADY!!

2007-12-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

ASIAN IDOL! TONIGHT!!
I WANT HADY TO WIN!! PLEASE...
GO HADY! GO HADY!
I WANT HIM TO MAKE SINGAPORE PROUD!!
ARGHH SO MANY PPL DUN HAVE FAITH IN HIM..
HADY AND TAUFIK ARE MY ASIAN IDOLS!! HAHA!
GO HADY! MAKE US PROUD N MAKE MY TAUFIK PROUD TOO!
FLYING KISSES FROM ME TO JAKARTA!!
HEHEHEEE!
LOVE, DELLA___DAAA~~~

im alone at home and so i've just done cooking!

prata filled with sambal!!

eaten..[da pandai masak, dah boleh kahwin!]yayy!

love is cinta

get that??!

della___daaa~~~

my happy ending(:

2007-12-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

i've always loved avril lavigne.

vanessa n zac.you are the music in me
dellla___daaa~~~

zzzzbuzzzz

2007-12-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

Favourite~
colours: hmm.. pink?yellow?purple?orange? ahh forget it. u name it, i'll like it!
sports: is CHEERING a sport??singing.ooops!singing is not a sport..sorry=X
icecream: chococolate n cookies&cream(shit!now im drooling)!
Current~
mood: stressed(i have to finish my npcc project before 9am later, and i still need some sleep)-_-
time: 1254AM-_-zz
surroundings: quiet..
annoyances: yaya's phone vibrating saying '1newmsg'.but she's sleeping!!
First~
bestfriend: rohaziqah.yah..the 3T1 rohaziqah.
crush: the power rangers guy called 'jason' and during K1.oops..
movie: lion king!
music: 'dont cha'!born to be a PCD.haha. i cant recall.. ask my mama what song she sang while im in her tummy.
Last~
drink: milo.
crush: dora the explorer's "DIEGO".. omg. he's a cartoon!
phone call: asyraf. my lil bro called to inform me that singapore.vs.thailand has commenced.
played: ball.^^
gone out with good friends: last friday.. sentosa!!
broken a law: now.im using com so early in the morning.
been arrested: not yet.haha((:
been on tv: cant rmmbr. during sec1? haha. why dun they ask last time been in the newspaper?coz its just happened few weeks back.=P
kissed someone you dont know: tmr.. haha.. never laa..
5 things i'm good at~
1) laughing
2) laughing
3) laughing
4) laughing
5) laughing. omg! dats all dat im good at? shit!

omg! singapore lost to thailand 3-0. wtf! its been long since thailand won a match against us. whatever. theres just some ppl in the team that i dislike. ismail yunos did a great job. ridhuan n amri too.. nahh.. its over.

just now i went to study at the voiddeck again. with yaya. she's done with olvls. its now me. she brought her novel to read while accompanied me. after awhile, we went to eat. then i get back to study. there were few guys smoking and singing there. 9plus we got back home. i managed to do a few things bt none of it completed.shit!
im off to complete my project.
della___daa~~~

ihavetocrackmybrains.

2007-12-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

352days ago.. haha
=_=
my 2007's drawing.. my boyfriend.. ermm..an anime??but he's really cute..

this is wad u get having siblings working in f&b.. food of course..

i want to study. but..

heart:i want to study!!

brains:me too!! wait ah...(moving really slow)

body:no!! please no!! not now.. later can??

dats why.. how?? the one saying the magic courtesy word wins.. which is my body.. coz it says 'please'.. get it?

i went to study ALONE dat day, at my voiddeck. one hour later, i went back home. im scared. really. these two indian guys was sitting on the table beside mine, and asked for the time. but its kinda weird. its lyk as if none of them have a watch or a time in their phone. i told them the time and walk off with my things unpack. i just grabbed everything and walk off.. haha..

so.. thats the story.

yesterday.

we went to my grandma's house.. reached home about 10 to continue watching the haunted mansion. but we realised that we didnt bring the keys. whatthefuck!! so papa parked outside tjshoppingcentre to watch the soccer match. lahh.. shit. so me and mama slept in the van.. 11plus.. papa brg us home again, thinking yaya would be back from work any sooner. i told him dat yaya end her work at 12. still she has to packed her stuff, clean the place before going home. papa left us at the voiddeck to go to 7-11 and dunno where.. we were scared laa for god sake.. wad if theres bad guys tried to hurt us?? freak laa.. luckily, there was none. yaya reached home at 1220AM. we wash up and wnet to bed.

farah still havent send me the np bbq outing.. so lets waitt..

della___daa~~

(#^.^#)

2007-12-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

when winter comes in summer;
when there's no more forever;
when lies becomes the truth..
that's when i'll stop loving you..
everyones OUT. yaya working. mama, papa, acep, akmal went to changi 30mins ago. me, still here.
della___daaa~~~

(=

2007-12-08T14:49:00.000+08:00

yesterdays' trip was CUTE! walked to school with nadz and farah. we were CUTE. reached school, saw our CUTE np mates. then had had to wait for quite sometime before boarding the bus. tried to talk to mdm nisha's CUTE son. his name is ermmm...handsome?is it? haha.. . in the bus, we were busy taking pictures. reached sentosa then enter the images of singapore. it was soooper CUTE! nicee... but i was scared to death by this CUTE-doll-like guy. he was acting like a doll and it really works. i was fooled laa.. i tot he wont scare us since he scare the bunch of ppl before us.. when jonny walked pass him, he didnt react, so i look closely to his face and suddenly... BOO!! woah.. i was fucking shocked laa. i was struggling by pushing everyone out of that CUTE place. but it was CUTE! thnx ah..
we completed the worksheet. then took pictures with james n them. at last, before exit that place, spent some time to let my eu.. haha.. imean junwei to copy my answers. then its free n easy time!! woots!! me, su, farah, nadz wanted to go through the CUTE dragon trail but it was halfway closed due to some constructions. we board the bus to find a food store. end up eating smoked chicken roll from 7-11. haha! CUTE! walked along siloso beach. then i go change to shorts.had to rush back liao. get back to bus, then was harrassed by them. getting dizzy so i selpt on the other free seats. haha. heyy, u think my hair toy ah? huh?? haha.. joking joking. was so cold laa..coz its aircon+rainy weather.
here comes the best part- we reached east coast park!! yayy!! but the CUTEST part was starting the fire! those who started the fire were so CUTE n engrossed. u ppl shuld see how we started the fire. so CUTE!
CUTE ppl who=
start the fire:junwei me mrtan surianah
control the fire: us too, fadli, uncle
prepare the food:farah, nadz
bbq the food:them too, ashikin, surianah, uncle
test the food:mdmnisha, ppl who started the fire esp mrtan
crack the chicken bones[haha]: farah, mrtan
eat the food:ermm..all?
whatever it is, we worked hand in hand. right right?
then chatted with handsome awhile. then they played the number games. the 1-99.. kinda lyk dat. i didnt play. [the floor is wet, dirty, and i cant possibly dirty my new shorts.] so i take care of handsome. junwei didnt play too.. i dunno why. yarh. then james lied to handsome that im not a princess but a witch n a monsters. i said im a princess. he believed me! see, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY! its time to go back to school. i was sleeping alone at the back. ended up sitting beside jonny coz i was scared but still wanted to listened to mdm nisha's ghost story. yes yes. i sounded pathetic. but who cares. after dat, i slept on the two empty seats somewhere in front. i curl up and cuddle myself. doze off. junwei woke me up since we are reaching school. so i sat quietly. im freezing and i cant do anything. he was lyk ask me whether i still wanna sleep, i shook my head. then he ask whether im cold, i nodded my head. so, he close the air-con thingy. im so dumb! why i didnt think of doing dat. aiyaa.. so thanks to junwei.(:
walked to busstop. was worried if my bus came the latest, then i'll be alone. coz noone take the same bus as me. mind u its 11pm. luckily, my bus came first. yay! woah. relived. coz wad if im the last, i will be all alone. reached home abt 11plus. then watched tv. bathe at 12pluss.. next..ZZZZZZZ(:
didnt upload the pics, coz still waiting for it from farah!
but the fun we had and those little little things that happened yesterdae will also be remembered.really. but i dun think u noe.
della_daaa~~

woohoo!!

2007-12-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

I see you looking at meLike I got some things for youAnd the way that you stareDon't you dare'Cause I'm not about toJust give it all up to you'Cause there are some things I won't doAnd I'm not afraid to tell youI don't ever want to leave you confusedThe more you tryThe less I by itAnd I don't have to think it throughYou know if I'm into youI dont need a man to make it happenI get off being freeI don't need a man to make me feel goodI get off doing my thingI don't need a ring around my fingerTo make me feel completeSo let me break it downI can get off when you ain't aroundOh!You know I got my own lifeAnd I bought everything that's in itSo if you want to be with meIt ain't all about the bling you bringingI want a love that's for realAnd without that then no dealAnd baby I don't need a hand If it only wants to grab one thingThe more you tryThe less I biteAnd I don't have to think it throughYou know if I'm feeling youI don't need a man to make it happenI get off being freei dont need a man to make me feel goodI get off doing my thingI don't need a ring around my fingerTo make me feel completeSo let me break it downI can get off when you ain't aroundOh!Let it goLet it goLet it goLet it go[Repeat 4X]I don't need aI don't need a man, I don'tI don't need a man I'll get me through'Cause I know I'm fine I feel brand newI don't need aI don't need a man, I don'tI don't need a man I'll make it through'Cause I know I'm fine Without you!I don't need a man to make it happenI get off being freeI don't need a man to make me feel goodI get off doing my thingI don't need, a ring around my fingerTo make me feel completeSo let me break it downI can get off when you ain't aroundOh!I don't need a man (I'm over you)I don't need a man (I'm over you)I don't need a man (I'm without you)(I'm over you)I don't need a manI don't need a manI don't need a manOh!

jumpyy!!

2007-12-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

http://s171.photobucket.com/albums/u311/hynpcc/2007/Kota%20Tinggi/?start=all i still cant get over the most amazing adventure camp ever!!
aiyah, lazy to upload one by one.. might as well if anybody wanna see dora the explorer's adventure, just click the link..up here..hehe.. but some unforgettable ones, are here>>
fans taking photo with their idol, doratheexplorer(the one in white, beside the blue shirt) heheheee
he sat so comfortably while my legs are falling aparts.
dat day, we didnt go iceskating. i didnt even go lunch with them. i went for kenduri.
these few days, i've been:
1.watching rented vcds
2. sewing
3.sewing
4.sewing
andd.. sewing....
all right.. i shuld go study.. so.. i shall go study ALONE at library or at my voiddeck tmr.. sadded<<'supercalifragilisticexpialidocious'. darn!
soo..im gonna study. but the conditional promotion to sec4 really haunting me. it gives me goosebumps. help.. help.
todayy, went to school for campcraft comp thingy. met fadli issac james then went in. most of the sec2 guys were ermmm... aiyah, better not say.. im okay with them tho. we cracked our brains to think of the gadget. then got briefing on the heritage badge n test. still have to do project. alamak.
this fri, have trip to sentosa then eastcoastpark for bbq.. cool??
just now farah n nadz n me go jp then we ate kfc. then the toilet. haha.. we ate alot, talk alott too!! haha.. i got to noe things that i nvr knew, and things that we've forgotten.. lyk about pcds, 2e3, him, him, and him...
soo, they are planning to have pcds outing.. hope it'll be great!!(:
della___daaa~~~

im DORA the EXPLORER!!

2007-11-29T08:47:00.000+08:00

the malaysia trip was sooooper niice!!! imagine.. an adventure camp- staying in air-conditioned-plus-hot-bath resort, dipped in swimming pool, 3 great meals a day, shopping for food, pillow fight, went to waterfall.. its heaven!! went for a dangerous hiking to a waterfall, climbing roots, crossing fast-flowing-and-deep river, climbing cliffs, walking on slimy rocks.. i felt like im DORA the EXPLORER!! watched fire flies. doing things that i never tought i would survive doing. its my first school-based overseas trip n it was GREAT!! waiting for mr tan to upload the photos. then i'll elaborate more. only the 10 of us plus 3 teachers will noe how thankful we are to do those stuff n spending time together.

we really bonded lurh.. nightwalk was scary.. to those ppl whose hands were grabbed, haha.. thanks for the helping hand from all of u.. plus, the motivation. how little mermaid turned into happy feet, lion king become mojo jojo.. haha.. mr tkw, ur heavy, u nearly break my leg into pieces when playing laps it. hahaha..

i love this overseas trip.. wooohooo!!!

im going for my cheerleading practice..i mean training.. then after lunch, maybe going ice-skating. soooo till next time...__happy me
doraTHEexplorer___daaa~~~
haha
della___daaa~~~

......

2007-11-24T14:16:00.000+08:00

im mourning.. my grandmum passed away yesterday. 23nov about 930am lyk dat. omg.. i just cant blif.. she always said that she wont live long. she's been saying it since 10 yrs ago. so this time when she said she'll be going, im not that convinced. the next day, she left. i dunno how to describe. altho she's not my favourite grandmom, i still felt her absence. haix.. i felt rilly guilty. i didnt even get to visit her at the hospital cos i'm busy with the camps. the last tym i saw her alive was during first day of hari raya. n the next tym i saw was when she was lying in the bed. no, in my aunt's living room with her face covered with white cloth. i didnt even get to send her to the grave. but at least i got the chance to kiss her forehad for the last tym. n i just cant blif, the night before she left, before i sleep, ive said some prayers n i told god that i hope she forgive all my mistakes n sins to her and i said ive kept no more grudge towards her. cos i know when she was still alive, i didnt got along well with her. ive always got into quarells with my dad involving her. but now, i have no more grudge towards her. may god place her with the religious, nice n good ppl. and may she be resting in peace. i cried watching my dad touching her face knowing she was dead. my youngest aunt cant accept the fact that her mom has left. she planned to sleep with her mom that night so accompany her for her last breath. but sadly, she doesnt get the chance. she left too early. my another aunt was ,.. i dunno.. in the evening, she sat alone in the kitchen sitting opposite my late grandmom's favourite sit. my aunt was talking as if she was talking and forcing my grandmom to drink and end up crying out loud. i was so stunned. speechless.. my late grandmom passed away after 10 years her late husband who is my pure javanese late granddad passed away. he passed away when i was five. now its her turn to meet god. haixx.. tmr there will be another gathering/kenduri. i hope i can go despite i have to leave early for camp the next morning.
oh ya. ive watched princess diaries 2. ive now started to rent vcds n dvds. cos i realise its more worth it. i've target to rent john tucker must die. its more safe than watching on the net and much worthful than watch movies or buy the movies.
still mourning.. no mood to enjoy myself. i may not be online tmr cos i'll be busy packing my stuff for camp. a camp again. but its overseas. i'll be back on wednesday. dats wen i'll be back to blog and online [if ive got enuf rest]. on thursday i'll be having cheerleading practice. haixx. busy november.
della___daaa~~~ ~_+

fark larr.

2007-11-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt get to go to sentosa with them):
neh mind.. yesterdae had debrief for my overseas trip camp. damn excited.. cant wait.. maybe the 10 of us sleeping in resorts.. yayy!! im enthu..
then went for police heritage centre.. nice place.. got one old photo there, a picture of a guy who really look like knife.. haha.. no joke..
just now im late for the painting project at pap. 9plus, reached. i tried to find the pap on my own since i dun want to disturb lier since i tot she has started painting. reached there, i found noone. then, i received a msg saying that todays painting cancelled.. wad fark. then i have to find my way back to the bustop. the ppl who came yesterday knew.. but didnt tell.. he even laughed.. its lyk so-not-funny. finefine..
im soo excited dat ive decided to pack my camping stuff now.. ohh and btw, the camping is at kota tinggi resort. nice mann.. theres me, nadz, su, amalina, jon, bearbear, kaywee, fadli, nigel, hongkeng.. yayy!!
ohh, just now i met amalina and atiqah? is it how it spells? nvrmind. they said they attend the berita harian camp and met BY DEFination and ALIFFaziz!! cool.. but not as cool as the tym i met JDI~screams~.. but im sure missed meeting aliff.. haha..
my cousin has ben stayig at my house since sunday.. he sure keeps my bros accompanied n happy((:
cant blif its going to be 1 week since my annual camp.. tym passes really fast..the next thing i noe, i'll be leaving for camp on monday..~ FYI, im enthu coz this is my first tym im having oversea trip with schoolmates..heheheeeeee...only 3days2night hope it'll be fun..
melissa is off to~~ gonna miss~~..
i heard today is the release of psle results.. all the best ppl..
della___daa~~~

im not showing but it doesnt mean dat...ehemm... wadever..
stupid cupid stop pickin' on me((:!!STUPID CUPID!!!! Heheeeee

nicee(:

2007-11-21T18:52:00.001+08:00

sembunyi by misha n andy

my song((:

sad.. cant go sentosa with them)):
but hope they enjoy..(:

i wont hate, i promise.. currently, i dun give a flying fuck in those kinda things arent i?? arghh.. who cares..ryte?
della___daaa~~~

cheers!!!(:

2007-11-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

still loads of pics.. lazyy to upload lurh.
here i goo.. 1st day,
came sch at 7.. with our fat bags. den aftre some debrief, they continued with bunk in and pt. then games. cn see some teamwork. glad they happy lurh. me n nigel go get walkietalkie. den had knots n lashing n drills. we practise fancy too. then lunch. eateateat. got campfire prep too. minesweeper next. wahlao. i cannot play coz i nvr change n no tym mah. but fateh go pour water on me.. shit laa. i wear white shirt le. can see thru. felt so insecure. dinner tym! den nightwalk. so fun.. got jacksparrow, fieldcake.. i had fun tickling them with broom, make eerie sounds n sitting back to back with them. look so dumb, blindfolded ma. i cant imagine how i look lyk last tym.haha. then treasure hunt. i hide with nadz. the clue to us is 2N4A1Z2D3H2R1E. haha. had firedrill twice. sleepy ler..
2nd day. got open house. did fancy. so pissed wen got some ugly motivation. but good tho. then i slept with uniform on for two hours in log room. tired lah.me, acc run here n there. got pop for sir kelvi.. sad lurh. gonna miss him.. campfire prep i did with grp 1 n 2. goodjob! campfire was nice. then sleep..
3rd day. got probs but solved. i did area cleaning with grp 1. goodjob!!
lazyy to talk much. sooo, WELL DONE TO NCOS N CAMPERS..!!CHEERS!!((:
della___daaa~~

si beh jia lat.(:

2007-11-18T13:37:00.000+08:00

hynp annual camp.. ncos tired lurh.. but fun! now no mood to update alott even tho i have loads to say laa.. im tired. next tym when i get the pics of us at the camp, i'll post it up.. the starting of the camp quite tired run up and down the school.. the walkie talkies.. campfire,area cleaning, firedrills, fancy drills, bathing tym[hehe], night walk.. aiyah loads of things to say.. next tym then update.. thnx to the ppl who say, me, being the ACC means the assistant c*** commandant.. lol.. and thnx to batch 7(sec 2) ppl who cant stop calling me 'short hair', 'short stuff'.. haha.. but nice camp altho alot of conflict here and there..hmmm..
della___daaa~~~

lurhh..

2007-11-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
had fancy drill training[again]. end up nice.. ideas andd iideas eqqualss to great achievements.. tadaaa... but tiring tho.. tried with songss.. via phone of course.. lunch at banquet.. bonding session..duhh.. then had to do open house poster.. if not, we've got no time.. spent our bloodyy time till 6pm at shop to finish the posters. little materials, yet good work done..(:
today,
tired lurh.. came before 9. they reached before me.. before lunch, we were busy polishing our badges. ncc had their camp today. then went to buy rations at jw shengs. wad the hell, first tym in my life, bought so many of the same things. only left 7 curry chicken.. sobs): and theres no stock of maggie curry)):.. went to brg rations to log room, then went to eat tomyam maggie at shop with shikin and nadzz.. it rained so... then when the sun is back,[when theres sunshine we'll shine to gether, told u i'll b there forever] haha.. we had rifle drill and fancydrill..
did with songs.. cool..hahaha(((:
tmr till sunday have camp lurhh.. dotss...
will be away.. below are the song they addicted to..hehe
della___daa~~~
.

slackingg(:

2007-11-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

1) Li eR
2) farah
3) olga
4) nadz
5) shann
6) keeteng
7) surianah
8) knife
9) melissa
10) ark
blah. i took five minutes to squeeze out these names lah!
(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
[KEETENG]me..! duhh...hehe(:
(Is no.9 a male or female?)
[melissa]female..girl lar(:
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
[surianah&ark]?good? how would i noe.(:
(What is no.2 studying about?)
[farah]now?her sc stuffs?i dunno coz now she kinda busy n no chance to ask(:
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
[olga]chat?its been long coz now its a holiday(:
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
[knife]err..not sure(:
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
[li er]yup.an older bro.innocent one(:
(Will you woo no.3 =)?)
[olga]of course.always.(:
(How about no.7?)
[surianah]woo her?she woo me..but im never felt wooed by her..haha
(Is no.4 single?)
[nadz]guess so(:
(What's the surname of no.5?)
[shann]Lee({
(What's the name of no.10?)
[ark]syafik?ark?(:
What's the hobby of no.4?)
[nadz]saying 'angkat gambar'(:
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
[shann&melissa]maybe.if im not wrong they're from d same pri sch and they both once went to hongkong together(:
(Where is no.2 studying at?)
[farah]her room? my sch? why?(:
(Say something casual about no.1)
[li er]she ROARed..rilly..lyk this:RAWRR!lol(:
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)
[knife]knife?no..he wouldnt like it either.. haha(:
(Where does no.9 live?)
[melissa]near my sch(:
(What color does no.4 like?)
[nadz]urmm..loads lar..bt actually she dun mind, any colour u give, she will take(:
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
[shann&lier}best?friends lar(:
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
[surianah&farah]yeahh(:
(How did you get to know no.2?)
[farah]same class mah.in sec 1(:
(Does no.1 have any pets?)
[li er]yes.a lion.lol(:
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
[surianah]no but she sure have nice ****. she's not!i am hahaha(:

bleargh..today no fancy drill practice..):

dottss...(:

2007-11-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

these are the ones im looking for..
i am rilly in love with dealova the movie.how? wad do ppl in love do?i mean ppl in love with a 'suuper sad,sweet story/movie' do? sobs.. btw, his name is benjamin joshua, as dira, and evan sanders as ibel..lurh.. i love the movie.. if only i could explain everything about that story in this blog. maybe i could. videos?..hehe(:
just now had fancy drill practice.. started at 2++pm.. actually reached sch at 9.. then slack2 in np room.. watching melissa performing for her 'concert'. haha. then 10++ went to have breakfast at mcD.. its raining raining ooh baby its raining raining come in to me come in to me now its raining more than ever. under my umbrella ella ella eh[oops, nt under my umbrella but under lier's umbrella]lol.. btw THNX Li eR!!for sharing your mickey umbrella ella ella eh.haha there's me,lier,melissa,jonathan,siyi,n fadli. haha. super fun playing in the rain. reached back to sch, slacked in np room again coz its raining so cannot do fancy drill. then tym for debrief. camp debrief. they think im a joke ah? wad the fark! so wad!im gonna make ur life *********. haha. even tho im not a sadist. shut up!of coz i wont lurh.. nadhirah is a good girl..duhh..(:
woahkays..during fancy drill paractice alot of things happened.. some cant balance, some could, some joke arnd while practising, new songs, nise drills, got some scoldings and many more.. haha.. 5days to actual day, 4 more days to practice. camp have loads of things planned.on the 16th, 17th, 18th..
later im watching HEROES.. haha.. yay.. 2hours of tv.. now yaya at chalet.. 3days 2night.. sobs, evryone else got class gathering xcept for mine. noe y? becoz, wen i just asked for $two class fund, i took them months to pay up. so imagine if they were told to pay more than that eg $ten for outing or gathering? maybe the fund will be collected completely when i've grown 10inch of armpit hair which equals to NEVER!lol..heee.. im gonna have a hole in my pocket since we'll be having practice [i mean the money to eat lunch] evryday this week plus ration money..urgh..sad..
off to watch heroes..tmr n tmr tmr will be a loonnngggg dayy..
della___daaa~~~(:

free tym.~~dealova 100th post

2007-11-11T15:58:00.000+08:00

just finish kareoke-ing.. just bathe...
oh ya..yesterday i watched yhe movie DEALOVA.sweet lar.. but why dat guy have to die.. and why must both of them love the same girl. end up ibel gets karra after dira died.. so sweet.. he try not to love her as he knew he will die sooner or later.. but the girl's attention gave him the spirit to live life to the fullest.. and so on.. i heard the movie is based on a novel.. no matter wad, i'll find that novel..
dats it.. im tired trying to explain about the movie.
woahkays..gotta go.my aunty coming over..
the whole of next week from monday to sunday..maybe wont get to updtae often..((:
della___daaa~~
wait!!
SOMEONE,
SOMEWHERE,
IS MADE FOR YOU.-diltopagalhai
wondering where is the someone who is made for me..hehe
della___daaa~~((:

busy busy busy plus BORRINGGG=_=

2007-11-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

heyy..i aint no saddist u noe. i dun smile when ppl cry..n i dun cry when ppl smile.. im wont jeer at ppl's happiness.. come on, for god sake.. i dun smile being heard someone's heart crack, u noe.. im not a saddist..really..n i dun look like one either.
im fine(:
today had fancy drill training.. fun larr.. i learnt a lott..thnxx ppl.. the fancy drill was fancy..duhh...hahaha..its for open house..it'll turn out great and nice.. ouh by the way.. our annual camp will be from 16nov to 18nov.. im sure it'll turn out well..
november ssoooopper busy.. then hope have tym to study in december.
woahkay..today's post quite borringg coz itz my boorrinnggg mood.
DELLA___daaaa~~~

im a princess!!yeah ryte..((:

2007-11-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

i cried when i decided to cut my hair some more dat day. coz, my sis said i my hair look like princess mia in princess diaries.i regretted so much.

but after i saw this book yeterday at tampines mall, i sreamed happily since i will still look lyk princess mia.[look at this picture below] we have the same hair.wooooooTTTSS!!!!!! im happy.. same hair, same hair colour..YAAyyyssss!!im happy. im not regretting having this soooper short hair..im a princess!!

just add a little tiara on it and push my hair a little back, it'll look the same..hahahahahahahahaha...
yesterday family not at home..so me n yaya did sth to our hair..then travel all the way to the east again..to tm..reached home about 11pm. yesterday was deepavali n the train was packed with...we were so dizzy dat we FIGHT for seats..haha.. this week my yaya is busy with job interviews.if she get the job, this means,..hehehe..
kk..dats all..tell the other stories tmr..
btw i have a personal blog somewhere..some stories might be there..shhh...
i have a busy november..
della__daaa~~~

2007-11-06T11:46:00.000+08:00

nadhirah may explode without warning

M
EXPLOSIVE

From Go-Quiz.com
haha..just found this website which help to do your own warning signs..cool

heyy..

2007-11-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

watch the 51st sec.favourite siah.ngomong sama tangan!lol(:
not a girl not yet a woman.

im not missing you

jangan bilang tidak.

raffi ahmad n ayushita.he's so cute.

questions anyone??

2007-11-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
what guys?shut up!how am i suppose to noe!but it looks cute in one of d shows i love(:
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
short party dress.princess will look nice in anything.lol.its nt a must for a princess to wear a big poofy dress..ryte,me?haha(:
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
read?duh..-_-
4. Group dates or single dates?
hmm..nvr tot of dat.but group better.coz im not good one on one(:
5. Do you hate it when guys act differently around their friends?
yah.its dumb.and i hate it(:
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
no.dun think so.im a girl.but who's diamond.i never had a bestfreind called diamonds.haha(:
7. Is your hair up or down today?
down.duh..up?lame larh(:
8. Do you straighten your hair?
shut up!i did.but dat was once upon a time before my hair was cut off(:
9. Favorite mascara?
my mum's.haha(:
10. Do you get your nails done?
polishes.but i've dcided not anymore.who would want to look at my fingernails?i dun even have a boyfren to look at it.for toenails,they are in the shoes.so wad for?noone could see if i did anything to them(:
11. Small or large purses?
small.i will carry large purses on one condition.i must have loads of cash and creditcards.but for now, i dont.understand?(:
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
ezlink,cash,plasters.atm card?chickyclub card?haha(:
13. Jeans or sweats?
jeans.sweats?im waiting for a cardigan uniform for cheerleading(:
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
no. at least, most of the time, not.
15. Do you text message a lot?
nope.really(:
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
i would be busy visiting the library.researching for d best baby name(:
17. What’s your favorite color?
hmm.pink.green.blue.purple.red.black.white.shut up!im an art student.i have to love all colours.no favourism(:
18. Heels or flats?
im fine with both.no joke(:
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
duh.im very emotional.actually i cried in every romantic movie i could remmbr.lyk,'love is cinta','heart','a walk to rmmbr' and all..i can even cry watching a comedy.lol(:
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
duhh.almost all the time(:
21. Walmart or Target?
i dun visit online retails(:
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
sometimes.why?bothering you meh?(:
23. Do you like preppy boys?
depends how preppy.n whether siuts their looks larh(:
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
hmm..maybe.but it depends, wad brand of lip gloss.some lip gloss will spoil ur lips.i dun wear lip gloss all the time(:
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope.but my sis do n its kinda nice u noe(:
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
plus morning bath, at least an hour. or maybe less =D
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
nooo. but im fine with it. if i have to.
28. Do you like skater boys?
"he was a skater boi i said see ya later boy,i'll be backstage after the show.."~singing avril's song~(:
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
yah.wished to change somethings(:
30. Gold or silver?
silver.usually my mama n my grandma wear gold stuff.i wouldnt want to look lyk them.lol(:

more..questions anyone?

2007-11-04T18:34:00.001+08:00

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
for now.no.wad shuld i do with flowers?(:
32. Do you like surfer boys?
hmmm..only the one who looks lyk them in baywatch.haha.do they hve SIX pack?if yes, then i'll say yes.lol..jokin(:
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
to where?(:
34. Do you like to wear dresses?
dunno.maybe.wait!i have to like to wear dress.im a princess, remember?(:
35.on a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
6.7985.lol(:
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
my bro.hung up?im not a bat!(:
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
no.im short enuf.cant imagine if he's shorter than me(:
38. Do you like to hold hands?
depends if my bro wanted to.im talking bout my bro here.if my sis, i would want to(:
39. What is the youngest you would date?
hmmmm...i dun want to be called a paedophile(:
40. What is the oldest you would date?
i dun want him to be called a paedophile either(:
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
i would notice that im dumb all of a sudden(:
42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
they sweat cos its hot..or coz im hot.haha.dun puke.honestly,i dunno.lyk real.haha(:
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
should i say??nah..next tym(:
44. Do you like making eye contact?
with?(:
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
nope.unless theres another alternatives like SWEETS!(:
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
dammn.whos that dumb?NO!dun mind if im ugly.your lost!(:
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10 10 10(:
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
always(:
50. Do you yell a lot?
nope.HAHAHAHAHA!I DUN YELL.I SCREAM!lol(:
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pyjamas to school/work?
do u think i would?i wear trackpants to npcc tho.haha(:
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
nah..if he's not impressed with hu i am.his lost!(:
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no.swear(:
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
none?i've just prove it.im still alive, typing here without any makeup on(:
55. Do you fall in love easily?
nope.never easy.all my life ive only love my hearthrob hubby.do i even have one?(:
56. Do you have cramps?
every month.hahaha(:
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
dunno(:

tested and true

2007-11-01T19:13:00.001+08:00

♥ Tested and True ♥

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?

Are we fading?

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

Now you've had your chance
So lets try my way, it's my day
To show you what you're missing, turn around
And feel the winds of change upon your face again
The warm breath of your closest friend
I'm waiting, I'm waiting

Are we fading?

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

I'm scared we'll fall apart tonight
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
I'm scared we'll never make it right
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
Take my hand and hold it tight
Hold it tight

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

i noe this song kinda old..but super nice.. memories..
anywae..daaa~
~dhira~

monster..nybelin banget

2007-10-31T14:47:00.000+08:00

QUIZZ..
Q1. Are you a mothertongue or english freak?
A1. mothertongue.ive been working on malay compo..the weird thing is i've never studied hard for my mt..but i did succed in my mt(:
Q2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
A2. sing?or watch loads of indon movies.coz ive to understand my roots.hahaha(:
Q3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
A3. playpool..wet is better..u wont perspire in playpool lyk u do at playground(:
Q4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
A4. i dun gossipped.i wont talk abt ppl rom their back.n how would i noe if ppl gossipped bout me??=_=
Q5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
A5. Simple.i cant handle complicated stuff.im too young to handle complicated stuff, bt maybe i shuld try sometyms(:
Q6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets???
A6. Alphabets(:
Q7. What makes you pissed off?
A7. loads of stuff.eg.my dad's unreasonable nagging,plus..myself,my patheticness(:
Q8. How's your childhood?
A8. fun.i was pampered coz my sis n i were treated lyk princesses until i turn 8, i gt a bro..life started to change.but nw,my life is still considered as childhood ryte??(:
Q9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
A9. no.(:
Q10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
A10. too long..or maybe just nice..dats y god set up this 24hrs a day(:
Q11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
A11. Who would i be lying if i said no? Of course yes,but only for the first impression.to me, i would try to get to noe better n would nt stick to the first impressioni had on someone(:
Q12. What is attractive in your eyes?
A12. my ideas r attractive to my eyes.even tho its ugly n nonsensicle, to me,its the best, most unique n most attractive(:
Q13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?
A13. Night. i absorb my studies more at night.its scary tho..but peace(:
Q14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
A14. i treasure stuff that i own,alot.dats why my rrom can be called a storeroom with my baby stuff still in.i have my pri sch worksheets in my room.i cant throw them out.i will find n browse thru them every now n then.even tho bullshits(:
Q15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved;how will you react?
A15. cry.wad else i shud do?smile?(:
Q16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
A16. miracles.it sounds fun.bt miracle dun usually happen to me.why?(:
Q17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
A17. trying lah.im d kinda person hard to forget the past.but i'll forget the new stuffs that i just did.but after sometime,i'll remmbr and end up remmbring them forever(:
Q18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
A18. driving lessons.if not drivers cant possibly noe which is the green n red light. n if ppl said its to add colours in ur life,thats bullshit(:
Q19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
A19. no.unless in the situation im hurt too.but i do pity them(:
Q20. Describe yourself as in attitude.
A20. p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c
Q21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
A21. shut up.wad u think im emo?(:
Q22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
A22. happy family.BEAUTIFUL brain.to live life.
Q23. What is your ambition in life?
A23. to be a daughter that my family would proud of((:
Q24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
A24. sometimes(:
Q25. Describe music in your life.
A25. la la la la la...(:
Q26. Which country you would like to go; when you can afford it?
A26. indonesia, as in d beautiful bandung.to meet my hubby.but this is for dis short period of tym.but i'll travel further if i can afford more wen i grow up(:
Q27. What do you think blogging is about?
A27. talking.typing--NONSTOP!!haha(:
Q28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off??
A28. style?who cares about style?as long as i am me.and no one else lyk me(:
Q29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
A29. keep quiet.wad do u xpect?saying-'heyy!look.wanna noe sth?IVE FAILED!!woohoo!!' of coz not larh..

qm jangan ngacok yah.ngaca dulu bisa nggak..
so busy.i'll study..hoping i'll not give up.
daaa....~dhira~

I MISS MY HAIR..kangen banget ama rambutku yg dulu sich!!

2007-10-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

now my hair left 1/3 of it.fuck seyy.. hope it grow faster.. now it looks so weird.. too short liaoz..that hairdresser shave my hair..stupid..begok banget tu anak..
will my hair grow fast enuf?? i miss my hair loads.. my frens noe how long my hair is during hari raya wen its straightened n let down.. i regret having super short hair.. even my bro have longer hair..fuckkk.. i dun feel lyk stepping out of my house wif this kind of hair.. dis killing my self-esteem.. i've became more self-conscious.. fuckkk..
yayy!!watched ku t'lah jatuh cinta till volume 10..thnx banget ya su!!seru banget dech!! aq sayang banget ama raditt!! yayy!!!
just now chem remedial.. experiments were fun.. we broke d evaporating dish..haha..sorry froggy..
fuckk..loads of my holiday activities clashes with each other..
i miss my hair..kangen ama rambut q.. im disgusted by my own hair tauu.. pray hard that i'll grow my hair soon..pls dong..bantuin gue..
sobs..crying..misssing my hair so much..~della~

lameshit!

2007-10-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

pics taken from ark/++'s blog..thnks ark/++..

in a lift..LIFT live to the fullest..hahaha ooops...live live to the fullest..
raye outing was ok.. but the bus trip was ****y.. first of all, i would like to apologize for arriving late at the mrt station.. the bus was much later than me.. haha.. its lyk we spent 15 mins at a house but end up spending 25 mins for the trip.. the bus driver wasnt sure the way of the road most of the tym. lyk wth! but..for the first tym in my life, hari raya trip feels like excursion..lol...
reached home at +-12am..olga's parents sent me home..was damn sleepy but cant sleep..end up sleep really late.. body was aching, feet was tired.. i slept without even bathing.. but hu cares..
fri i didnt go to sch..body was aching lyk crazy.. didnt get to take report book and holiday homework..
today, bear2 woke me up at 835am saying got meeting at 9..i rush le.. reached there gl havent come.. talked about loads of stuff.. i just got to know bout annual camp n chalet.. at 1130, mama came to my sch.. we take the report book liaos.. wah sian ah..
i have to take a revision test and im one of the 12..but i found out i wasnt the bottom 12, so why must take dat test??haiyah..dun understnd ler.. results sux but im abit happy for some subjects..lyk humans, i improve by 2 grades..d rest i improve by 1 grade..haha.. but overall, honestly, i dun want to retain.. who would? i wanna make sure i pass my revision test..god, pls help me..
dats all.. im bored..
atcelli, my hubby's show will start today, at 8.30..heheheheeeeee..

to bloodymother****ers..

2007-10-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

1. What color is your bra?
- as in now?pink..with a bunny face on..haha cute huh?(:

2. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
- dark haired can?(:

3. Are you currently single?
- uh huh!yup.single and unavailable(:

4. How many things in the past do you regret?
- 1,2,3,4...still counting.haha!(:

5. Do you have a best friend?
- hehe..have..(:

6. Who was/is the best guy you ever dated?
- shut up!none.im nvr on a date..):

7. Who was the last person you hugged?
- akmal..my BIG LITTLE bro..(:

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- heart broken?using hammer?haha(:

9. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
- nope.im ugly n so what.my hubby is satisfied with wad i've got..ryte hubby?(:

10. Do you like your life?
- currently,nt so.next decade, maybe.haha!(:

11. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
- if its gonna happen, i wont scold my fren bt i'll scold my boyfren..WHY IN D HELL HE'LL GET EASILY FLIRTED??fuck!ROARR..(:

12. Has a friend ever stabbed you in the back ?
- u mean with a knife or stabbed with an innocent little pen?haha!!even if its yes, i cant remmbr..(:

13. Did you forgive them?
- yup..nadhirah is a nice girl u noe..hehex(:

14. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- hmm.. not just girls n boys..les oso have..maybe more of that.haha(:

15. Have you ever skipped school?
- nope..kiddin..pon loads of days..but if d truancy kinda stuff,NVR..(:

16. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
- i slapped my darl rueyjer..that tym i was playing this kinda lame thing..haha!(:

17. Once upon a timeeee....
- im five, not fifteen..haha!!(:

18. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
- yup!alot..esp my dear enormous arwana fish..ooops..wait!u mean anyone is a person?hahahaha):

19. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- loads of tym..my sis love it when i woke the next morning n said i have chinese' eyes..coz it swells n make my eyes looks puffy n small.wth!(:

20. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
- can i say everyone..i seem to have visual image of everyone i met since i was born, n i cant get rid of them..freaky!(:

21. Do you believe in the saying "once cheater, always a cheater"?
- nope!ppl do change u see(:

22. So far, do you like this survey?
- okaylurh..since this makes d gears in my head working.n i got loads to say..(:

23. Have you ever had a good feeling and it turned out to be right?
- maybe.about 1 out of 10000 tyms..i got jinx i guess(:

24. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- yup..but i bet it wont happen..maybe famous for my uselessness.):

25. Are you currently missing someone?
- +singing im not missing you by stacie orrico+(:

just now i was starving. since i got workshop at jjc.i didnt have had breakfast or recess..fuck!n im unable to grow! mr blinkblink tot im a junior..n he ask the rest of the sec3 guys to take care of 'juniors' including me. wad the fuck! and i hate it wen this sec3 inno guy dun even noe that im sec3. that so emmbarrassing..i guess im invisible all this while.. he dun even noe i exist in his sec3 cohort.wth!
some says im sec 2.. im sec3 lurh FGS!!i cant be pasting a signboard on my forehead saying "im SEC3 lah!!"..knnbccb..i dun think i look that young..or even that small.. it so making me feel low..pulling down my bloody low self esteeem.. i cant say anything more. even tho is disheartening. shit head larh bloodymotherfuckers.. maybe next tym wen i said im taking olvl, ppl will tot im taking psle.. i guess im too adorable for a sec3..dun puke hor..blueks..
i fell asleep on the sofa afer watching d 3rd volume of ku tlah jatuh cinta..i have to watch another 10 volume!!woohoo..movie mania!!
ya udah la.gue udah cepek niih..gue makan dulu ya..lain kali aja ya..nggak lucu tauu..ngerti?? della rindu ama perek-perek yang lain sich..tata~

im pissed..

2007-10-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

btw..my honey has landed safely on earth!!im happy...
just now had financial talk,...den me,su,lier,keeteng,farah,angeline n anson went to bukom island..fun..ferry ride was okay..abit bumpy.. the oil refinery talk was..looong.. i slept..evil me...
but the place was interesting..overall was okay... brain was abit shaky..like shakira's ass...haha...
this fri den get report book..omg..im scared..wad if my dad dun wan to come n take d bk..or meet tcher..im scared.. 4 of 3e5 peeps gonna retain... but dat tym wen i ask tcher whether i retain not, she shook her head..but she talk to me seriously plus ask me whether im in a relationship...HAHAHA... like wad the hell... im not even experience..i've never ever had dat kinda stuff.. relationship wif family got lah.. i laughed in front of her.. cant stand it animore..hahahaha..damn funny... tmr im gonna have chairperson course at jjc...so long..9-12...
kk gtg..
-della-

crapping..

2007-10-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

Your 10 Favourites:
Favourite Colour-- pink(:
Favourite Food-- mama's cookings(:
Favourite Song-- i'm not missing you(:
Favourite Movie-- love is cinta(:
Favourite Sport-- cheerlead[can?](:
Favourite Season-- winter[haha,anyhow onli..](:
Favourite Day of the week-- any[if its d day i get my allowance]hehe(:
Favourite Ice-cream Flavour-- chocolate(:
Favourite Book-- kau kekasihku[coz' d character has d same name as me](:
Favourite anime/cartoon-- me?[cn?](:

9 currents:
Current mood-- hating[oops!](:
Current clothes-- without any..jk..comfortable one(:
Current desktop-- y do u care??(:
Current Toe-nail colour-- blue!not!!haha(:
Current Time-- 5:50 pm(:
Current Annoyance(s)-- you(:
Current thought-- why am i doing this survey??(:
Current boyfriend/ girlfriend-- dwi andhika,he's my future hubby too..u peeps cn try google his name..(:
Current book you are reading-- notebook can?(:

8 Firsts:
First Best Friend-- rohaziqah(:
First Crush-- him in K1.(:
First Movie-- hmm..power rangers i think(:
First Piercing-- somewhere...on my...hehe..EARS LA!!(:
First Lie-- im ugly((:
First Music-- it goes lyk this "go go power rangers!"(:
First Car-- limozine..not!(:
First School-- mama's tummy(:

Lasts:
Last Cigarette-- now!wait!cigarette?i aint no smoker(:
Last Drink-- saliva..yucks(:
Last Car Ride-- just now in my "hubby-to-be"'s car(:
Last Crush-- raditt(:
Last movie seen-- heart[again, just now](:
Last Phone Call-- shut up!!noone wanna call me!sobs(:
Last CD played-- fuck!cant rmmbr!(:

Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends-- kidding ryte?oh ya, not just one but 8 of them.PCDs(:
Have you ever broken the law-- law of love?(:
Have you ever been arrested-- once by my mama..another one is for stealing..attention((:
Have you ever skinny-dipped-- wad?(:
Have you ever been on TV-- yup2!(:
Have you ever kissed someone u didnt know-- yes..indeed i just did yesterday.at fire station.i gave my first kiss to a DUMMYmanikin.wth!(:

5 things you are wearing
1. jeans with belt(:
2. long-sleeve shirt(:
3. specs[shit!shuld i say d rest?](:
4. undergament top(:
5. undergarment bottom..dats all..swear..(:

4 things you've done today
1. sing.(:
2. eat(:
3. bathe(:
4. nap(:

3 Things you can hear rite now
1. "its been 9 days"..-my sis blabbering
2. click! click! click!
3. im way too cool for ya boy......

2 things you cant live without
1. mama n family..(:
2. clothes, i cant live naked(:

Things you do when you are bored
sing, dance,draw..but in sch my frens will noe,i'll either sleep or irritate them..haha(:

wad the fuck..

2007-10-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

arghh..damn embarrassing lyk hell. i didnt expect my voice turn out lyk that.. if only it turn out to be lyk yesterdays' 2nd rehearsal or the laz tym one, it wont be this embarrassing.. my voice went off, voice was broken. CHAO SIA!!wad the hell.. so paisey, i think ppl were laughing at me down there.. i dunno why im have this super big stage fright..fuck lar.. im nt sad or embarrassed of losing BUT sad that im unable to prove of wad im capable of. n im so paisey of my voice that backfired me. wahliao...i cant face ppl anymore..imagine me walking and suddenly somebody said "heyy look at dat lousy singer".. okae2..i have all kinds of imagination of wad will happen.. maybe i shuld quit sch so dat ppl wont be embarrass nimore..haha..
bt im glad that i have the clues that i wont be staying back.. i hope i'll b able to go for the overseas trip to malaysia.if can, that will be my first overseas trip with the sch after 11 years of education..
oh ya..yesterdae for the second rehearsal, hongkeng went up to stage to give me a flower..hhaahha.. so surprised lar.. bt i tink just now, i can feel that ppl down there r talking bad bout me.. i noe sing sucks..super sucks..even i myself realise it.. bt to my frens who r not embarrass of my sucky voice, thanks alott...
holidays alot of plans..supp lessons, cheerleading training, npcc courses, n many more..
i've found my long lost frens from cocord!woohoo..miss them loads..
dats all..tata..

why u're so obsessed n weird??chill larh..so emo for wad??

im way too cool for ya boy..hehe jk..

2007-10-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PCDs...

2007-10-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

we hv good tym spending half of our day together..n lunch together...PCD ROX

FUCK!!!what the fuck..KNNBCCB!!!!!

2007-10-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

RYTE NW IM CRYING RYTE INFRONT OF MY COM..LYK WHAT THE HELL LAH!! MY FUGLY DAD DELETED ALL MY HARI RAYA PICTURE!!JUST BCOZ HE DISLIKE SOME OF IT, HE DELETED ALL!!
YAYA WAS FUCKING STUPID NOT TO TRANSFER MY PICS[ONLY MY PICS]..SHE ONLY TRANSFER HER FUCKING UGLY PICS N FAMILY PICS.. IF ONLY SHE HAD TRANSFER THE PICS FOR ME TOO, IT WONT B DELETED..SELFISH BITCH.. NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? WAIT FOR THE NEXT HARI RAYA TO TAKE MY ALL SET UP FACE?? ITS LYK ONCE A YEAR DAT I COULD HAVE THOSE MAKE UP FACE!!! N STRAIGHT HAIR LA CIBAI..FUCK SIAH!! KNNBCCB!!!!
WASTE SIA.. I FEEL LYK DELETEING ALL MY SIS N PAPA FACE IN D COMP..WAD ABOUT DAT??
WAD WOULD THEY FEEL??
NOW IM FEEL REALLY DOWN..REALLY SAD..HMMMM...help.. im fucking dissappointed with them=..(((
this is what i get after helping alot for hari raya.. regreted.. wads wif him n my pictures??damn me huh??dun lyk me but dun have to deleted my pictures larh.. next hari raya, i'll have MY OWN cam, upload MY OWN photo, take only MY pictures n i wont let anione have a touch on MY camera!!understand?? I WANT TO TRY TO BE SELFISH FOR ONCE!!!

A GOOD HARI RAYA GONE BAD!!

MY HAIR STRAIGHT HUH?? DIS PIC WAS TAKEN TWO DAYS BEFORE MY ART PAPER..
btw, im working on my new cerpen..hope it goes well.. i dun wanna talk or think bout exams anymore..im scared..the results gonna make my heart burst..i noe..

___DELLA___is sad...

its now 3am,13oct!!SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

2007-10-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

gt back frm geylang again about 12am..geylang was gawddamn crowded larh..im so scared..this tym onli me n luna..bus tripwas looong..abt 1hr+++..uncomfortable to sleep in bus..was giddy lar..before dat on d way frm grandmama's house to geylang..we had so much fun laughing at ppl in d train.. some ppl are just damn freaky.. ahahaaha..
i juz gt done hanging curtains in my room..aint i a good girl??..hehe..
imgine, i can reach d curtain railings...[of coz wif d help of chairs n tables larh..]i feel so tall. bt tm im gnna be taller.. i bought new high-heels whish d heels are high..wit..i saound stupid..bt hu cares..hehe..
today i'll sleep late..tmr for sure gt eyebags in my ugly face..aiyoo..pathetic lar..
hey,,miss u a lot too lar..

BIRTHDAY AKMAL 11/10/2007..HIS 50TH BDAY..OOPS I MEAN 5TH BDAY..WE ALWAYS CALL HIM LITTLE MAN..hehe.. HAPPIEST BOY OF D DAY..
MY FAV DIALOGUE, ASK ME TO SAY IT..I FEEL GOOD SAYING THIS..BT THE SONG KU T'LAH JATUH CINTA BY AGNES MONICA IS NICE..
HEHE

THESE ARE D PICS FRM DATS GIRLS DAY OUT!!

LUNA-GITA-DELLA

GITA-DELLA
MY HUNNIE BUNNIE ZUMI ZOLA aka RADITT.. HE'S CUTE.. NW I HATE ZAFUAN!!HE GOT BAD TASTE..HOW DARE HE DATED 11 YEARS OLDER WOMAN!!
I WANNA SAY TO DAT WOMAN:
HEH, GUE BILANGIN YA,
LHO NGGAK PANTAS SAMA ____!!
AQ YANG PANTAS!! NGERTI?!
URGHH..NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN!!
so how??im fierce enuf??hehe
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!! FOR THOSE READING THIS, I WANNA TAKE THIS HARI RAYA OPPORTUINITY TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM EVERYONE FOR ANYTHING SUCH AS MY IRRITATINGNESS, MY STUPIDITY, MY HARSH WORDS N ACTION..ANYTHING..FORGIVE ME...
IM SORRY.. HARI RAYA IS OUR EARNINGS AFTER A MONTH OF FASTING..
CANT WAIT TO GET GREEN PACKETS TMR!!MY HADS ITCHY LIAOS..
KAY LA..DATS ALL.. LOVE U... DAAA...
___DELLA___

meeoww..

2007-10-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

WAD D HELL.upload photo so slow..
doing art..now.. no one at home so i have to fetch amal frm sch. today i dun have any paper..bt tmr is art paper2..
theres this cat outside my house, under the plant pots.. it has been sleeping outside my house for FREE for a few days alrdy.. so amal n i fed him with full cream milk, rice n d cuttlefish snack.. it loves it.. i have yet to find out whether its a boy or girl..i mean a male or female.. later i'll check it out if it is still there..
hahaha..wanna continue with art ryte nw..WISH ME LUCK!!..bubbye..
love, ___DELLA___

dun wanna talk bout it nimore..

2007-10-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday went geylang again, managed to buy mine, yaya n mama's hari raya clothes..
was tiring.. we breakfast there too.. i watched stomp the yard already..cool!!
dun wanna talk bout exams.. i think i did sucks.. i dun wan to retain..=[[[[[
plug in is comin' which is so scary.. just now i tried kareoke-ing..n guess wad, my voice sucks..it is damn sucky..so i quickly keep all d kareoke thingy n off the player.. i have to rush thru my art which is not even 1/4 done..
still waiting for the pics frm GITA..
yaya n i have been training acep to sing beautiful girl by seankingston, instead of helping him wif his SA2 which is around d corner..we evil sisters..haha
im still finding tym to send..wait k.. u r loving n missing someone else..

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...
[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...
[Chorus]

You know it's just too little too late [2x]
[Chorus]

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be suprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
its such a cool song

_____DELLA______

tiring sey..-GIRLS DAY OUT-...me,yaya,iifa

2007-10-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out to meet iifa at orchard at 3.. gt lost wif mrt again.. haha.. den walk around town.. they cant stand their hunger so they ate n drink[breakfast].. i was like 'wad the hell!!'..so im the only one to continue my fasting..[see, im a good girl afterall..]..took a lots of pics at far east.. i'll update d pics nx tym coz im still waiting for d pics frm iifa..then we went to geylang..GEYLANG..we took bus 7.. wtf..so long.. it makes me dizzy larh esp wif my empty tummy.. tummy was growling.. bt i endured.. d bus trip was super long.. so we killed boredom by talking crap n try out indon language like..'NGOMONG AMA TANGAN' which means 'TALK TO MY HAND'.'QM PEREK SIH' which means 'U'RE A BITCH'..haha damn fun.. reached geylang n we start to goof around.. met alot of peeps.. my long-lost fren, iifa's frens, yaya's frens.. we den buy food for breakfast.. spent alot.. but we have trouble looking for a place to eat.. end up eating near a void-deck of blk145 geylang..we look so pathetic..
things we had for breakfast--2 burger RAMLY, 4 CHEESE HOTDOGS, 6 TOKOYAKI BALLS, 8 OTAH, 3 BOTTLED DRINKS..
ate cherryade ice sticks which taste salty.. rilly, SALTY..
went TKC, WAITED FOR MY PARENTS N BRO, for hours.. den my PAPA, ACEP, AMAL.. bought their hari raya clothes at my papa's fren shop.. me n yaya cant stand our tiredness after iifa went home, so we slept in d van..only 2 of us.. went home about 11++pm..
reached home bt i cant sleep so i painted d railing of d stairs in my house.. im a good girl..hehex..
now, my parents are at johor buying hari raya stuffs.. left us at home.. sobs..
iifa!!i want d pics!!quick!!
aidil??hehe
heyy, 1 more week to HARI RAYA!! happy 1 more week of fasting..hehe..
heyy, chill.. if i say i will, i would.. so just wait..in progress...k..

about me..

2007-10-03T12:37:00.001+08:00

Your Personality Is Like Alcohol

You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester.

Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable.

You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem.
You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious.
However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it!

You get along well with: The Index Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are 53% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.
A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.
Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.
You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sakiko Masachika

What's your Japanese Name?

You Are 84% Shy

You are beyond shy - you are most likely have a social phobia.
Seek help, and you'll be able to enjoy life instead of fearing it.

How Shy Are You?

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind."

For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one.
You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun.

Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 5/10 questions right!
It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are You Stupid?

You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your Irish Name Is...

Ella Nolan

What's your Irish Name?

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Jessica and Ashlee

Beautiful, feminine, and stylish.
Who care's if you're a bit of a daddy's girl?

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Amandine Caledonia

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are Danishes

Indulgent and a bit greedy, you eat whatever you feel like eating... nutrition be damned.
You have a total sweet tooth, and you pretty much give into it whenever you feel like it.
While it treating yourself is nice occasionally, try eating a vegetable every once and a while.
Lay off the donuts and muffins, unless you want to be sporting a "muffin top" of your own!

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

You Are 56% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

How Girly Are You?

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

Your Monster Profile

War Vagabond

You Feast On: Peanut Butter

You Lurk Around In: Movie Theaters

You Especially Like to Torment: Hicks

What's Your Monster Name?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin"

You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay

"Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah they were all yellow"

You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?